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I am.

by LastLove 11/3/2012

written by LastLove

I am ugly because my nose is to big, my face is round, so no matter how skinny I get, ill always look fat.

I am fat because I have a big build, I can’t change that so ill always be fat.

I am weird because I’m not like the other girls at school, I can’t hold a conversation and I don’t understand the jokes.

I am insane because I didn’t speak for weeks after he left, I sat in silence on the same wall when the few that cared tried to taunt words out of me.

I am fucked up because I cut myself, because I can’t go […]

11/3/2012 1 comment

Split second

by dissappear 10/23/2012

written by dissappear

Why I must I fuck up in the tiniest way, and lose friends over it? I just don’t understand why people can’t take jokes. In the end I end up all alone anyway, so whats the fucking point of existing when no one wants me included in their life? Â And then when i’m finally excepted, I fuck it up? And because they have more friends, they dont give 2 shits about Â what happens because they have a back up plan. But me? I may have about 1 friend, and I’ve just lost them, over some stupid tripping incident which narrows it down to I AM […]

10/23/2012 2 comments

I don’t even know how I feel right now..

by Ixhatexmyxname 10/16/2012

written by Ixhatexmyxname

haven’t posted on here in forever but I guess that’s good. I don’t know.
This one guy who I had a thing for last year but never really talked to (it’s a rather long story) well he sits a few seats over from me at lunch. and my friend spilled my water all over and he was cleaning it up and the guy asked me if I was going to use my paper bag (don’t ask me how that would help clean up the mess I really don’t know.) then he quickly added “I mean besides suffocating yourself. I know you want to kill yourself […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

Annabeth Reid

by AnnabethReid 10/15/2012

written by AnnabethReid

I call myself Annabeth Reid, that’s the life I wish I lived. I have amazing friends and a amazing family, so much to look forward to in life and the bullying has almost stopped. But it never stops does it? The past always catches up with the present… When I was younger I was bullied a lot a name I heard almost everyday was SLUT, my own friends called me that behind my back. I’m also very skinny, not because I try it’s just the way I am, yet I’m calledÂ anorexic. People make jokes saying I throw up after I eat, but I don’t. I’ve […]

10/15/2012 2 comments

freakin’ fed up

by annae 10/12/2012

written by annae

So I guess life is about finding a partner to share your life with, being the partner for somebody and building a life on a relationship, maybe having a family. Sounds nice. Sounds like something I’d like to achieve.

So my life should be about perfect. I just got two A:s so I’m a good student, I live together with my bf and everything seems good.

Let me just say.

Fuck this shit.

Two of his friends came over today. The other one offered me some candy and I said “well… thanks.” What did my bf say? “You don’t have to be such a moodkiller.” Yeah. A moodkiller. And […]

10/12/2012 1 comment

I’m finally done. I just can’t stop the madness in my head. I tried all kids of meds. Zoloft, xanax, paxil, Prozac, etc. this list goes continues. Every shrink diagnoses me with the same thing, major depressive disorder and generalized and socialized anxiety. I think hospitalization would only out me in a worse mental state. Talking sometimes helps but mainly I can’t focus that long. Breathing exercises would be eat if I could take a deep breathe. Sure there are circumstances that depress me but there always is and always will be. It’s my own self, my own head. Nothing helps me. No one can help me. After more than 15 years, I’ve felt this way, I don’t have anymore in me. I’m not looking for sympathy or jokes or even asking the best way to go. I just needed to write it down. I do think about my family and the 2 friends that have stuck by me. I thrill of my 11 month niece that won’t know me her auntie. I don’t want anyone to find me. I will leave letters for those who meant the most and I will simply disappear for a stranger to find later.

by mlrobin 9/11/2012

written by mlrobin

9/11/2012 1 comment

almost there

by fakingit 8/15/2012

written by fakingit

i almost fully had the will to continue on living..then i go to a friends house and her sister tells me she is tryin to split my bf and i by telling my parents im still secretly dating him. my parents find out; i wont have internet access at all! let alone my bf? i cant live without him, hes half the reason im still alive and if i lose internet access il lose the other half, i cant let that happen…but if she does tell she has no proof. haha jokes on her now but still freaking i just might lose everyone close to […]

8/15/2012 2 comments

i give up on humanity

by lostchild445 8/1/2012

written by lostchild445

everyone makes suicide jokes around me

they make fun of cutters

they make fun of the disease that plagues my very existence.

does no one feel sympathy for mental illness in this world? just because its not directly killing me, no one gives a fuck.

People see my scars and smirk and whisper to one another. i wear black one day and instantly, im emo. i give up. i think im going to “trip” infront of a speeding SUV tomorrow.

8/1/2012 5 comments

I miss my friend

by kwayne 7/28/2012

written by kwayne

I miss how he made me feel important. I loved being around him. Donâ€™t exactly know why but I did. I liked when he would come over and watch movies with me. He would stare into my eyes while he laughed at the dumbest jokes, I loved it. I donâ€™t know what feelings I had for him really. Did I like him as a brother or something more? We used to go to the movies and to restaurants, I just loved being around him. I guess it got too weird for him. But itâ€™s been months and I still think about him. My only wish […]

7/28/2012 4 comments

Not quite bad as I thought

by savemefrommyself97 7/5/2012

written by savemefrommyself97

Well I got back from my friends, and it wasnt as awkward as I thought. It was normal, and even my other friend who came over today and didnt know about it. After he found out I lost 6 pounds taking them he made polite jokes about them instead of asking the usual questions such as why do you need to take those. It was just…great. It really seemed happy. Not even seemed..I really felt happy. When I got home I kinda lost the little high feeling I felt,but I dont feel like im about to have a breakdown like I did Tuesday.

Oo and interesting […]

7/5/2012 7 comments

im loner

by xxxxx 6/14/2012

written by xxxxx

im living a loners life. i use to have a bunch of friends but after high school we all departed away and also all my area friends have a spat with me…so im just living a lonely life…with fake smile….i do not go out at all and always infront of my pc…i dont respect my elders and also had a spat with my sibling and we are not talking with each other for nearly 8 months on, i forgot to smile and also loose my ability to converse with people all my friends and relatives are going out of my life….i have never talk to […]

6/14/2012 1 comment

How to save a life

by Annie 6/14/2012

written by Annie

“Step one you say we need to talk,
he walks, you say sit down it’s just a talk,
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through”
If only they would listen…
If only I could go back in time, to that night. Cherry. She jumped off the roof of a hospital. She drank until she found courage to swallow those pills. Called the cops on herself. That is what amazes me the most. Why had she called the cops? Why? If she was just going to go and jump off that building? I just want to go back in time, know […]

6/14/2012 0 comment

Can’t breathe

by Evebelle 6/6/2012

written by Evebelle

I can’t breathe. Simple as.

I am so desperately lonely all the time that it hurts, it physically hurts. I’m a 22 years old girl, I’m a virgin, I’ve kissed 2 guys in my entire life. I don’t ever know if it’s guys I’m into, not like I’ll find out anytime soon becauseÂ I haven’t had enough experience to figure that part out yet.

I’ve been bullied since I can remember. I’m ugly, just genuinely not good looking, and it has been the reason behind my bullying. When I was 10 boys used to call me smash face. In class as a teenager people used call my […]

6/6/2012 5 comments

Hiding, feeling of dying.

by shloth 5/31/2012

written by shloth

Every day is the same. I wake up , ready to fall back to sleep. Back to the darkness of my mind thatswallows me whole, place of peace in a world of hate. No motivation left… Sleep through every class, can’t focus , cant process… Feeling stupid; can’t think. It’s only getting harder, everythings getting worse. Things get to me more everyday. I’m close to my breaking point. Sometimes I wonder what the easiest was is to go.. Would popping a pill bottle worth of tylenol do anything? I feel like im going to go no where in life as it is…

If anything could explain […]

5/31/2012 4 comments

Update: Fade to Black

by Help89 5/14/2012

written by Help89

I just can’t deal anymore. Everyone says to “hold on” and “be strong”. But they do not walk in my shoes. They do not feel the pain I feel. They were not physically and emotionally abused in their childhood. They didn’t see their boyfriend of 6 years find a new girlfriend and the two of them crack jokes about me on Facebook, saying that I am lunch meat while the new girlfriend is steak….yet the ex-boyfriend calls and tells me the same week he not over me and wants to be friends and I am a great person.Â How can I be a great person if […]

5/14/2012 2 comments

Fade to black

by Help89 5/12/2012

written by Help89

5/12/2012 4 comments

Hiding

by bluetear 5/12/2012

written by bluetear

I have been hiding how I feel for so long, it’s overwhelming I put on a persona go through life as a stable person but it’s all lie. I would love to cut myself and tear a hole through my chest. How stupid are people do they think those jokes are funny, it’s a cry for help how ignorant can everybody be, it’s a mask y can’t anybody see through it. When I try to tell my wife she doesn’t understand, what could I possibly be deppresed about, how about the insignificance of the human life there is no other purpose rather than to die… […]

5/12/2012 2 comments

No where to go

by bluetear 5/11/2012

written by bluetear

It never ends… It’s always so damn constant, I try to hide it with laughter and jokes but it gnaws away at my core, it’s a gap a never ending void and regardless of the amount of drugs or alcohol I consume its there. I’m tired of it I want to live but not like this, envy am I of those who can live so happily. Fulfilling their duties as one rots away wishing for an unknown something. Regardless of how much I would like to rid humanity of my self, my childrens laughter lifts the burden if only for one more day. I wonder […]

5/11/2012 1 comment

End in sight…

by TheSeaAndTheHills 5/1/2012

written by TheSeaAndTheHills

Hello, everyone.

Not so sure what to say.Â This is my first time ever posting anything on a website for, like, 3 years.Â So please bear with me 🙂

Basically, I literally feel entirely worthless.Â Â When I was growing up, my mom was an emotionally distant alcoholic, and my dad was emotionally and physically abusive.Â They were both also extremely over-protective and critical of me.Â My dad is probably the most negative person I’ve ever met.Â I don’t think I have ever heard him say one positive thing about me and really meant it.Â When I was younger I tried to over-achieve and impress him, but the […]

5/1/2012 0 comment

To un-explain the unforgivable, Drain all the blood and give the kids a show….

by Nat.... 4/24/2012

written by Nat....

Today.. was interesting. It was parents evening, so my dad got to meet my teachers :D… Haha… No. It was going alright until we came to my english teacher, Which started off good. She cracked a few jokes, kept making me laugh. Then she turned serious, Saying that she had 2 things she wanted to bring up. 1. I was writing lyrics in the back of my book instead of doing the work… And number 2… Well she turned around and took my book off the window sill saying that she had seen something that was worrying her, at this point I had started to […]

4/24/2012 4 comments

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