It’s times like this when my issues bubble and cause so much havoc and yet I can’t say anything about it.
The company I work for does this volunteer thing where we go to schools and promote stuff to kids. I like the concept of it and truly wish I could properly do it without being anxious, paranoid nor get numb, but I don’t have the power to do that.
Can I explain that I’m not fit for what I signed up for… Sigh…