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Comforting thought with truth

by Still wandering 1/2/2016

written by Still wandering

I tried to sleep. But I couldn’t.

My thoughts are continuously racing in my mind. I can’t even sleep properly. I was extremely sad even in my sleep, even in my dreams.

So I wake up. And a thought came in my mind and I decided to share it. It was peaceful.

I know I can’t stop my suffering. I know this. I know there is no cure for me. But this is true that nothing is everlasting. Nothing.

Millions years ago dinasouras were here and now there are not. Billion years ago even earth wasn’t exist.

So here is the thing I want to tell you. I don’t know when, […]

1/2/2016 5 comments

Happy Hollydays or something like that…….

by nextime1988 1/1/2016

written by nextime1988

First and foremost i want to genuinely wish everyone that 2016 may be more happy or at least more bearable that the previous ones.

This Christmas i decided to give myself a present, thats right, thats why i’ve been somewhat absent lately …..i’ve decided to aquire my method, it wasnt easy and it took me months of reasearch, but i’ve made it.

It’s pretty much like band aid or tylenol or spare tire, you never know when you’re gonna need it….

If there is one time of the year i dread is New Year, it reminds me how lonely i am, you see i’ve only made real friends […]

1/1/2016 0 comment

My Husbands’ Suicide

by forever2004 12/31/2015

written by forever2004

It’s been 9months since my husband took his life. I’m broken, shattered, unable to move on. I go through the motions of living but I still feel it was yesterday when I found him lifeless. I think about leaving everyday. I am hopeless and helpless, I have no one to talk to or anybody that can understand how this feels. Maybe today is the day I need to leave this realm…

12/31/2015 20 comments

I just wanted to say…! I’m making progress

by tiredthoughts 12/30/2015

written by tiredthoughts

I started getting involved in things I do love. I hung out with family today, even though I didnt want to. I tried being nice, also I didn’t want to. I’m applying to jobs, reading and talking about the walking dead books and show.. And doing things I love. I watched tv. Again. I like the show fargo. About to watch homeland. And I’m figuratively and literally putting one foot in front of the other.. Even though it hurts. I’m always going to try bettering myself.. I hate that it took 8 months to cope and maybe more.. But I’m trying and it does feel […]

12/30/2015 15 comments

what have i done?

by death bunny 12/30/2015

written by death bunny

since i fell into the black pit of depression suicide always seemed like an option. well, not anymore. ever since my girlfriend gave birth to our child i feel, morally, that it’s not appropriate for me to kill myself, no matter how low i get.

many times it seems like a mistake, having this child. on one hand, i don’t want him to grow up without a father, on the second hand, i don’t want to be miserable for the rest of my life. i’ve been depressed long enough to know that it won’t go away. it’s who i am.

shit, i can’t even cut myself. maybe […]

12/30/2015 0 comment

My 10 things..

by tiredthoughts 12/30/2015

written by tiredthoughts

To read all my walking dead novels, I got a couple for xmas.
Look for and succeed in finding a data entry or typing job.
To keep learning all that I can from free Careerlink classes. So I can excel in the job I want.
Change my attitude because I don’t want to keep feeling sorry for myself.
I want to help others if I can.
Move on and Maybe meet someone!
I want to travel to other states.
I want to see my fav band again August Burns Red. Well I left early and missed them in November.
Spend more time with my family, especially since I skipped xmas and missed them.
And […]

12/30/2015 18 comments

Still around

by Namelessqueer 12/28/2015

written by Namelessqueer

Struggling to fight my morbid side, that’s what I call it. Still holding strong or so I hear. I feel like I’m flailing all the time. Barely in control but maybe that’s what I want to think.

Death comes slowly but surely. All I have to do is wait. Till then I’ll give it somewhere between 60 and 80 percent.

Take care all.

12/28/2015 2 comments

Not cut out for life

by LawLiet 12/28/2015

written by LawLiet

I think that I’m really not cut out for life.When I think of my future, I see myself alone. Not because that I suck at doing stuff but because of my anxiety. I am always scared to do things out of my comfort zone, I panic fast, I get angry in little time, I speak before I think and that I am a pessimist. I unknowingly ruin relationships with other people because of these. I wonder if I can get life through with this. I have put all my efforts in changing myself, even just one step at a time but still to no avail, […]

12/28/2015 1 comment

For a time there

by confused 12/28/2015

written by confused

For a time there, I was wondering what I should do.
For a time there, I’ve been thinking about my future.
For a time there, I’ve thought about moving forward
For a time there, I started looking towards a different tomorrow.

But, that wasn’t it.

I let myself believe that it could be better.
I let myself believe that I would change.

Maybe because I’m weak.
and I’m wracked with crippling fear.
But I finally figured it out.

Right now, I’m only holding on to one thing.

When it finally breaks,
I already figured out what to do.
What I want to do.

It’s not today
Or tomorrow.

But.

I finally figured out […]

12/28/2015 0 comment

Just a word

by ErilAq 12/25/2015

written by ErilAq

Hello all, it’s been years since I last visited this site, under a different Alias. I wanted to share my experiences, maybe to give hope, maybe just to get things off my chest. I’m a male, mid 20’s. I was emotionally and physically abused, and I lost several friends (and a loved one) to suicide, and I myself attempted thrice. I was shattered, broken, and in a dark place. I felt unloved, unnecessary, and evil. I used to cut, and still get the urges whenever an episode strikes. I just wanted to say there’s hope.

I know it’s hard to believe, and nothing I can say […]

12/25/2015 2 comments

I can only cry

by evildandelions 12/25/2015

written by evildandelions

It’s as if all I can do is cry.

Even just spending maybe two hours with my family for Christmas was hard. Pretending to be okay even though I feel like half my family is missing- how could I be spending Christmas without her?

How could I be spending my life without her?

It still feels unreal; I think of her, of memories with her and I can’t believe that she could leave me. She called me her wife. She said I was for forever. I just can’t get over the idea that she’s gone. The idea that she could leave me, that we wouldn’t be together, was […]

12/25/2015 4 comments

Sighs Christmas alone

by Deadinside59 12/24/2015

written by Deadinside59

Yet another Christmas my family just wants me to stay in my room which normally i don’t mind but seeing everyone so happy with their family or significant other kills me i wonder why can’t i have that why was i born into such a cruel family why so many questions but the good part is this year i have money and its like 70 here for the first time so i can drive the work truck around (it doesn’t have heat so usually I wouldn’t drive it in the winter) I’ll probably just leave to go to the park or something maybe i don’t […]

12/24/2015 11 comments

Shit. Confused. Can’t process.

by disgusting 12/24/2015

written by disgusting

Again, I can’t process anything. I woke up at 5am to see this on Facebook. All this time, since I left WV, I haven’t been able to process anything. I cried, some, after reading this and giving it a minute to sink in. The worst thing you’d ever want to hear. It’s so surreal. But this is the woman who took my cats when I lost my home. I ended up in KY when I couldn’t stay at the place I paid $1700 to move in to in OH. I lost that money and had only $800 left. It was too cold and cramped in […]

12/24/2015 10 comments

Suicide…Read This First Response

by darkestdays 12/24/2015

written by darkestdays

Hello,
I just recently came across this site as I was in a broken state. I’ve taken hundreds of online depression quizzes and all seem to say the same thing…that I am severely depressed. Every time I bring up being tested to my mom, she makes it seem like it’s a big joke and laughs. It has never once got through to her that maybe something is wrong with me. People talk about me, “friends” don’t want to hang around me, my mother claims im a long list of words such as: ugly, fat, a pig, stupid, attention seeker, drama, dumb ass, retarded….. the […]

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12/24/2015 4 comments

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trying

by tteia 12/23/2015

written by tteia

uuuugh. its like i tryy, and i tryyyy. but its like my efforts dont mean shit to nobody. I don’t think they realize how worthless they make me feel. maybe they do, maybe they just don’t care.

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12/23/2015 0 comment

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Love hurts

by Harlot.Rebel 12/22/2015

written by Harlot.Rebel

I love her. I wish things didnt turn out this way..but maybe its for the best. We wouldnt have learned about ourselves grew from our mistakes. Maybe one day things will be okay. I can have my love returned.

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12/22/2015 2 comments

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Helping Hand

by DaylightFades 12/20/2015

written by DaylightFades

It seems as though a lot of people on this website talk about needing/wanting somebody to listen, maybe offer some outsider’s insight, maybe just have a conversation about anything other than what’s making them upset.

I’d be more than happy to chat with anyone who just needs a friend.

My kik is DayQC18, comment if you’d prefer some other type of communication.

Best of luck, friends.

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12/20/2015 4 comments

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her.

by alexia 12/19/2015

written by alexia

she is someone i like. i don t even really know know her but i already know she s someone i would love..oh..and i d so love her..she is..i don t even know how to describe her…she is the no.1 reason i smile lately. and she doesn t even have a clue on what effect she has on me or how i am using her. she just guesses… maybe it s better this way. i want her in countless ways..and maybe i d dare to want her only for myself. it s so natural to like her. i sometimes want to let her know the […]

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12/19/2015 5 comments

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A list of things I’m overthinking…

by Bri 12/19/2015

written by Bri

It’s literally 5am and here I lie in bed… Just overthinking. Not even music is helping clear it all away. Maybe if I write it down it’ll go away.

What am I even doing anymore? Seriously, what am I doing? I’m seventeen, I start college in the spring, I have to do the dishes before everyone wakes up… Sure that’s some things, but what do I need to do to make my life fulfilling? Is it just an endless cycle or is it really going to change some?
Why do people fall in love? I think I’ve ranted about this before on here, but seriously, why do […]

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12/19/2015 8 comments

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Dear anyone

by Knightofdoom 12/19/2015

written by Knightofdoom

Is any one awake ? Can’t sleep?

I can’t find a stable feelings, I’m all over the place, I don’t have a desire to do anything I love any more,everything so bleak, I try to express myself maybe to help ease some aniexty,or escape from me… so I’m here constantly trying to think of what to say, to myself ..to you. When I try to reply to your post I’ll sit and try to relate in words, be supportive something to make a connect, but ill either draw a blank or start writing a paragraph and end up deleting anyway…I just can’t accept myself, neither can […]

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12/19/2015 31 comments

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