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Weakness

by Moneypenny 2/8/2016

written by Moneypenny

So I am the laziest person ever. I have been trying to convince my self of sitting down and write my tesis or to even read some articles as a basis. I don’t want to do it. I can’t do it. I hate having to do it. I really hate it.

I skip work today too. And even fail to do my part in a group I was trying to organize. The people are nice there, but they are getting tired of me. I just don’t want to do anything.

Last Monday I went to the doctor to ask for a remission for psychiatry (it’s necessary to […]

2/8/2016 3 comments

Sigh…

by disgusting 2/7/2016

written by disgusting

Proof that I’m the ugliest person alive comes from the other side too. I have nothing against this guy at all, so it’s not that. Another transguy I know got featured in a popular news source for being a hot transguy and he’s about as big as I am. How is it that other big people can be good looking but I’m always told how ugly I am?? What is really so wrong with me????

I can’t deal with it if I think of it any more than that. I’m sick of being the ugliest person on earth. I’ve taken .5 and .4 of my testosterone […]

2/7/2016 9 comments

My Day

by Ylem 2/2/2016

written by Ylem

So, I went to see a doctor. Basically to just confirm what I already know. Major depression, anxiety disorder and PTSD. I told him I think I might have a personality disorder too, something along the lines of Borderline Personality Disorder, Schizoid Personality Disorder, or Avoidant Personality Disorder. I know I might be going overboard here, but I feel like I fit the criteria perfectly, for both BPD and SPD, actually. He said he’ll look into it with our upcoming consultations.

I always look at the criteria for all these personality disorders and think, “Fuck! This is so me.” Not that my personality traits cause any […]

2/2/2016 2 comments

Angels

by JiminyCrispies 2/1/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I could only last 2 hours in college today. We were using sharp tools and it triggered the Angels – I hadn’t heard them all day up until then. They haven’t shut up since. My mum yelled because she had to pick me up early. I didn’t tell her why, she doesn’t understand. Whenever I use them as an ‘excuse’ – as she puts it – she gets angry and says it’s stupid.

She’s lying. She knows about them, she works with my psychiatrist and the Others. I know now. Obadiah told me that I need to see my doctor; I need to tell him what […]

2/1/2016 5 comments

I just want a break

by Ellieanna 1/15/2016

written by Ellieanna

So I was brave, and went to my doctor for help. I did it. And since I did that, my friend who took space came back and is being completely supportive again. Which is good. We’ve actually talked a lot more then we did before, and it’s not always so dark like it was. I have actually been able to help him with stuff he is dealing with. So that front has been good. And he’s been honest, the only thing he won’t stand by and watch is me constantly not going to appointments and missing 3 months worth. And he said he would be […]

1/15/2016 1 comment

Another Public Episode

by JiminyCrispies 1/4/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

Graphics went okay, I guess. It turns out they’ve extended the deadline to next Monday, and my tutor didn’t see my lack of work as she was busy.

However, the morning was unbearable. I was in college no less than 15 minutes when I started to have another ‘episode’, for lack of a better word. Thankfully, it only lasted roughly 3 hours. I see my doctor tomorrow morning, first thing. And I’m debating on whether to tell him about what happened today.

I can’t remember most of it, but I vaguely remember believing everyone in college were robots and were part of a plan to attack me […]

1/4/2016 4 comments

I’m Frightened

by JiminyCrispies 12/31/2015

written by JiminyCrispies

I see my doctor on Tuesday. I need to talk to him about things I’m not completely honest about with my psychiatrist or therapist. The only problem is I’m concerned he’ll side with them. My last therapist wouldn’t say a bad word about my psychiatrist, or any other doctor for that matter, and I’m afraid he will do the same. I don’t think he would, but it all comes down to how deep my psychiatrist has her claws in him. If she’s turned him against me, too; if she’s going to make him try to hurt me as well. I want a new psychiatrist, I […]

12/31/2015 2 comments

The long night

by rainyday 11/4/2015

written by rainyday

9 months has passed, the baby was ready to be born. The mother went to the hospital and the amniotic liquid started running through out her legs. The doctor called her, come on, go to bed, everything will be alright.

The mother is worried, she is not feeling the baby movements. She looked down her tummy and felt it empty. There are other people around her, everybody is telling her that she is ok, she just need to be patience and wait for the long hours of labors. But she is insisting, please, he is a good doctor, but I trust more my doctor from the […]

11/4/2015 2 comments

by TinyBlueSoul 9/26/2015

written by TinyBlueSoul

I haven’t eaten or drunk anything for two days. My parents called the doctor. He’ll be here in an hour and I’m really scared.
I just want to die…

9/26/2015 4 comments

Why am I so terrified?

by chelle428 9/14/2015

written by chelle428

I’m planning on making an appointment to get on antidepressants soon, I also plan on going to counseling soon. I am so incredibly terrified of going into the doctor’s office and telling them I’m depressed. I don’t even know why, but just the idea makes me sick to my stomach. Also the idea of going to counseling really scares me, I went to counseling once when I was younger because I was forced to go by the SRS since my parents were abusive. I’ve hidden my depression for so long, and I’ve been depressed and cutting myself since I was 11, and I’m 19 now. […]

9/14/2015 1 comment

What are they thinking

by BluDude976 9/1/2015

written by BluDude976

It never fails to amaze me how incredibly rude and dismissive some doctors and nurses are. Why if someone is struggling with depression would you seek help from someone that talks down to you and treats you like crap? I wonder how many people have killed themselves after going to the wrong doctor or because a nurse acted like a hateful judgemental asshole…

9/1/2015 3 comments

I just can’t take it anymore

by wndozh8er 9/1/2015

written by wndozh8er

i have been wanting to die for a decade. When I first came on here, I was really looking at 6 months to a year to live, enough for a “peaceful death”. Now that everything crashed around me on top of the crap I already been going though, I can’t stand another moment on this BBBofBS. The depression and PTSD is so bad that it hurts.

Thanks to my basement, I got a nice little workshop going on. Building two unique things that should make me pass out faster.

when I go to the doctor this week I’m gonna ask for sleeping pills “because I been having […]

9/1/2015 9 comments

Need help and suggestions please

by danylost 6/29/2015

written by danylost

dear fellow readers

I am trying to find some pills that will help me fall asleep to death. However, I do not know what sleeping pills are strong and how many i should take in order for me not to wake up? Do you have any suggestions what kind of pills I can take. I want to take some pills that i can easily buy from the store without a prescription, however I am willing to buy pills over the counter. Just need to tell me how i can convince my doctor to prescribe them for me.
yours truly,
danylost

6/29/2015 2 comments

I’m fucked

by smileemptysoul 6/4/2015

written by smileemptysoul

I cut my legs to the point I think I need to go to the doctor. All because I fucked everything up in my life.

6/4/2015 7 comments

the circle of MY life…

by justdonewithlife 5/27/2015

written by justdonewithlife

I believe I am bipolar…but I think if I go see a doctor, I will get my daughter taken away. And will be judged by my family… I don’t want to take drugs for it but I know that’s what I will have to do if i go see someone about my problem. It really hurts because one minute I want to die and get to the point of almost killing myself and then I get rid of those feeling and just laugh….it fucks with my head so bad that more and more lately I keep forgetting what I am doing and makes me sad […]

5/27/2015 1 comment

i go to the doctor tuesday, do you think i can be honest without being locked up?

by Disposable Human 5/25/2015

written by Disposable Human

male, 29, 130lbs/58kg
diagnosed: major depressive disorder, ocd, generalized anxiety disorder
prescribed: sertraline 200mg/day, xanax .5mg and zolpidem 10mg as needed

i’m trying to get help from my family physician on tuesday. i was in therapy with a psychologist for a while but stopped going because i couldn’t afford to get help, and support my manipulative ex. we have a son. i attempted during her pregnancy and spent a few days with waived human rights in a psychiatric hospital.

in my relationship i was used for money and hit a lot. there was constant berating and verbal abuse. i’m going through a divorce and don’t really get […]

5/25/2015 6 comments

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by radi0active-f_ckup 4/24/2015

written by radi0active-f_ckup

So I decided to ask my mom if I could get happy pills. And so I’m talking with my doctor sometime this week to get prescribed. I decided to wait to see if I needed therapy – well, more of “wanted” therapy. I’m going to try taking small steps first to see how much help I really need, because at this point, I just don’t know anymore. Is it a good idea to work myself into this, or should I just push myself into therapy???

4/24/2015 13 comments

For anyone into meds

by schizophrenia 222 4/18/2015

written by schizophrenia 222

Theres a great psych doctor on youtube his search name is drofmindmd and he deals with suicidal patients as well as schizophrenic and bi polar. If you need to know anything about a drug or illness thats what you should do. Good luck!

4/18/2015 3 comments

I dont know anymore.

by the boy 3/27/2015

written by the boy

Im at full health if you ask my doctor and my depression is allmost gone but i feel like there is something hidden i cant get away with im getting more and more mature but i did not have my childhood because of bullys. can some one explain what is going on ?

3/27/2015 0 comment

somatical-mental indisposition

by munckin 3/24/2015

written by munckin

I wrote today to my doctor… and she mentioned that I have ” somatical-mental indisposition” what does this mean?

I can give more information after someone answered then I explain why or not it an accurate diagnosis.

3/24/2015 2 comments

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