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Fucking Life

by magnolia
written by magnolia

So I’m not going to go into all the details of what’s wrong but some key facts:

I’m in HS
I take Spanish 1
I’ve suffered with depression and suicidal thoughts for years

So I’m in HS and I take Spanish 1. I’ve hated it since beginning of the year. I didn’t get a choice in my foreign language, my mom chose. So basically a bunch of shit was happening and I have 5 weeks of school left and I know nothing, but it was ok cause I had an A+ and everything was barely barible. Then week before last my Spanish teacher quit/was fired. I have a new […]

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fuck this life

by sash
written by sash

I’m fucking 19 years old and every god forsaken thing is happening to me, i cant seem to find a way out of this fucking life i just need a way to get away from it all, i wanna just like fucking die just leave every body, everything, every fucking bitter memory cause fact of the matter is i am a bitter memory. iI’ nothing more then that white stuff on the side of your mouth when you’re thirsty just give me a fucking good way to kill myself and leave behind this bitter world so so people wont have to see me again, wont […]

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Fuck this fucking life!

by Engeltje
written by Engeltje

I know, haven’t been op SP for a long time. Things doesn’t really changed. Monday I’ll have my intake for the 24/7 therapy. And I’ve been cutting the last time a lot more and deeper. I really hate this world, my life. It’s so fucked up. I really wished that I had a deadly car accideng or so. But, I hope I’ll be more on SP the next time, because it really helps me. A next post will come soon.

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done

by myowndestruction
written by myowndestruction

sitting here in tears over with life smiling like everything is okay but deep down i am having this cutting rage

i pull the razor out sit in the dark i dont wanna see the pain i just wanna feel the hurt.

recutting my scars crying i need help .

depression taking over suicidal thoughts on my mind

just waiting on the right time

to end this hell of a fucking life.

maybe if i die it would be easier to understand my story.

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Lol, so Spring Break is over for me today.

by Inert Phoenix
written by Inert Phoenix

And I have come to the conclusion I cannot continue or bear my university classes anymore. I am done with everything. I am done with my fucking life. I have purposely sabotaged everything I have been working for so I could find myself closer to committing  because I don’t want to live. My entire life has been the most mundane and horrible life imaginable, everyday is like groundhogs day basically.

I promised myself sometime last week that I will kill myself sometime in June or May, but I may decide to live longer if Britney Spears announces some news about her 8th album and/or releases her lead single off […]

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another “f’ing beautiful day”

by deceased
written by deceased

so i would have been dead today, but once again my fucking life just gets better by the second. was trying to drive until i found a nice drop off a cliff or something but, as my life goes, my god damn truck wouldnt even START for me to do that. Go figure….the one shitty thing i had left in this world that was always there for me, has now finally shit out. I feel the same as that “Friday” posting author, dont really want my family to find me. But i also cant keep fucking waking up to this shit world everyday thinking “YES..another […]

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WTF!

by MichelleJ
written by MichelleJ

Tomorrow I’m seeing my doctors because they’ve made that decision for me and my grandparents have decided that they will make decisions and support other people’s decisions that have been made for me, even though I haven’t made them. Ok. Do I want to live like this? No. I can’t let some of my family members down. I can’t let myself down especially.. I’m no longer a nice person towards my grandparents. I hate their guts. They’re helpful to me because they have to be. I’m sometimes nice to them because I have to be. My two doctors nearly referred me to the mental staff […]

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Time’s up

by BrooklynBoxx
written by BrooklynBoxx

Just called a suicide hotline.. they guy i talked to .. he just kept saying uh well you need to look at it from a better point of view.

I lost my 2nd oldest brother cause my oldest brother raped me! and you exspect me to look on the bright side. I look at his facebook everyday, hoping to get to know him. I DONT EVEN KNOW MY OWN BROTHER. And i hate it.. i hate it so badly. I only found out last week he’s graduated highschool.. i never knew.. i didnt know..

I miss him so badly, we would stay up reading the hungry catapillar, […]

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I dont want to live

by charlie5246
written by charlie5246

i dont have anything going for me and i never will. Everyone always says life sucks, so why even bother. It is universaly agreed that life is a ***** and then you die and for some reason everyone justs accepts that and moves on. Well why the fuck would we even bother, if life sucks then why keep living it. Its like a crappy movie, you know its crap so you stop. Well life is crap so why not stop. People say its selfish and you will be hurting your friends and family. If your friends and family really fucking cared about you they would […]

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How much longer?

by Kailee3
written by Kailee3

Yes; How long can I stay here?
I get treated like shit! There is no other way to explain it. I still believe my father hates me deep down.. for calling the cops on him because he was out of control.. Would you rather of been to prison for the rest of your life? Exactly! I saved your sorry ass. When you said to me ‘I hate you’ ‘Your dead to me’ ‘I don’t want you in my life’ & also called me a ‘*****’ ;; I just wanted to punch you! See why beer does to you?! This hasn’t happened once, its happened […]

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I can’t wait to leave….

by ihatethisblacklife
written by ihatethisblacklife

I am so ready to leave. plan on my daughter’s birthday (yes, a daughter that I don’t get to see) to leave this pathetic fucking life. Funny that so many believe in a fictious god, but think (because a dumb book) that you will be damned if you leave this crappy shit earlier. There is no god, and there is nothing after this bullshit. We are just like any other animal on this planet, look at all of our actions. We go to war for what reason? There is more than enough land on this planet to live. We keep others financially strap for what […]

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I really need some very good advice…

by maybe_soon_500_days_of_you
written by maybe_soon_500_days_of_you

Hi all,

I wasn’t around for a while but i am still not ok at all. My problem is that I can’t enjoy my life. I just started crying without any reason. I know, that it would be good to do something like going swimming, or jogging or something else. But I am feeling so down I can barely start anything. Today there is a really huge city-party, where thousands of people are going. But I keep telling myself, that I won’t go there alone, because everytime I went in the public alone, I started feeling even more lonely. Unfortunately I dont have someone to go […]

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Ugly life

by ivan0228
written by ivan0228

My life is so miserable because my parents are separated and my mom and dad doesn’t care about me anymore…. and I am so ugly that my classmates always laugh at my face and nobody wants to befriend with me because im ugly.I dont have friends and i am very poor and everybody hates me because im too shy to befriend with them and they always tease me and embarass me infront of my classmates.When i look at the mirror i always cry because im so ugly that nobody wants to be with me even my parents laugh at may face, im an outcast.I always […]

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Why me?

by Anonymous
written by Anonymous

I grew up an average child, but gradually becoming more and more overweight as I grew. I talk to people about this, very few people I might add, but they keep giving me the same bullshit answer. “It gets better.” Well, I don’t think it’s getting better after 3 fucking years! I started cutting 3 years ago, during summer. I was on vacation and a fight went on between me and my mom, and I left, took out my knife and cut my throat. Ever so slightly. I didn’t want it to end this way. I wasn’t going to go down after the first cut. […]

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Death is freedom.

by Schism
written by Schism

I would start with a bit of information about me (age, interests, blah blah blah) but that is just ego and unimportant, lets get to the reason i’m feeling this way.

I feel so caged and alone, i have no friends, my only family member is my dad, i have no love interest in my life as i seem to always push most females away with my “clingyness” but people just won’t grasp that all I want is to be loved and cared for, if I meet a girl I like I treat them like a princess, like they are the only thing on this planet… […]

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