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What Happens After Death?

by LoneRed17 7/21/2018

written by LoneRed17

I’m starting to permanently make up my mind when it comes to suicide. I’ve had suicide attempts before and I’ve bounced back from depression at times, but this time it’s different. This time I can feel something pulling me towards death. It’s as if the world wants to take me back or as if death has fallen for me and it wants to take me home. I’m scared of shooting myself, I’m scared of waking up in a place full of pain and suffering despite the fact that I want to die in order to escape the daily pain I feel.

I have no idea what […]

7/21/2018 1 comment

No passion, no pleasure, no nothing

by sarah95 11/30/2017

written by sarah95

After graduating high school, I became a hermit for four years. During that period of isolation, I grew depressed and developed an intense fear of being seen by other people. The thought of killing myself came up frequently, but I was more comfortable in those days than any other time of my adult life. Now I have a job for the first time and live in a better house with my brother, but I still don’t feel much better. How people are able to connect with each other has always puzzled me. What is the point of living if you don’t even have people who value […]

11/30/2017 3 comments

Have you ever

by checherose555 10/22/2017

written by checherose555

Have you ever f*cked up a situation or friendship that you honestly believed was unf*ckable? That you believed was foolproof, with no f*ckabilty ratio?

I did that yesterday..and it sucks.

I just thought I could open up more, to someone I have been trying to open up to for a few years now. It is not a relationship, but it was helping me get through some things. I considered him to be a friend. And now he sees me as a crazy, depressed, hopeless loon; so I lost another friend.

Here’s to another birthday knowing that I should just keep my f*cking mouth shut when it comes […]

10/22/2017 2 comments

Sketching Obstacles

by Cordless 6/8/2016

written by Cordless

sketch-obstacles

Another sketch just for the fun of it.
It started out with me frustrated because I couldn’t connect to the WiFi.
So I got some paper and a pencil and drew this abstract thing which symbolizes “not being able to connect because of obstacles”.
I meant internet connection, but it kept occurring to me that it can be taken in all sorts of other ways too.
Sometimes no matter how much we want to (*ahem*) put “Tab A” into “Slot B”, there’s something preventing it from happening.
Interpret […]

6/8/2016 35 comments

Art

by Drowning 4/7/2016

written by Drowning

so iv been drawing the last couple of days to try take my mind off things but it won’t be long before the drawing ends I can feel myself getting frustrated by it so my patience is wearing thin

iv been drawing characters that represent different mental illnesses some which I have

I need a name for the snake and what the snake will be as a mental illness

and the boys name I’m open to suggestions but here are some of the characters

4/7/2016 8 comments

Thanks…’friends’…

by GerbzBaby 4/1/2016

written by GerbzBaby

I’m on the verge of crying. I feel depressed, I feel lonely and I feel heartbroken. When I really need them they aren’t here for me. The one who’s even been helping me isn’t even messaging me.. It makes me angry, It makes me frustrated to see he has time to communicate with my sisters but not with me. It makes me feel like I’m a total loser. It makes me feel regret for even liking him. He seems more interested in my sisters than he does of me. Seems he’s just keeping me company out of pity. It’s making me feel like killing myself. […]

4/1/2016 1 comment

Urge

by mranony 3/26/2016

written by mranony

I have this urge to cut my arms again after months. But I don’t want to be interrogated again. Every time the blade is touching my skin, I would remember the day they found out. It was horrible. But I want to cut so bad. I did cut on my hips as an alternative but it doesn’t feel the same.

I feel so frustrated. I hate my horrible life decision. I hate myself for being a stupid and empty person. They’re expecting an adult but I don’t know how to grow up. I don’t know. I feel so lost.

3/26/2016 2 comments

So fucking frustrated

by filmg1rl 3/24/2016

written by filmg1rl

I feel like I’ve exhausted the people I can talk to. I’m just boring people with my suicidal state now and I’m scared of driving people away.

I talk to friends. I rant on social media. I feel like I’m just wasting time talking to volunteers of hotlines. I post here. None of it makes me feel better or is cathartic in any way. It’s just something to do because my brain won’t let me do anything else.

Fuck me.

3/24/2016 3 comments

Coward.

by beaubri 3/20/2016

written by beaubri

I’m waiting until morning to blow a gasket. Because once everyone leaves, hes going right to bed and will get pissed off at me for talking about it. I’m so frustrated. I’m not ok tonight. So much anger, so many thoughts. It’s going to eat me alive, and fast.

3/20/2016 4 comments

Frustrated

by disgusting 2/22/2016

written by disgusting

I hate feeling frustrated with this job too. I don’t have any options to get a full time job. But I’m supposed to be an equal with someone here, same position, same level, both leadership positions for others. But he’s taken over, and it’s like I suddenly have another boss, one that disapproves of everything I do, calls all the shots, and I have no freedom anymore. I was liking this so much because of the creative freedom the real boss gave me, and that my ideas were listened to and even liked. Now I’m back to this “no, no, no, I don’t like that, […]

2/22/2016 1 comment

Aaarrrggghh

by disgusting 12/21/2015

written by disgusting

I can’t believe I’m so frustrated over sausage!! So the people I live with have been super nice and insisted I eat real food instead of live off of ramen. I think I’m gaining weight from not being so starved and having food besides ramen. Ramen is all I can literally afford on my own. But they made sausage in sour kraut 3 nights ago and have had me drooling over it. But then, it was to be saved for the next day. And then the next. And then the next. It’s driving me fucking crazy!! All I want is a god damned sausage! Geez […]

12/21/2015 2 comments

by IWAS 11/11/2015

written by IWAS

what’s more frustrating than being frustrated is when you want to turn it into other things like poems, and you cannot because you are a shitty poet!

11/11/2015 4 comments

Day 10 Part 2.

by Alex 10/11/2015

written by Alex

Also .. I’m so sexually frustrated and miss the feel of having a boyfriend and being able to go out and just spend time with them and kiss them and what not …

Sorry I had to let it out … Cuz literally … the sexual frustration is intense ..

10/11/2015 7 comments

Does your family members know you are contemplating suicide?

by liam89 8/26/2015

written by liam89

Over a year ago my parents were giving me a ‘lecture’ on something (not something unusual) wherever they do so I feel really frustrated and that time I don’t know how, completely involuntary I told them I’ve been considering to kill myself (I had decided to never tell anyone but like I said I told them in rush)

What about you?

Plz ignore bad English.

8/26/2015 30 comments

Absolutely Exhausted

by Yours, Forever and Always 8/16/2015

written by Yours, Forever and Always

I’m so frustrated with how tired I get. I want to sleep all day, every day.

And I’m so annoyed that when I FINALLY get up the urge to clean my room, do my work, etc. my parents give me so much crap.

It’s like them giving me crap about my room isn’t enough. They have to give me crap about when and how I clean it.

It makes me soo angry!!

And then when I tell them how annoyed I am. They’re just like, “Well it only takes 5 minutes to clean up your room. I don’t see […]

8/16/2015 0 comment

by Matt 4/17/2015

written by Matt

I can’t be angry at her, at least for no more than a flash.

Because the truth is, I’m angry at me too. I don’t like myself either. I get frustrated with me all the time.

But I’m going to fix it. I’m going to make it okay. Do you believe me?

I just needed to vent.

4/17/2015 2 comments

by BlackOutAlice 4/15/2015

written by BlackOutAlice

Alice is frustrated

4/15/2015 13 comments

do they know?

by angel little 4/11/2015

written by angel little

My friends, do they know how unhappy I am with life? Just curious. They notice I’m always the first one awake as soon as the sun starts coming up but do they know that when I’m laying with my eyes open I’m thinking about death and some more shit? Or that when I get frustrated its nothing controllable and do they notice my triggers? Do they notice I don’t laugh when they joke about people with depression or other mental illnesses?? Should I explain it to them?? How do I do that??

4/11/2015 4 comments

My mother doesn’t understand my depression. I seek advice.

by Luka-chan 12/8/2014

written by Luka-chan

I’ve recently been diagnosed with bad depression and anxiety. I cut myself often and have been suffering from insomnia recently. The only reason I haven’t killed myself yet is because I would be leaving behind the best boyfriend I could ever hope for.

I haven’t been able to discuss these issues with my mother because she doesn’t believe in depression. She thinks people with depression are just weak-minded. She doesn’t even know that I’ve been diagnosed with depression.

She treats me like shit, and gets frustrated when I lock myself away. The suicidal thoughts are getting worse, and I’m getting scared.

What do I do?

12/8/2014 3 comments

Frustrated

by Angeleyes42 10/6/2014

written by Angeleyes42

Im just so frustrated and done with everything. Its my first full semester in college. I have learned that I do not belong at this school, people have said so to my face. The only reason im with my current roommate is because she was drugged during the summer term and i helped her. She constantly brings me down saying i have no tits or my face is awful. She treats me like a 2 year old and is extremely rude. She doesn’t take what I want and need intl consideration, she only thinks about herself. I do everything I can for her to be […]

10/6/2014 3 comments

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