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Buck stops here …

by jadedkeizy 8/13/2015

written by jadedkeizy

It’s been a long ride man. I’m soon derailing the train and go on an infinite cosmic quest in the realm of the unknown. Next week I end it all. I have already printed my suicide note. Already dropped it at my big brother’s corporate office. He then messaged me on facebook with his banal Jesus loves you grace preaching. As thought it will liberate me from my draconian fate.

Life is just funny man. I never thought I’d tread such a dreary path. I don’t wanna live any more. Lost all Hope, Lost all passion for life. Hahahaha I even quit my fucking job yesterday, […]

8/13/2015 7 comments

I’m Losing Myself

by themanwhousedtobegoodenough 8/12/2015

written by themanwhousedtobegoodenough

I don’t know why I do the things is do. I don’t know why I think how I think. I don’t know why I’m so sensitive. I don’t know why I love with all my heart and soul. But in the process I’ve lost my dignity, my strength, and my manliness. I want to meet Jesus, assuming he’s my maker. When I do I’m going to ask him where I went wrong. I’m sure he’ll have no problem telling me how it is. I just hope he doesn’t banish me from eternal life because I pissed the one he gave me down my leg. Being […]

8/12/2015 1 comment

~~ but oh-no

by Bisban 8/10/2015

written by Bisban

Speaking of a Psyduck

Inside the collective of the sea

Or is it just me and you being tricking me

Specie born of amnesia

A whistle and Tishina

Outlaw from the star

One of a kind of a comrade did fallen

In your realm

Divided-states of the Universe

Speaking of a Psyduck

I know, the man, Ekans

Go play, with Espeon and the electric

I need to be on my own, from my raft

Maybe, for a while

8/10/2015 37 comments

At the end of the day…

by luke23 8/6/2015

written by luke23

…when all is said and done,it all boils down to one simple but nevertheless a very haunting question which he ask himself,”How much more can a man take before he breaks?” How much pain and regrets can one hold in his heart before his mind snaps and gives away to oblivion

I ask you all fine people, how much more can one take when he realizes that he has reached his end and he has exhausted all his faith and reasons to live in this world.That is when he takes the leap to his death and starts on a journey in search of peace through eternity.

Thank […]

8/6/2015 6 comments

Just sick of this Bullyshit….

by jadedkeizy 8/3/2015

written by jadedkeizy

Okay, I was seeking advice and my brother gave me this B.S :

” People react differently to pain.Its so easy to opt out of life…It takes courage to face life.one is the way of comfort the other is the way of maturity.Those that stand in the way of comfort are miserable right now.Whats the cure?Man was created to entrust himself to His creator…not to live for anything else.As soon as these posts change,man loses the courage to live.We are created to fellowship in the love of God…Grace and Peace to you through our Lord Jesus Christ who LOVED US and shade His blood for all our […]

8/3/2015 11 comments

back in my city

by kills 8/3/2015

written by kills

thanks to mark. big ups to this man. he knows im good for it and gonna hit him back as soon as i can. no worries. anyway now i got nowhere to go here. i mean nowhere. gotta figure this shit out. goddamn.

8/3/2015 2 comments

Give me a reason, I see no hope I see no point in existence. We are doomed to wander this plane. Without purpose Without a cause All I know is that…

by Rotted_Flesh 8/2/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

1. Foreshadow

Give me a reason
I see no hope
I see no point in existence
We are doomed to wander this plane
Without purpose
Without a cause
All I know is that…

2. Waste

We are the salt of the Earth
In that we salt this Earth with our bodies
Conceived as a curse
Condemned as a child of waste

We are born hanged
And we die in peace

Lay our bodies to rest
We do not fear death

Usurp our legacy
Spare us an eternity
In Hell

We are nothing but a jilted existence
Conscience in a prison of flesh
Forsaken life

Conceived as a curse
Condemned as a […]

8/2/2015 2 comments

Residual Effects

by themanwhousedtobegoodenough 8/1/2015

written by themanwhousedtobegoodenough

Second post…

me and Shanna had a fight last night. I was talking to my son who was upset about a death we recently experienced. I was trying to console him and make him comfortable. She lit me up so hard and I just sat there and cried like a ***** in front of my son. Then, to top it all off, she took her engagement ring off and gave it back to me as if she found it in a crackerjack box and it meant nothing. I was crushed. She grabbed her daughter and left. I hate myself. I’m not a man. I am a […]

8/1/2015 4 comments

hes a prick hes a cock — durty dyana

by kills 8/1/2015

written by kills

ive always been pretty fuckin cocky. but i mean with a mind and body like mine i cant fuckin help it i mean cmon haha. I’ve never felt more in charge of my life and myself than I have since the night of the full moon two nights ago. I looked up and let Dyana go. Dyana is my twin spirit. she latched onto me in the womb to save herself out of fear. so i’d naturally been carrying and protecting her my whole goddamn life. Talk about confusing huh. 26 years of being two people in one body. fuckin nuts man. finally shes […]

8/1/2015 22 comments

No no a thousand times no

by quaero 7/30/2015

written by quaero

This is not what i had expected. fuck it, fuck it. everything is ugly from the inside. I thought after getting a job many things will be fulfilled, i will take my revenge, become independent and move out and live on my own. But… nothing comes free. Everything comes with its own conditions and effects. eh, it changes you. Fuck, this is not what i had expected. nothing is fulfilled and everything is gone.

I hate my job. And it really has nothing to do with work pressure or office culture. I don’t know what I hate. But i’m hating it. I dread going to it. […]

7/30/2015 2 comments

Im in despair

by onawingandaprayer 7/25/2015

written by onawingandaprayer

Hi everyone, it’s been a while now since I’ve been checking this site and it’s my first post.

Im a 37 yrs old man from Lebanon (Middle East) and have been suicidal for about three months now. I’ve never opened up to anyone about this. I’m facing collosal monsters (dept, family and work problems)… recently realized that I’m clinically depressed (wasn’t diagnosed though) and that I pushed away every single human being in my life.

I’m sinking into this downward spiral no matter how hard I try to escape it. Really fucking tired of this shit called life and I don’t know if I have the balls […]

7/25/2015 3 comments

Well…

by Rotted_Flesh 7/15/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

there I was on the beach, it was around 5:30 AM, I had been drinking, reflecting on my life and experiences, getting ready to do the deed (my shotgun was hidden in a tennis racket bag) when all of a sudden this man come’s walking on by (looked to be in his mid-thirties). I was very surprised because It was still pretty dark outside and pretty dead out with no people but we both make eye contact and say ‘Hey’. I think it’s going to end there but it doesn’t, he asks me what I’m doing all alone on the beach, and I replied with […]

7/15/2015 8 comments

Big Man

by Sammi6xoxo 7/5/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

big man
Whip in hand
Thinks he’s got what it takes
To win
Games of sin
Seems he’s made a mistake
I’m not
A single shot
I’ll make you wish you could stay
Try now
Break me down
You’ll never escape these chains
I will
Shoot to kill
Make sure your eyes are on me
This thrill
Ill make you feel
And then I’ll turn to leave
Get down
On the ground
I want you begging on your knees

Why?

Because all the things I loved
Were lies and clever bait
But I’ll be the one you’re dreaming of
until you finally awake
I’ll kiss you in […]

7/5/2015 3 comments

13 poem

by alonelybird 6/28/2015

written by alonelybird

In the sky
I see a man
He’s smiling but his eyes
Oh, to gaze into his eyes
They cry down sallow cheeks
The creases fill with salt
And drop into the ocean
Each night it slowly fills up
When I was small
Looking out onto the grassed terrace
Seeing his tears flow
I cried too
And realised
He was like me
Me and the Moon
We’re never alone
We cry together

6/28/2015 6 comments

Pathetic

by identitycrisis10 6/23/2015

written by identitycrisis10

When my mother died I was eight years old. When this happened my father turned to drugs and proceeded to neglect and somewhat abuse me and my brother (non-sexually). Every since then I have looked for some affection from any man, just to have them be kind to me or even love me. I was later molested by two men I was manipulated and broken.
Everyone says I’m beautiful, but I’m always ridiculed by guys for many reasons. And whenever I proceed to tell a guy I like him, he acts like i’m the most disgusting thing in the world.
But then I finally found […]

6/23/2015 3 comments

Stories from the past-Part One: Birth

by Sammi6xoxo 6/21/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Lightning strikes on a summer night
The August heat makes way for a storm
With screams of agony and gasps of fright
There came an odd and terrible form

“It’s a girl!”

The doctor said with a grin
But they all knew the evil within
A child born in the midst of sin
“What happens to her if he breaks again?”

End the world

She was loved and cherished
But they always knew
The good would parish
If he didn’t stay true

What a man

He could never really understand
What would […]

6/21/2015 21 comments

Is it too late for me?

by seppuku 6/21/2015

written by seppuku

I guess I’d like a man in my life but not just anyone. But in all honesty it might make all the difference…

Dunno if I can trust again after having my heart stomped on though.

I don’t think I was really cut out to be all alone.

6/21/2015 2 comments

Lost out of time

by Katki 6/19/2015

written by Katki

I’ve never felt like I fit in – lost in a crowded room..
At school I was painfully shy – I wear a mask so no one knows the real me.
But the strangest feeling I’ve had since I can remember is that I feel like I just don’t belong here. Like maybe I was born in the wrong century or country.. I can’t explain it any better than that, but I feel so lost and like I don’t want to be here anymore – Its like I remember something, or someone and I miss them and desperately want to be with them again – […]

6/19/2015 2 comments

I can’t stand it

by disgusting 6/17/2015

written by disgusting

I know I posted earlier, and I am afraid it IS coming very soon. But I just have to get it off my chest.

I don’t deserve to work my ass off on 8-10 hour days for 3 hours of pay just to come “home” to a place I have to leave in a week, with nowhere to go after the next week, with my jobs on the line at risk of losing all income, just to cry all god damn evening until I finally pass out for the night.

I deserve a full time job that I can live off of.

I deserve a place to live.

I […]

6/17/2015 2 comments

I love her I need her

by onesadman1101 6/12/2015

written by onesadman1101

I love her I need her so much she’s my everything and she left. I can’t get her back and I now I have no purpose. She stitched this broken man back together and then tore out the staples leaving me more broken than before but I need her so badly

6/12/2015 5 comments

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