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The Big House Party

by Negative Nic 4/7/2016

written by Negative Nic

I may be the only one here, but I’ve always viewed life as a huge house party that everyone’s invited to. Well, compelled to go to.

Some people are the life and soul, making friends with almost everyone they meet; others hang close to the people they know; there are even people there who everyone talks about despite having rarely bumped into; people who’ve gained control of the food, music and dress code despite being a guest like the rest of us. And others of course who are happy to sit back and watch everyone else.

There’s the heartache you feel when […]

4/7/2016 3 comments

This is goodbye.

by beaubri 4/3/2016

written by beaubri

What happened to suicide?

What happened to everyone?

It’s like I’m in Jr. High.

Where did the heart go?

Diversity?

This place isn’t home.

My family gone.

I’m tired of watching as everyone focuses on juvenile topics.

When there are people like me, and others that need more attention than others.

Yet everyone doesn’t care.

They say they do.

If they really did, then I don’t see it I haven’t for several weeks.

See, people like me are left in the shadows as everyone parties.

When that one heart felt, blunt comments could save one of us from falling off the edge.

You say you miss someone when they trun up missing, but do you really?

If they come back […]

4/3/2016 21 comments

Pleasure

by Moneypenny 4/2/2016

written by Moneypenny

The more I try to pleasure others, the emptier and worthless I feel.

4/2/2016 6 comments

Such a beautiful word and I can’t be part of it

by blank-clutter 3/31/2016

written by blank-clutter

I’ve come to a conclusion about a lifelong question. Where is all this hardship coming from. I wondered why there is always difficulty, frustration and then the inevitable pain in so many aspects of life. I first thought that world was just bull shit and it was or duty to find and fix all the issues. But recently I have found out that I’m the one with the issues.

Discovering this I wanted to change and be like others, to be normal. I realized that me being against the world was the whole chicken and egg thing. I’m not stuck in this mess because I’m against […]

3/31/2016 6 comments

Ranty rant

by Blood_Lotus 3/30/2016

written by Blood_Lotus

Hey you, you know who you are.

I just wanted to write you a little something personal. And no, I am not blaming others entirely for my short comings like you think I do. And I know you say “you don’t have to be like your siblings” but I know that’s just kind of pretend.

Because I know you have done the same shit with them. For some reason they worked out better then I did. But, you told me you’re disappointed in all of us for individual reasons anyway.

Oh and I am sorry for that your dream of becoming rich and beautiful has not worked out because you […]

3/30/2016 2 comments

Hospitalized

by hallowy 3/29/2016

written by hallowy

Hei! Let’s just start that I have been hospitalized basically since 16th of december( was let out beginning of march but taken in after 4 days..). I made a suicide attempt and thats how it started. They are still not sure I won’t do it again so they keep raising my antidepressants dose and keep me in hospital. But I am not depressed and actually I believe I will end with suicide anyway, regardless of my mood and wether its sooner or later. I wonder what will be done with me if I endlessly admit to being suicidal. Will I be just let out eventually […]

3/29/2016 8 comments

How to minimise the Effects on others?

by Sleepy677 3/28/2016

written by Sleepy677

I don’t think there’s much need to go into detail. I’ve tried to get on with my situation but unfortunately it’s just not going to work out. I’ve made my decision, I’ve given life a fair shot and am not acting on a spur of the moment emotion.

So I’ve been giving it some serious thought and one of my main problems is as the title says. I’m not sure whether I should just start cutting people off and getting them out of my life or not. I’m a patient person and can easily wait up to a couple of years before doing the deed, which […]

3/28/2016 7 comments

by ablackspotinaseaofwhite 3/27/2016

written by ablackspotinaseaofwhite

i’m really really really really mad rn

i hate those kids who condemn others for wanting to die

saying they’re too weak and that they are ungrateful with life and with their parents yada yada yada

well you know what, kids, if you feel you’re helping, YOU’RE NOT.

you’re just making them feel more worthless and make them want to die even more. good job. why aren’t you dead instead.

i’m sorry i’m just too mad at everyone right now

3/27/2016 2 comments

Goodnight

by Drowning 3/25/2016

written by Drowning

good night my SP family il leaving my email here if anyone what’s to chat advice or support don’t hesitate we all struggling here some more then others supports a good think and I love all u guys to Xxx stay strong to morrow the battle continues D

Indigojones5@gmail.com

3/25/2016 0 comment

Final request for prayers

by thanaturge 3/23/2016

written by thanaturge

Dear friends,

This is the last one. I was held up until today, getting my will finalised. I do so appreciate it if any of you feel moved to pray for the repose of my soul. This is a great group of people, I wish I could have been more a part of it. Please continue to support and love one another. Be kind to yourselves and others. Keep the faith, in whatever way you see fit. Blessings to you all, Amy

3/23/2016 9 comments

Ugh mornings suck and so do trash days…. Lets chat? XD

by Sui the Bunny 3/23/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

So as some of you already know I had tried and attempted my life yesterday… You can see how that turned out *waves like a maniac* NOPE still here so whilst still possibly thinking of another method and action plan. Let’s talk guys!!! *throws confetti and pies everywhere* I’m not good at this don’t judge i’m new at making conversations with others i’m even surprised anyone talked to me and now I have friends on this site YAY!! <—— Sarcastic of course it’s to early for me to be hyper I haven’t even had any sugar….. Be right back don’t start the chat without me […]

3/23/2016 261 comments

“You’re too smart for this…”

by claritee 3/15/2016

written by claritee

Is what my ex would tell me when I exposed just how screwed up I really am. Generally, yes, I am too smart for this. All of us here seem very intelligent and bright. I can literally see how I am and I give others fantastic advice. But when it comes to myself, when it comes to literally being me, I am just broken. I know I don’t make any sense and I can tell you exactly how I don’t make sense, yet I can’t stop not making sense.

Sometimes his words ring in my ear… he’s right. He always was. But I can’t seem to […]

3/15/2016 3 comments

Why?

by lonely_girl 3/12/2016

written by lonely_girl

Why is it that everything I do comes out wrong? I never get anything perfect, everything is a mistake, a failure. Well it makes sense because I’m a failure too. What’s the point of me living if I just ruin everything? The only time I try to help others, no one ever appreciates it. Fuck it! I wanna die!

3/12/2016 8 comments

It’s All Real

by JiminyCrispies 3/11/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

The Early Intervention team called my therapist to say they’re not bothering with me again. She said they told her I’m not psychotic. I could’ve told her that.

If it were psychosis then this wouldn’t be real. The voices wouldn’t be real, the Angels wouldn’t be real, the others wouldn’t be real, the demons and shadow people wouldn’t be real. But they are real.

They said it might just be down to my depression and anxiety. Okay. They can say that, but it’s not. They’re just real, and that’s not down to anything.

I see my therapist next Friday now, so I’ll tell her it was a waste […]

3/11/2016 4 comments

Hey there sportsnut – i got some flowers especially for you

by Hampshire_Girl 3/11/2016

written by Hampshire_Girl

Thank you for your lovely comments about my posts. Here’s a bunch of my favourite Spring flowers just for you (but others are also welcome to appreciate them!)

3/11/2016 7 comments

New guy here.. i didn’t know where too go…

by worn_out_soul 3/4/2016

written by worn_out_soul

I heard this site was a perfect place for a person like me. A perfect place to write down thoughts, express feelings, as well as support others. I never thought my life would turn this direction, or if i would ever have to resort to a place like this. Its scary, thinking thoughts like this..Taking these steps.. Baby steps.. It seems like its the only solution.. To a permanent problem.. My future is damned.. I’m not sure what i want to do… I’m pretty sure i’ll be back tomorrow to post, this feels nice.. Sorry if this is a shitty post by the way, like […]

3/4/2016 12 comments

ubuntu

by candice smith 3/4/2016

written by candice smith

in South Africa, we have this zulu word that directly translated means peopleness. yet being in this world for 23 years I dont think such exists. u feel people dont truly care about others. I know im not making sense but just needed to vent.

3/4/2016 4 comments

more of my shitty poetry…sorry

by Alan Ominous 3/3/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Perspective:

The staircase may ascend,
Or descend, it’s determined,
By where you begin.

This road of life may seem,
Long and narrow for some,
Or short and broad to others,
It depends on where you stand.

A path of stepping stones,
Has been laid to create an average, but you may have short legs, or a longer gate then those,
It was designed for.

3/3/2016 3 comments

New here…

by BloodShallShed 3/3/2016

written by BloodShallShed

I just joined, and I was looking up something completely different, I just thought this was something else too… I looked at a few stories and such and it got me thinking that maybe I should reach out to people that actually understand my situations and stuff…. I figured this would be a good and safe place for me to meet friends, and help others too… I’m one of those people that would rather be alone, but I will help others in a heart beat, I know it’s kind of strange, but I do hope that I can help others, and I will try my […]

3/3/2016 16 comments

I’m Here to Stay, and I’m Excited to Tell You About it

by HumilityandPerseverance 2/29/2016

written by HumilityandPerseverance

I’d like to start by thanking you for taking time out of your day to read this. I, like most writers, write as a means of expression, but to have my writing viewed by you is even more rewarding, for my thoughts are then able to be shared and acknowledged.

You may or may not have been a previous reader of mine, but for many years I wrote these blogs, and upon completion of each of them I was always able to derive from them a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment. To read people’s feedback was equally rewarding, as […]

2/29/2016 0 comment

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