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How are you supposed to get help for anxiety.. when you have anxiety?

by Hope342 5/13/2016

written by Hope342

I am kind of stuck. I’ve wasted an entire year at university but have been barely able to get out of bed let alone get a degree, so now I am redoing my second year. (I am writing a separate post about that)

All I want to know is, how am I supposed to go and get help from a doctor if I am too anxious? I know many people on here suffer from anxiety, how did you first go and get help? Like my nervousness is so crippling I can’t even think about going to the doctors!

I get stomach pains when I am anxious, and […]

5/13/2016 2 comments

Sleeping methods???

by voiceless 5/9/2016

written by voiceless

I know that this is probably a stupid thing to ask but can anybody give me any tips and tricks on sleeping? My mom doesn’t want me to get sleeping pills because she thinks that I’ll get addicted to them even though I’ve never had a previous drug addiction, but anyways.. she keeps telling me to search up natural remedies but none of them are working. I go to bed at either 1 or 2 in the morning everyday which lets me get about 3 to 4 hours of sleep on weekdays so if you couldn’t already tell, that’s a big issue.. especially when I’m […]

5/9/2016 21 comments

I found an old diary

by Blood_Lotus 4/18/2016

written by Blood_Lotus

from 2009 of a brief stay inside the mental clinic. For 6 days I wrote terribly cringeworthy entries on a flipbook… and drew even more cringeworthy pictures. Gave me a good laugh. Yet one sentance stood out to me:
[…]I am important to People, and they like me for who I am and what I do[…]

What happened in 7 years since then? Today I am convinced of the opposite. Infact have attempted suicide multiple times because of issues of worthlessness etc. I wrote further […] “I learned my lesson, I will never attempt suicide again” […]

Yet I remember another attempt on suicide just a few […]

4/18/2016 2 comments

Depression and relationships

by whydoiwantto 4/12/2016

written by whydoiwantto

What are your experiences in how depression has effected your friendships and relationships? With past girlfriends it’s always been an issue between us, and I just lost a friend because any good qualities I had were “overwritten” by depression. I’m looking for advice. I’m tired of being so alone. I just don’t think I can change the fact that I want to die.

4/12/2016 15 comments

Extremely afraid of love

by dividebyzero 3/30/2016

written by dividebyzero

I can’t honestly say right now that there’s anyone I love. I’m just too afraid of it. Until I was 20, I was determined not to date or do anything that might lead to loving someone. I knew I struggled with emotion regulation, so I figured all the strong emotions involved would mess me up. That’s still an issue for me.

But a bigger issue is my fear that someone I love might at some point completely depend on me for a long time. That might be my worst fear of all. If that happened, trying to take care of them would certainly exhaust my limited […]

3/30/2016 10 comments

here we go..

by Alan Ominous 3/9/2016

written by Alan Ominous

WARNING: THIS IS A VENT / RANT. NOT TRYING TO OFFEND ANYONE, JUST AIRING OUT.

Why are people so fucking pushy? Like their ideals are the only fucking way. Here’s my list of shit…

Homosexual. Hybridsexual, Antisexual, overly-sexual… I do not give 1 single iota of a fuck how, who, or where you bump uglies. Here’s an idea, keep it to yourself. Why does everyone make an issue about how it’s not an issue?

Religion. Anti-religion. Quasi-religion. Again, I don’t fucking care what you do or don’t believe in. Jesus gives your life meaning? Awesome. On a mission for Cthulhu, more power to you. If, I find it […]

3/9/2016 14 comments

Lost

by wickedmeow 3/1/2016

written by wickedmeow

I feel lost and very alone. I’m hurting, it’s nothing new and I have been for a very long time. The issue is I’m so alone. I have very few people in my life, and while I’m close to them I’m scared to ask for help. I love them so much I can’t stand the thought of dragging them down into the agony I’m feeling myself. I feel if I was gone they would mourn for a few months and move on faster than the horrible drama and ridicule that comes from dealing with “professionals”. I’ve been down that route and wasn’t helped. It got […]

3/1/2016 2 comments

Why can’t I bring myself to do it?

by blank-clutter 2/24/2016

written by blank-clutter

There are so many moments during my day where I reach a moment of defeat then quickly resort to thinking suicide is the solution. I notice that the issue is far too deep to fix and I don’t have the energy to be able to fix it. But when it comes to the end of the day where I’m suppose to make the decisions and get the things I need, I go numb.

At this moment of my life I’m soooo bad with choices and it’s making this final one harder.

I just want my suffering to end, my heart is foolish enough to think it’s going […]

2/24/2016 1 comment

Not sure how to start.

by SleepingClover 11/30/2015

written by SleepingClover

The past hour has been dedicated through reading posts, comments and conversations on this site. It sort of helped relieve this constricting feeling in my chest, to know that there are others experiencing the near exact feelings that i’ve kept to myself for years. As well as finally feeling like this is a safe place to discuss aforementioned feelings.

I’ve had a private journal for some time on another site. I like to use it to attempt to look back at my past mind sets, and see that i’ve progressed past those terrible moments in time. Lately though, the entries have become painful reminders and bring […]

11/30/2015 6 comments

Help on a social dilemma?

by Quiet 10/19/2015

written by Quiet

Hello,

Well, I’m anxious to an extreme point right now about future events and was hoping for some advice because I have no one else to turn to right now and I am desperate for some guidance or reassurance, or whatever.

My problem is that I have been invited to a drinking session with nine other close friends for Halloween at which I am praying to stay over night (for obvious reasons and because of the company). The issue is that my mother is doubtful of letting me stay the night and the concept is only a possibility if she meets the host’s mother. The problem here is […]

10/19/2015 2 comments

by deerdezz 10/11/2015

written by deerdezz

If I am weak or selfish shouldn’t I take responsibility for that?

Shouldnt I just get out of everyone’s way?

A hindrance is still an issue even if it only effects a few, it won’t get better til some sort of action is taken right…

10/11/2015 8 comments

hurting

by nomorepain461 10/7/2015

written by nomorepain461

im really hurting today. i know my health issue doesnt have to be permanent, and that when i save up money, or get the right doctor, i can be fixed. except im poor and live in a small city. i am very educated, but work in a poor job. im 30. im tired.

10/7/2015 4 comments

I HATE SUPPORT GROUPS

by A Fairy from the Past 10/7/2015

written by A Fairy from the Past

Irony right? I’m in this one. I’ve been here for the past 4 years, but naturally people won’t even notice me (different account i’m using now so you can’t find me). It’s like that even with real life support groups or other online ones I’ve been to. People just don’t care. I’ve been in one for 1 1/2 years and the other for 3 years. And whilst I’ve made many friends, they’ve stopped caring about me. They don’t even notice me anymore. When we’re alone, they either make an excuse and leave or just sit there awkwardly with headphones and work/read. I try to talk with them, […]

10/7/2015 2 comments

Im curious about what others think

by deerdezz 10/1/2015

written by deerdezz

When it comes to cutting, since ive seen a lot of posts about it lately. Assuming not cutting in anyway that would require medical attention (basically a suicide attempt) is it really all that bad? I myself use it as a coping method, i know its not entirely preferable and i try not to if i can avoid it but i feel like its really no different than lighting up a cigarette. Or any other destresser bad habit.

Though i am curious about those who use it as a way to grab attention. I kinda dont get it unless its a silent cry for help kinda […]

10/1/2015 8 comments

Shouldn’t it be a person’s choice when to end their own life?

by CeaseTheFire425 8/29/2015

written by CeaseTheFire425

Whether or not they have a terminal illness, shouldn’t they decide if they want their life to end? People are allowed to have abortions. If you can determine when to end an unborn child’s life, then how come it’s such an issue whether or not we can end our own? If anyone can help me find effective ways to end my life, I would appreciate it greatly. Please email me at ceasethecranium@yahoo.com if you would like to talk about it.

8/29/2015 7 comments

What if I were different?

by 000000 8/13/2015

written by 000000

I know a lot of talented people. I’m in junior high, and I already know people who qualify to teach piano, get first place in provincial level athletics, got perfect on their advanced harmony exams, or even first in a nation-wide mathematics competition. Everyone else I know is blessed with some kind of glorious, useful talent. Something that is measurable in levels or ribbons. I get stuck with art. I used to be so proud of my artwork, that I could actually create something that others could enjoy. At the age of 12, I had already started doing commissions and auctions on DeviantArt. I was so pleased […]

8/13/2015 4 comments

Test results

by jadedkeizy 8/6/2015

written by jadedkeizy

Took a personality disorder test and these were the results. Here: http://similarminds.com/cgi-bin/newpd4.pl

Paranoid
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79%
50%

Schizoid
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72%
40%

Schizotypal
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100%
56%

Antisocial
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82%
46%

Borderline
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73%
45%

Histrionic
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33%
52%

Narcissistic
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31%
40%

Avoidant
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98%
48%

Dependent
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76%
44%

Obsessive-Compulsive
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25%
45%

Paranoid Personality Disorder – individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening; preoccupied with suspiciousness/paranoia. They are stuck between their need for others and their mistrust of others.

Schizoid Personality Disorder – individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings; emotional zombies who stopped feeling due to trauma(s) and/or can’t feel due to organic depression

Schizotypal Personality Disorder – individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior; preoccupied with seeing themselves and/or the world […]

8/6/2015 2 comments

we live alone we die alone

by unheard1 7/14/2015

written by unheard1

I’ve read a lot of posts on here and it seems we all feel similarly which hurts. I feel for all of you. Its like were all stuck in a dark room with our depression and we can’t see anyway out but if we turn the lights on were not alone, we’re all here with the same issue, suicide. I can’t seem to get passed it and today was one of those days where I feel even more convinced that I should killl myself. I’ve changed from the person I was before but it doesn’t matter, I now know no matter how much good I […]

7/14/2015 7 comments

Noone in my life listens

by nomorepain461 6/30/2015

written by nomorepain461

I have a health issue that im trying to address. Everyone ignores when i say this. They just think im crazy over some bs. That is fine. But dont insult me. I dont bring up your drinking problems, your previous drug problem, the fact that you are two faced toward everyone. I dont bring up that you were previoulsy a a prostitute. I dont judge you all. How dare you judge me, but wont even listen to me when i try to explain my health issue. Thats fine. Believe what you want. i hope you all die or end up homeless, instead of me. Im […]

6/30/2015 16 comments

!?

by mranony 5/26/2015

written by mranony

Why do I keep thinking of the consequences and guilt whenever I’m on top of a building or anywhere I could jump?

Having a drug-user(plus unforgettable hatred) father, unstable mother, brother with anger management issue, another brother with high IQ and a depressed girlfriend is hard.

And now I’m bitching on the internet about it. I suck.

5/26/2015 7 comments

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