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When I am dead

by QuirkyFox 5/25/2015

written by QuirkyFox

I will miss being held by those who love me.

I will miss watching cow parsley swaying in the breeze.

I will miss songs that remind me of those who left me.

I will miss the smell of warm rain, small rabbits, dandelions and daisies.

I will miss helping those who need me.

I will rest in peace, knowing I brought more joy than pain to the world.

Although I regret the harsh words I sometimes spoke, especially to those who hurt me.

I hope my death does not take long, I don’t want to suffer or have people watch me suffer.

I wanted death a couple of months ago. Then I found a […]

5/25/2015 9 comments

Please read me for strength

by imperfectionist 5/25/2015

written by imperfectionist

Depression can be a likened to that of;

an insect

trapped within the web of life.

The spider, represents mortality. The spider can be particularly hungry some days, and seek to devour its prey quickly and painlessly. These are the folk who encounter the planet, and cannot bear to stick around long enough to see any more of it. They are the overwhelmed, the kindred spirits that take their lives young. Other times, the spider will toy with its victim, play with it and taunt it for days and months and years.

because that is exactly it. Isn’t it?

We depressed folk are the victims of life itself. We feel […]

5/25/2015 6 comments

Just fing sick

by jennjenn 5/24/2015

written by jennjenn

I’m just so fuckin sick of this. Before I met tbis creature, I was happy. My own apartment, job, money in the bank, car , NICE things. I genuinely cared about other people. I would make a lunch to give to whatever homeless person I saw once a week on the way to school. He has taken everything from me. I am just a disobedient dog, fuckin stupid cow, dumb monkey.
I don’t just want to kill myself. I want to throw myself in front of bus/train, anything really. I want to jump out of a building. […]

5/24/2015 4 comments

by living_LIFE 5/21/2015

written by living_LIFE

I’m really considering hanging, the tools are easy to find, I’m tired of it all life is just so hard on me,I honestly don’t believe it will get better have lost all Faith and I Hate every fucking moment I am still alive . I feel that my mind is so messed up and destroyed. Why can’t I just be okay again . Why……..

5/21/2015 9 comments

Fate

by graydog 5/20/2015

written by graydog

I feel as though my life is not worth living. 17 relationships with both guys and girls have all screwed me over just for what they want from me. I’m not a person to anyone. I already attempted suicide once. Now my parents are watching me closer than ever to keep me in their hell. No one respects me. Every one at school hates me for no fucking reason and I’m going to die alone in this world because no one has ever loved me. I am only existing on this earth because of a broken condom. I need to die.

5/20/2015 4 comments

!!! Don’t Leave !!!

by helloforever123 5/19/2015

written by helloforever123

Why do people have to be so mean. Every time i let someone in they always have to hurt me. I hate it how people always say they there gonna be there for me and once they see that i really do care about them they just leave. I just wanted a friend but they eventually just leave, but then they say life is worth living. i just want that oe person who will say they wont leave and then they do. my mom prefers weed ad meth so she’d set me away to my step dads who loves going to the bar. But i […]

5/19/2015 5 comments

by hiitsme0819 5/18/2015

written by hiitsme0819

i never want to sleep again whenever i do i wake up and feel like im a pos at least when ive been awake too long and start to feel the effects of sleep deprivation i no longer care that life is a joke seems like my most suicidal moments are in the first 12 or so hours after sleep really wish there was a drug free way to sleep even less than i do now it would be really nice to just not wake up

5/18/2015 0 comment

Im new here, do you want to hear my story?

by Ashweed 5/17/2015

written by Ashweed

My name is Ashley Im 18 and I have severe deppression I dont have any friends I have my fiance and my dogs thats about it I first notticed my deppression when I was about 11 I started smoking weed when I was sad and I notticed it made me feel so much better probably because it would make me eat and go to sleep things didnt get to bad till I was 14 9th grade that was the age I began cutting my self and the age I first tried killing myself I was extremely skinny not because I cared about my weight but […]

5/17/2015 10 comments

Midnight train

by AfflictedSmile 5/14/2015

written by AfflictedSmile

It comes to rob in the pale moon light.
resistance is futile no need to fight.

All it seeks is your life to steal.
Bringing with it unbearable pain to feel.

Darkness creeps out of the corners of your mind.
Escaping its grasp is impossible you will find.

It starts out innocent, telling you things you once knew were lies.
Unable to see truth in darkness through your own eyes.
It begins to convince you the lies are really the truth in disguise.

Your life is meaningless, how could anyone like or love you.
You attempt to deny it, but you know it’s all true.

You find yourself alone again […]

5/14/2015 3 comments

whats the point

by wherever 5/13/2015

written by wherever

My best friend sent me a Snapchat saying goodbye. She was holding scissors to her throat. She is the person I trust the most in this world and the only thing that keeps me going. I know she’s alive but not for how long. If she goes I don’t know what I’m going to do. Every day is fucking horrible and its going to be like this forever. Is this what life is supposed to be like? Why the fuck does it even exist. The worst thing is that deep down I know I’m a selfish hypocrite who makes something out of nothing. I don’t […]

5/13/2015 2 comments

life is like a lemon squeeze to hard it hits your eyes squeeze to little you dont even have enough for lemonade

by AsianAaron 5/12/2015

written by AsianAaron

Life is made for fucking us over and over again. Than why should we even wanna live. Sometimes I feel the things iv did to people in my past it means I deserve nothing but death. So amen to dying.

5/12/2015 3 comments

by godbless 5/12/2015

written by godbless

I’ve been thinking a lot lately and maybe life isn’t for everyone. I mean life is too hard for me. I put myself in my parents shoes a thousand times and I just don’t understand why they treat me the way that they do. Even more questioning is why I care about how they feel…but I admit I do care how they feel. I know what it’s like to hurt and I wouldn’t wish that even on those who caused me that pain. And i know that it won’t hurt them.They have other kids and already have grandkids from my half sisters. There is actually […]

5/12/2015 2 comments

my life

by dog 5/12/2015

written by dog

well, they recomended this page to me, because it is anonymous, and because here i would be able to talk about my suicidal thoughts or actions, and well, here i go: i’m very unstable, ever since my mother died i’ve been that way, i almost never talk to anyone at school, my father hates me, my brother too, school gives me a lot of stress and today i really dont know why i go there any more, my few friends are also suicidal, and well, literally no mater what i do, like sport or watever, i never get rid of the stress or the pain, […]

5/12/2015 2 comments

I’m can’t anymore

by BeautifulCalamity 5/11/2015

written by BeautifulCalamity

I’m sorry I just can’t do this anymore. I’m done with hope. I’m done with everything. I’ve lost everything and there is nothing left for me. I don’t want to live anymore. And there is no use for me anyway. Nobody will change my mind. I’ve already chosen what to do. I can’t even cry anymore. I’m not scared to die anymore. I am 100% sure of what I should do. And nobody will ever change my mind. This life is hell. And I don’t want to deal with it anymore. I will be free and so happy. And so will everybody else.

This is not […]

5/11/2015 5 comments

Why can’t I do anything with my life

by Held 5/10/2015

written by Held

I’m tired of my life and don’t want to live any more. I used to be very much afraid that others might think I’m weird or stupid. That kept me from trying new things because I did not know how to behave in unknown situations. So my life is pretty much the same and very boring.

I tried killing myself but wasn’t able to give myself that little last push to actually do it. What I’m wondering now is, why I’m still not able to do the things I want. I mean I have no reason to be afraid of any consequences. I will die anyway. […]

5/10/2015 2 comments

Speechless

by emmurementsss 5/10/2015

written by emmurementsss

Ever feel like you can’t get any words out? Let alone care enough about communicating? I guess it’s my way of saying fuck you to the world, just ignoring everyone and everything. In life is death, in death is life. Bringing an end to an inevitable miserable life is not cowardly, at least it will be on my own terms. You know what pisses me off the most? These “social norms” that we are all supposed to abide by. The “how are you”, “I’m good thanks and you” get pretty fucking old very fast. I guess I’m just sick of it all. I’m sick of […]

5/10/2015 3 comments

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

by MoreyPiya 5/7/2015

written by MoreyPiya

What do you do when you’ve been diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder? How would you feel when a group of professionals call your behaviour attention-seeking?

Well let me tell you. First of all you begin to dissect every single aspect of your life. That comment you just made to your friend – was that just an attempt to steer the conversation towards you? The anger you felt when your friend turned up fifteen minutes late. Was that because of a deep insecurity about your own importance in the world? Do you believe that time itself should stop for you? Those conversations you have had with mental […]

5/7/2015 11 comments

Lost New Girl

by Lostreadergirl 5/5/2015

written by Lostreadergirl

I am the outcast. I always feel like no one will notice if I am gone. When I go to high school I feel so trapped then I go home and I feel extremely alone. I never feel like I belong anywhere. There are moments where I came so close to committing suicide just I get scared. I get scared because what if I do it and it isn’t any better on the other side what if I am even more alone. My family life just is terrible and my school life is so much worse. I have to pretend to be someone I am […]

5/5/2015 2 comments

i think im ready to checkout

by wishiwasassj 5/2/2015

written by wishiwasassj

Let’s start my story at high school, which sucked ass. Basically really patriarchal boys school and my social life was non-existent. In my last year of high school parents got in a car accident, mother died and father left paralysed (and in hindsight mentally broken to a degree). I pushed for me and my younger siblings to move to live in Australia with relatives and this was supported by my mom’s side of the family, but not my dad’s; this essentially made me enemy no1 as far as my dad’s side was concerned and I suspect my dad has always held that against me. I […]

5/2/2015 5 comments

Fear

by thehusk 4/29/2015

written by thehusk

My life is defined by fear. What am I afraid of? That I will never feel happy, peaceful, or content. That I will never experience love, or form any kind of real connection with another person. That I will never see this world, or my life, as truly meaningful.

Why do I fear these things? Experience. It’s been so many years since I felt ok with reality. Since I got a good nights sleep. Since I had a good day. I can’t imagine anything that would make this life seem ok. I can’t imagine anyone ever being able to accept me as I truly am (pathetic, […]

4/29/2015 1 comment

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