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Its Perfect…

by Alex 1/28/2012

written by Alex

Rather then use big words, swear words, a lot of detail,Â or correct spelling. Im just going to try to get my story heard. This will be long andÂ you won’t understandÂ till the end…Â I’m soon to be 16 in march 2012 andÂ unusally depressed in my opinion. If anyone reads my post I would like your opinion, althoughÂ you may not agree with my writings because of my age. To set things straight! I’m not lying, or exaggerating, and I truely feel the way I will be explaining my life.

Its Perfect

Â Â Â Â Â Maybe in others eyes of who I told of my problems, they seem weak. […]

1/28/2012 16 comments

i just need to get this off my chest.

by itsmytimetogo 1/4/2012

written by itsmytimetogo

im scared. and i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like im falling deeper into depression, and i cant take it. i cried like 10 times in the past few days. everything is so stressing to me. and i feel like things Â are affecting me more. like im more sensitive for some reason. ive never been this sensitive. so its weird to me, and i dont know how to deal with stuff. i just want to be dead. i actually havent cut for months now. last time i cut it was all down my left arm. from elbow to wrist all covered. but […]

1/4/2012 4 comments

when will this end???

by itsmytimetogo 12/30/2011

written by itsmytimetogo

my dad is an alcoholic he’s been sober since before thanksgiving. This Christmas he started drinking. And has been since. I obviously hatE when he’s like that. Like why does he need to be drinking. Why does he need to start drinking. I hate him. He absolutely had an affect on me and made me how I am. I don’t even understAnd why he started drinking in the first place. I don’t remember him drinking when we still lived in lithuania. Its confusing to me. Its one of the reasons I hate being at home. Especially when he’s like that. Well all in all it […]

12/30/2011 13 comments

This is just all too much

by slut.failure.justme 11/11/2011

written by slut.failure.justme

When I was in the 7th grade my brother was sent away for therapy because he was dealing with alot of problems (ocd, tourettes, drug/alch abuse). In the 8th grade I started to feel neglected and hated by my parents, so i started cutting after every fight we had, which turned into coming home from school every day to cut my self. I stopped for a while, but then relapsed in the 9th grade. When this happened, i told my dad i was depressed and really considered killing myself and that i needed therapy. He said okay, and never brought it up again. After that […]

11/11/2011 6 comments

Hate!

by LiveNoLonger 7/13/2011

written by LiveNoLonger

I hate this world

I hate school(who doesnt)

I hate when people touch me(especially hugs, it makes me sick. i get somewhatÂ close to vomiting when it happens. idk , thats just the way i am. i know, its stupid. im stupid)

I hate living

I hate this stupid worthless post

I hate every stupid worthless thing that i do

i hate my stupid worthless life

i hate everyone. everyone in the whole world(with the exception of two people)

I hate MYSELF.

-End

7/13/2011 3 comments

WORSE DAY EVER.

by dyingmoon 6/26/2011

written by dyingmoon

I feel like SHIT today. I could berely get out of bed. And today is supposed to be ”family day”. Great! I don’t wana go anywhere or do anything or see anyone. I just want to be aloneee. The cuts that I did a few weeks back are now scars. But I cut pretty bad so the scars are very noticable, even with my newer cuts. But I like them. They remind me. And in some way, make me feel a bit better. But they also make me wana cut more, and make more just like that. I make sure I pick the scabs so […]

6/26/2011 0 comment

A different day

by outcesticide 6/2/2011

written by outcesticide

No matter how many times I try to run from suicide it finds me Depression appears every time your here I want something to love someone anyone it would be a different day for me for you for everyone who played a part and stole pieces of my heart it could be today that you won’t see me tomarrow

6/2/2011 0 comment

Love

by KevinThorn 3/22/2011

written by KevinThorn

Do you have to love yourself to love another? If so, i may never love… and then whats the point?

3/22/2011 7 comments

Run Away…

by KlashingKamille 11/20/2010

written by KlashingKamille

I hate my parents. No, Im dissapointed in their lack of support. They blame me for everything, my own twin sister blames me for everything. My dad calls me ugly, fat, and hits me. My mom calls me fat too, but goes to the extent of not feeding me. She doesnt just hit me like my dad, she beats me when she sees me cutting.
My sister is a selfish fat pig. If she doesnt get enough attention from ‘Daddy’, she cuts herself, throws a tantrum, or blames me, and accuses me. Did i mention she’s 14?
I just want to catch a Greyhound, or […]

11/20/2010 7 comments

I am sorry everyone.

by Codename Dreamer 8/28/2010

written by Codename Dreamer

I know I haven’t been on here in ages, and there is a very good reason for this. The Love of my life is dead. After un-bearable news, I am forced to believe that there is nothing anymore to truly live for. Yet this festering hate for all living things and happy people is not enough for me to end my life. I don’t expect it to come back on this site, a lot of you have more pressing things and more problematic issues going on in your lives, in which I understand any criticism that you wish to feed me. Long storry short though, […]

8/28/2010 9 comments

there IS still Hope,..try to find it!

by niki 8/9/2010

written by niki

I am a Christian who has turned into an agnostic (and up to this day, I still honestly can’t find a single valid, reasonable reason to go back into ‘pure’ Christianity again,..though I’m always remain open-minded),
and from my own observations & experiences, & also seeing others, I can tell you this:

God, whatever It is, usually means HOPE.
People need hope, to keep living in this world. otherwise, he’ll find many & any kind of reason to end his/her life (because he/she feels NO hope anymore).
It’s that simple.

Now although I’m very much still questioning whether God is a “He (Him)” (and why does it […]

8/9/2010 4 comments

i can’t do this anymore.

by tallibee 6/30/2010

written by tallibee

Everytime I have a moment of happiness, a moment of peace, it is taken from me.

I was in love with a friend who I only knew for a short amount of time, but above that he was someone who I let in behind the masks. Of course he broke my heart. I don’t know what I expected. No one wants a worthless screw up like me…. no one wants a girl who is ugly either.

and I dont just mean on the outside. Inside I’m ugly. I’m filled with such venom. Such hatred. for everything. for everyone, but mostly for myself. I hate when people say […]

6/30/2010 1 comment

i’m in major depression . crititical stage .

by RunningInHeels 11/1/2009

written by RunningInHeels

i wanna die, dear peoples.

i’ve been abused emotionally and physically by my brother whom now i didn’t consider him as part of my siblings anymore.

i’ve lost my beloved and loving father in 2006. and i felt like he took away my happiness with him too.

i hate seeing my mother keep back ups that bloody brother even though he didn’t finish his studies and now he still unemployed and he’s staying with my mother’s money!

i feel like i wanna shoot him!

i feel like i wanna kill him right now!

i wanna see him die!

my bf also just left me.

i’m alone and i hate life.

life is so unfair.

i […]

11/1/2009 6 comments

The most hated person ever….

by kayceekitten 7/25/2009

written by kayceekitten

It’s obvious I am hated by everyone, they just don’t say it. I really wish they would just tell me that they hate me instead of pretending. I mean, who would want to spend their time hearing some stupid retard ***** about her life? I don’t know what to do. I’m always tired, but now I am so tired that I can’t even act happy around two people!!! This school year I’m gonna tell everyone to stay the hell away from me because, again, no one wants to listen to me. I am pretty sure I need help but I’m too scared to try. I […]

7/25/2009 6 comments

I want to die!

by jacjacob101 7/24/2009

written by jacjacob101

Im about 13, ive been cutting my self ever sence i was 10.

im deeply depressed,

everyone hates me,

no one loves me for who i am,

people dont look at me for what i am, but what i have done,

i have been beaten when i was little,

ive lost over 50 pounds in a month, just becuz i stoped eating,

peoplel dont belive i will kill my self, i have tryed to multiple times.

i sit in class all day ignored

i dont talk to people

im always getting in trouble

i have thoughts of killing my self and others

i never have done anything for the world yet and i wont,Â people say i […]

7/24/2009 4 comments

So Alone

by Mechanical 6/10/2009

written by Mechanical

I’m not even sure what to write here, but I guess I’ll start with why I feel like killing myself. I have a sister and parents and you’d think we were a normal family. Instead, I hate my parents so much. I love my sister but she doesn’t love me. I love her so much and above all that makes me want to die, knowing she doesn’t love me. When she was 12 our father sexually molested her. I don’t know what happened; I don’t really know anything. This went on until she was 15 and a family friend found out, and put a stop […]

6/10/2009 8 comments

Help

by painterofmusic 5/25/2009

written by painterofmusic

Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Everything hurts. The secrets I can’t tell anyone, and no one cares at all. Who do I turn to? How do I say the words to someone, someone I trust, that is going to make them understand? Who would I tell? WhoÂ can I trust? How do I get even one minute with them only three days before school is out? I’m going to die this summer. I don’t know what else to do. I can’t stand my life anymore, my mind… I have secrets that are killing me, literally. I’m going to die because I can’t take knowing the things I know. And even […]

5/25/2009 5 comments

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