May everyone always be blessed! ^_^
My name is Joel
I’m simply here to give some help and be a friend. I’ll be on the chat for a while longer if you need help.
This damn site is like the std that just won’t go away.
I get away but I always comeback.
I need to get my shit together.
Or let my shit fall apart.
Or maybe I just need to shit.
Either which way, my physical life is on the upward bound!
Alas, my mental life is slowly diminishing.
I’m missing the bridge the connects the two and makes everything fucking rainbows and butterflies.
Hello, again.
I dont know maybe life does get easyer, but right now its getting harder for me to live.. im not the best but I at least try to be there for everyone… people expect alot from me but HELLO im only a 15 year old girl… im just one person they cant expect me to do everything at once..ONE DAY I WILL CHANGE WHATS IN FRONT OF ME…
Hello. You can call me Gene. This is my first time posting, but I’ve stalked the forums for years. I’m posting due to the fact that this site attracts like minded people. i.e. People who don’t just assume that my decision to end my life is due to some rare emotional outburst.
Before I get started, let me warn that This post may drag on, and I am not the best with grammar.
So let me tell a little about myself. I have just turned 29 last month. I currently live with my family. This […]
I’ve got a dark little secret.
Something that covers me with its cloak of black midnight everywhere I go.
It weighs me down with its millions of pounds.
It soaks my face with salty droplets from the vessels of sadness in my heart.
Okay… Its not a little secret. Its a big secret.
Hello Cruel World.
In 4th grade I had no friends. I used to be the most popular girl in my elementary school. I had the biggest friend group, the first spot in line, the best lunch table. I know, I know. Public […]
Hello Everyone , I would like to know if anyone has any ideas on where i may obtain barbiturates.? tuinal, ******** etc
                  Thankyou,   Ian
Hello, new people of the SuicideProject.
My name is Ryan, but you can just call me RealTalk30, or RealTalk, or RT3, or just RT. I am 31 years old and I live in California USA. I’ve been frequenting this web site for about 4 months now, and I’ve become a regular here. I’ve met some really amazing people here, and it’s unfortunate that such amazing people can be so alone, scared and angry. We all have our reasons for being here. My reason for being here is that there is no other place for my selective opinions, not too many places like this one where I […]
Hello, I’m portuguese, I’m fourteen years old, and I have pretty much whatever a fourteen-year-old kid would want: I have a PlayStation, a PSP, my own laptop, but I still feel like I have nothing.
My parents had a divorce when I was just eight years old, so my mum is allways saying bad things abou my dad, but on the few times, that my dad calls me, to ask if I want to go lunch with him, he never says anything bad about my mum, and that really makes me angry with my mum.
But I don’t think that it was it that makes me feel […]
Hello. Long time no see. Erm… this is rather unrelated to suicide, but I wanted to know if anyone here is getting a warning for a malicious site when visiting SP? I use Avast! antivirus, as well as Firefox, and every time I come here I get a warning that looks like this:
Malicious URL Blocked
avast! Network Shield has blocked a harmful site.
Object: http://cdn.mauiblogger.net/k
Infection: URL:Mal
Is this a false positive or what? Am I the only one this is happening to? It’s very annoying.
and why are you suicidal? (…*Hoping nobody has noticed that I haven’t said my name or why I’m suicidal*…)Â
hello blog.
this is my first post.
i struggle with anxiety and major depression.
i’m not sure how to cope with anything. my parents misraised me and i have no friends.
everyone hates me and bullies me and thinks i should just kill myself, so why the fuck shouldn’t i..
all of my ex boyfriends said i was worthless and should.. so.. yeah..
nothing’s alright. i constantly feel the need to cut myself.
i constantly feel the need to tie a noose and hang myself.
i constantly feel the need to die. i’ve lost everything.
i don’t have a family, i don’t have friends.
my parents gave me up 7 months ago and made it […]
Hello, kind and compassionate people. I am speaking to you. If you are someone who is just going to tell me, “No, don’t do it…” or “Jesus/God/Allah loves you and wants you to live…” blah blah blah, then I am NOT speaking to you.
I genuinely want to die. I have wanted it since the age of 12 when I tried to stick a chef’s knife in my gut thinking that would do it. I tried again at 19 by ingesting a bunch of sleeping pills. I am 39 now and my situation is much worse. I have chronic pain in my back and neck from […]
Hello im waste2304
I honestly don t know why im ganna air all this out here but i guess i hope i can help someone else see it the way i do today i signed up for this site because i need someone…anyone to listen to me i mean im going so crazy and i just need somebody who wont judge me to please just listen to me….every since i was 13 ive attempted to hurt myself a multitude of times…it made all the pain just go away…the depression was killing me and still does till this day…and people say they understand but they truly will […]
Hello people it’s about ten after nine in the morning here, I ended up crashing last night so now I’m on here. I’ve put this blog up here to give space for people to rave and rant about anoy problems they have on their chest. I believe in one’s right to die at your own hands whenever you want. I’m just giving people another option just in case some of you want to live for a bit longer. If you still think it’s your tiime to go, then good luck to you.
Well hello there! One of the many depressed among this site.(: I’m in depression, thinking about suicide, so I’m seeking help because God knows what the fuck I’m supposed to do. I wonder why i’m told “Don’t kill yourself!” because I don’t really see the point of living. The only thing keeping me in this fucked up world is because I’m afraid of Hell. Yes, I’m a Christian. (:
Why do people try so hard to live? Even if i were to live, and live a better life, have nice house, nice cars,a nice someone that loves me, I really wouldn’t care. People work so hard […]
Hello,
First of, all. i’m not sure if this is a part of the project, but it made me laugh indeed.
” ERROR: Banned by WangGuard Is a mistake?.”
Anyway…
I’ll keep it short 🙂 10 months ago, I have met a very interesting person, over the Internet. Actually, SHE met me (chatted me up on some forum, where I trolled, never wanted to see anyone, but I made one exeption this time). So we chatted. I liked fer. Later, a lot.. Then she said something like “I do not believe you are real, come and meet me” So I did, we did. This went for 4 […]
Hi people I’ve been reading a lot of depressed stuff on here lately and I know the feeling have been there and done that! I live in Australia somewhere, so tonight at like 9 pm EST, I’m gonna be on here for anyone to rant about whatever they damn want to: Be it suicide, weather, cheerful talk, hate, love, depression, sex, drinking, rock and roll, etc! I’ll post another blog on here to let everyone know I’m here if you want! I’ll keep that blog up here for a good few hours… And you lot can rant about whatever you want! Get it all off […]
Hello.
I will be around for the next 2 hours if anyone wants to talk. I don’t mind what it is, I just want to listen and advise. No judgement.
<3
I will refresh page every 5 mins.
Hello.
I’m 13, And have a crazy family. I Have a bipolar raging mother who beats me occasinally, A dad who could give less of a fuck, a brother and sister both younger who always push my buttons even if i’m already crying, and a grandma who doesn’t help.  My mom is mainly the reason im here. I’ve been suicidal since i was 9. I’ve grown up mentally as well, i stay locked in my room almost everyday wondering what  to do and how to die. I have countless scars on my arms from cutting, thinking it was the only way to escape , and now […]