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I almost cut.. but i made 4 videos instead

by BrooklynBoxx 1/2/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

So for you who have been following up on my post you know i self harm quiet a bit and quiet deep to. Instead of self harming the other day i chose to make some amv ( animated music videos) for vampire knight.

Please check them out and let me know if their any good. Also subscribe if you wanna keep up with my blogs and other videos.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCaTinffnkI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjnYh6GRmVo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmrCUV9BdHY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m35rBe1iYKc

I hope this new coping skill works for a while.. and doesnt die in a matter of a week.. like most of the others..

1/2/2013 1 comment

Getting to the Top

by Her_withCuts 12/30/2012

written by Her_withCuts

Everyday it’s a constant struggle on trying not to cut. Not only thy but seeing all the many scar that completely cove my thigh Â I’m trying my best to try and have god back in my life I fell like I need him mor than my razor . I really have tried I tell my friends but they Â dont care at all. It sucks not hacing a true friend Â thy will respond but I’m just trying my best

12/30/2012 0 comment

Last words

by BrooklynBoxx 12/19/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

He called my name

I walked away

Now im wishing i would have stayed

We walk around

Both looking at the ground

Scared to catch the other staring

But we both move on with out a sound

Remember the first night we kissed

I hope im not the only one who misses it..

I’m stupid for still loving you

My hopes are childish like i am

1 year younger, worlds apart

Here i sit with a broken heart

You said you wanted to ask me somthing..

Now im wondering what

But i lost my chance to hear it

By my own stubborness

Forgive me

For loving you

More then you could ever love […]

12/19/2012 4 comments

Should i use my scapel?

by BrooklynBoxx 12/17/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

Here i sit in class, reviewing for my end of course exams.. and all i can think about is suicide.. Cutting, im thinking about using my scapel for the first time. The sharpness is 0.6mm.. does anyone know how sharp that is .. like if i were just to press it lightly to my skin how deep would it cut me? I know many of you are gonna tell me not to cut, and are probally gonna avoid anwsering the question i dont blame you. But i wanna know ive looked it up on google […]

12/17/2012 1 comment

i’ve lost count

by death4kisses 12/17/2012

written by death4kisses

they took a picture of me during lunch hour the other day. and by they i mean my ‘friends’. actually, i’m not even friends with the boy who took the picture. he just hangs out with my ‘friends’. anyway, he took a picture and showed the girl next to him. they started laughing. i figured it was a picture from facebook or something. then one of the girls asked ‘what?’. the girl who first saw the picture said ‘trust me. you don’t want to see it’. the boy sent the picture to that girl and then showed the other people around him. they were all […]

12/17/2012 3 comments

in your face

by Demmissio 12/15/2012

written by Demmissio

I started cutting again. My friends didn’t think I had the balls (pun intended since I’m a girl) well surprise mother fuckers. And I couldn’t get the smile off my face since I saw the blood. And razor, its been too long my old friend.

12/15/2012 26 comments

I don’t know what to do with my future.

by hogpotter 12/14/2012

written by hogpotter

Right now I don’t even know how to put my feelings in writing.

Everything seems so far away. So unreachable. I have registered, and am going to write the entrance examination on January for university admission. But I can’t hold on any longer.

Recently all I want is just to die. I’m fed up of my life. I have lost everything. I have no family. I have cut myself off entirely from facebook etc. I have turned off my phone. I want to die alone.

Yesterday I took a razor and tried slithing my wrist… but I couldn’t. I wasn’t brave enough. When I tried cutting… it hurt. […]

12/14/2012 3 comments

A Story to Pass Your Time With

by JustTooLate 12/13/2012

written by JustTooLate

Some Information
I’m a 16 year old guy.

My only friend is this girl in my 6th period class. We don’t really hang out, but we talk in school. So that’s a friend right? We talk at night over the phone about all sorts of stuff.Â Since I don’t even sleep at night I always have to hang up on herÂ because she’s soÂ stubborn and refuses to sleep until I do. But even though we talk about lots of deep, important stuff at night, we have never had to say anything like “Don’t tell anyone!”Â She just trusts me and I just trust her.

Sorry I should choose better words. […]

12/13/2012 8 comments

I’m going to die in love

by BrooklynBoxx 12/11/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

This is me and my x boyfriend. I met him at a party he was the first guy i was truely happy with. I love him so much i was willing to give up everything.. even my virginity. but we never made it that far. When he got a job he started to like another girl. Weeks past and i noticed he was distancing himself from me, one day i asked him ” what time do you get off tonight” and he snapped saying “why do […]

12/11/2012 5 comments

My Sort of story

by Lovleydeath 12/11/2012

written by Lovleydeath

About three years ago, I tried to off myself, I had come home from school that day, and when I got there I told my grandparents I was going to take a bath, so I went to the bathroom and started the water. I had made the water super hot, and I got out my razor, I had soon after used my razor to carve into my arms and legs, I loved the pain and the thought of death that came after, but then I got thinking and I realized that, I had to stay so I could help my family and my friends, […]

12/11/2012 2 comments

All over again

by Her_withCuts 12/10/2012

written by Her_withCuts

I tell myself that if I cut its not worthit. Â All it causes is questions I don’t want to answer. Yet I still get the razor and cut just enough to feel the pain of what’s eating me inside. See the blood fall on my bare skin showing that I’m still in this cruel world called : Hell

12/10/2012 1 comment

Old picture

by BrooklynBoxx 12/9/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

When i made this cut i was scared. I had just traded an ounce of weed for a brand new box cutter, a kid bought me from home depot. Stupid i know i could have got it myself but with your dad watching you every moment of the day it was kinda hard. I said it was for protection.. protection from my thoughts.. but he gave it to me. No other questions ask even knowing my history.

I went home a couple days past and then me and my parents got in a huge fight. […]

12/9/2012 13 comments

A letter…

by Alayna 12/3/2012

written by Alayna

How do I write a letter to a teacher without sounding like I am suicidal (which I am). How do I tell her about my life in one page so that she can get to know me? Why is god shitting on my life!?!? I have no idea what to do this time. I have no idea waht to do most of the time. I need someone but teachers don’t have the best track record. Because verytime I tell a teacher something in confidence it somehow gets back to my mother! Why am I even writing this? I am just falling apart, my life is […]

12/3/2012 8 comments

by medic 11/26/2012

written by medic

I thought today would be a good day. It’s not really looking that way though. I almost cut. I was in the shower and I had the razor in my hand and I was staring at my wrist. I was so close to doing it but I did not.

I hate myself because my emotions are out of my control.

11/26/2012 1 comment

A Suicidal Story (This is all true what happend)

by Ethan Decker 11/20/2012

written by Ethan Decker

It was aÂ thursdayÂ morning walking to school. I was in a veryÂ depressedÂ mood. I was hanging around in a corner sitting there trying to figure out were the nextÂ weapon i can get to.Â Â Walking to my first hour hanging around my friend Jared. When i spotted a pencil sharpener (One Of Those Small Personal Ones)Â My friend snatched it for me I thanked him for getting it for me. Next period comes and i hadÂ dismantled the sharpener and was using it on my arm then he was nudging me saying to “knocked it off”.Â Â I stop for the period when i went toÂ thirdÂ period sitting in the back seat with it […]

11/20/2012 2 comments

Protected: The inevitable; Part 2

by Nobody915 11/18/2012

written by Nobody915

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/18/2012 0 comment

Craving For Pain.

by DanniScreamSuicide 11/17/2012

written by DanniScreamSuicide

Am I Insane? Waking up in the middle of the night craving just to self-harm, I could feel the need on my scarred wrist just so temped to grab my razor & press the cold metal against my skin. Deeper & deeper gliding across; red gushing out everywhere off the sides of my wrist & down my arm. Â â€œI wanna cut, I need to cutâ€ I could see my skin break as the tip of the knife goes down my arm with blood spilling out of my arm. Since that nightÂ I’veÂ been craving to cut & all I think about is suicide attempts. Maybe if I […]

11/17/2012 3 comments

You said you knew how it felt…

by dont_mind_me 11/17/2012

written by dont_mind_me

You told me you were a cutter too. You told me you’ve felt the darkness. You told me a lot of things.
But you lied. I saw your body yesterday. There were no gags in your flesh, no signs that you’ve been there and back. And I stood before you and exposed myself, every gaping wound that streaked my arms and legs. I bet you aren’t really depressed. You’re the definition of attention whore.
I thought I found someone who knew who I was. But now you’re an entirely different person. And now you’re dead to me.
Just like I am.
But jokes on you. […]

11/17/2012 1 comment

Does is ever get better?

by dont_mind_me 11/16/2012

written by dont_mind_me

Let’s see. 4 years. 4 years ago was the first time I took a blade to my own wrist. And now here I am, barely a teenager and I want to die for the millionth time. Whenever something bad happens I automatically think; “let’s save that for later, you can rid the tainted blood with one trip to your special drawer”. But sometimes, sometimes it isn’t enough. Sometimes I just have a thousand thoughts running through my head, all of the bad things that have happened and keep happening. Hey, your antidepressants make you cold all the fucking time. Your dad is never here and […]

11/16/2012 2 comments

cutting and wishing for yet fighting death

by NotReallyHereAtAll 11/3/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I want so badly to hurt myself right now. I want to tear at my skin first with my nails and then with a knife and I’ve never wanted it so Â badly before. I both want to and don’t want to at the same time. I want to attack the soft completely soft and smooth and unmarked skin on the underside of my forearm because it will be a work of art and I long to see the angry raised red skin that will appear after a long nail session, then the red that will bleed when I get my razor out… I want it […]

11/3/2012 2 comments

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