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by GuyThomas 10/16/2013

written by GuyThomas

Fine you want a back story don’t you?

Ive been wanting to die since I was 14 years old. I’m 27. I’ve survived mulitple suicide attempts. I dont have the courage to jump off a building or blow my brains out with a gun.

I’ve tried hypothermia in a freezing river. I pissed myself before i jumped into that water, oh it fucking burned so bad i couldnt stand it, i was like alright ima just get a gun this shit is too painful. Then I got a gun and couldnt pull the trigger, I was going to shoot myself in the temple and thats like one […]

10/16/2013 24 comments

I’m Tired

by redrum99 9/11/2013

written by redrum99

hi, i am 20 years old and i’m currently studying overseas from my country. the first time i wanted to kill myself was when i was in the 4th grade (8 years old). and since then, every time i got a problem, i always thinking of suicide. i used to cut my wrist and taking sleeping pills when i was in junior high school. i have lots of problems with my family, school, and sometimes boyfriend. i just moved here 3 months ago and every night before i go to bed i always pray and ask to God what am i doing here, in this […]

9/11/2013 1 comment

I really don’t know what to do…

by Ann 8/27/2013

written by Ann

It’s taken me my whole life to realise that have never been “happy.” I was never happy as a child, tween, and now into my teenage years, my sad feelings have developed into anxiety, anorexia, self harm, and suicidal thoughts. I turned to drug use and alcohol. I still smoke and drink a lot. I have these sleeping pills and sometimes I just hold them and think about how easy it would be to just go. I am disgusted by my body and spirit. I think sometimes, it’s not worth living if I can’t even love myself. I have been trying to like […]

8/27/2013 5 comments

The battle is much harder to fight alone…

by BrooklynBoxx 8/26/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Depression is surrounding me again, I wanna cut.

I wanna feel something, I feel so numb.

Today is mine and my boyfriends 7 months.

And he’s currently looking at 10-20+ years for dating me.

He’s 21, I’m 15.

I’ve lost my best friend, and haven’t talk to him for a month and a half.

He was my reason for living.. my happiness.

And like everything else in my life it was snatched away.

I need to talk to him.. I’m slipping again.

I might break tonight.. I know if/when he finds out he’ll […]

8/26/2013 2 comments

I think it’s time.

by verylonely 8/23/2013

written by verylonely

I couldn’t even get up today, i just didn’t see the point really. So I laid in bed all day thinking, and I reckon its about time I finally kill myself. I guess sleeping pills and a bottle of Jack Daniels will be the way I do it (I’m too much of a useless coward to try any other more painful methods) I wrote my will as well, (which was quite a a somber experience) I had trouble thinking of where all my money should go so I said for it to go to the Cancer Council, so it helps somebody I guess.
I don’t […]

8/23/2013 2 comments

I Was So Close….

by XxemofuckxXD 8/8/2013

written by XxemofuckxXD

It was during Christmas break last year, when I couldnt stand my life anymore. My stepparents left so i was locked in my room. when they leave my friend would come over. That day i thought she was practicing with her band. I then busted my door open, ran to my parents bedroom and grabbed my stepmothers sleeping pills. It was an entire bottle, 250 pills. I then i drew a bath. i got into the bathtup, took all of the pills and slit my wrist. If you slit your wrists and submerge them in water you’ll bleed out faster. FROM THIS POINT ON […]

8/8/2013 2 comments

the list

by ahannah123 8/6/2013

written by ahannah123

For the last 6 months I’ve been suicidalâ€¦

If I ever commit suicide there are a couple of things I want to accomplish firstâ€¦

1 become a professional artist (right now I draw in an anime/manga style really good

2 fall in love (once) maybe twice if Iâ€™m luckyâ€¦

3 go to Japan (maybe Tokyo or Kyoto, or Osaka or HokkaidÅ)

4 Become Atheist or Christian (currently Iâ€™m an agnostic theist and kind of Buddhist)

5 earn some money

6 buy a motorcycle or a nice car

8 maybe rent an apartment (a really nice one)

9 become healthy (have a healthy heart, have a healthy mind)

10 â€˜attemptâ€™ to kill myself first and see […]

8/6/2013 4 comments

It’s time.

by ForeverAsleep94 8/5/2013

written by ForeverAsleep94

Tomorrow night.
I’ve got it all planned, I’m going to drink a bottle of vodka (my favourite) and take three packs of sleeping pills. Hopefully this works, my only apology is for whoever finds my body.

8/5/2013 5 comments

Someone PLEASE help!! Please help me…

by fractal_death 8/1/2013

written by fractal_death

Hello, kind and compassionate people.Â I am speaking to you.Â If you are someone who is just going to tell me, “No, don’t do it…” or “Jesus/God/Allah loves you and wants you to live…” blah blah blah, then I am NOT speaking to you.

I genuinely want to die.Â I have wanted it since the age of 12 when I tried to stick a chef’s knife in my gut thinking that would do it.Â I tried again at 19 by ingesting a bunch of sleeping pills.Â I am 39 now and my situation is much worse.Â I have chronic pain in my back and neck from […]

8/1/2013 5 comments

Hoping for a peaceful end with CO

by enoughofthiscrap 7/21/2013

written by enoughofthiscrap

I’m over 50, unemployed and very likely to remain so despite a good college degree and lots of experience. Â In November, my unemployment runs out so I shall be reduced to 400 euros a month – nobody can live on that.

My plan is to rent a chalet on a camping site – in October when it’s not too warm – and burn two hibachi barbecues inside. Â I was planning to do it in my camper, but I want to leave that to my sister and she wouldn’t want it if I’d died in it. Â Plus, I can leave the cat there as it is her […]

7/21/2013 2 comments

My Struggle…..

by zombielovergirl122 7/17/2013

written by zombielovergirl122

So, I have been planning on suicide on the 3rd next month. People are telling me not too but, I literally can’t take the pain anymore. I cut last night and I was clean for more than 3 months! But, anyways here’s my pointless story..

So, Last year. ‘8-3-12’ I kinda thought I was in love.
About a couple months into our relationship it was getting a little depressed.
The guy, Jt, told me he loved me everything and then a couple days later,
He just left me and told me everything was getting taken away from him,
his phone,ps3, home phone, etc.
So, I said […]

7/17/2013 1 comment

I’m still alive!

by MichelleJ 6/12/2013

written by MichelleJ

Looks like my previous suicide plan isn’t necessary for now. My plan was to wait for five years, then kill myself if life is fucked still, or if it fucks up. There’s no way of knowing if life will fuck up, but because I’m happier now, I’ll see how I am in five years. Eye surgery successful, even though I only have one real eye, the other one feels the same as the real one, no more pain, have friends in one state in my country if I give up on family here or if they give up on me. Either wway, suicide isn’t necessary. […]

6/12/2013 2 comments

My Suicide Story

by Turned new leaf 6/4/2013

written by Turned new leaf

This is not â€˜Gyanâ€™. But this is my Suicide story.

I write this with a very heavy heart. Not that I knew Jiah Khan personally. Not that I thought she was a fabulous actor, she was decent but very beautiful, she’d do very well indeed if she had Â willed. But she was woman, like me. She was a person like us all. She was struggling with life and she gave up, she quit.

Her suicide story took me down memory lane. Not a pleasant one of course. The darkness is mostly never pleasant. I certainly find it addictive and I have witnessed its malignant face too. I […]

6/4/2013 0 comment

Good Bye

by The End is Now 6/2/2013

written by The End is Now

so im sick of this…. my drunk 15 year old sister is now bullying me to. she was my last true friend….. imma take all my sleeping pills tonight and all the pain pills i can find. i am srry i cant go one in this pain. imma just end it. i love you world i just wish u loved me back….Â

6/2/2013 6 comments

exit bag ideas

by unlovable_me 5/31/2013

written by unlovable_me

I was just reading through an online addition of the peaceful pill handbook (probably an outdated version, but oh well). If anyone has read some of my other posts, I have talked about how much I would like to use an exit bag. I don’t have any supplies gathered yet, but that’s because I’m trying to learn as much as I can about this method before I go out and do it. From what I can understand, gas is the most common “knocker outer” that is used with exit bags. I have considered buying a tank of helium or ********, maybe even both for good […]

5/31/2013 0 comment

Help me….its becoming too late for any help…

by surnamesnow001 4/30/2013

written by surnamesnow001

I’m losing it. I can’t go on. I once thought I was strong. I once was able to help people, some very simular in my situation. I once thought that I had a life to live and a life to give. No more. Suicide is a daily hell I have to face. Depression from 17 years of shit and depression and bullying and attacks. I’ve gone too far. I thought I could make it. I need help. I have lost all hope to go on, all hope to live. I am a author, a carpenter, an artist, an engineer, an interior designer, programer, computerÂ technician, and […]

4/30/2013 7 comments

Wish there was a switch

by ShyGuy1986 4/25/2013

written by ShyGuy1986

Right now, the only thing that’s keeping me alive is the fact that any kind of suicide attempt has a potentially devastating chance of failure. Pills, guns, jumping… everything terrifies me. I keep having flashes of how disastrously each kind of attempt could go, and I don’t have the courage to try any of them. I wish I was less scared of pain. I thought pills would work for a while. I thought sleeping pills would put you to sleep and then kill you gently in your sleep! Can you believe how naive I was? Then I read about how they make you puke, and […]

4/25/2013 6 comments