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A lost Aspie

by pitterftally 11/18/2015

written by pitterftally

I have Aspergers syndrome.

I am a girl. Its not that visible. I am supposed to be very high functioning. The more I realize my struggles and my differences in contrast to other people.

I am pretty much down.

I just cant navigate through relationships. I cant let go of people. I still love somebody whom I loved five years ago, who moved, who I dont see anymore…etc. I make people mad. I make fuss of things that arent important. For normal people. I have just ruined another relationship of mine, because I was too pushy, too needy. I just dont seem to do anything right. Even weird […]

11/18/2015 4 comments

Him

by nicole123 11/15/2015

written by nicole123

I just want to talk about someone who means a lot to me.

We met at a concert at the beach on Labor Day weekend and like instantly knew meeting him was for a good reason .

ive only known him for a couple of months but in that short time weve became really close.

He takes me to do fun things & he’s so beautifully musically talented. He plays the guitar. I love seeing the passion in this eyes when he plays .

i love him and the person he is . I’ve always wanted someone like him in my life .

He helps me . He wants to […]

11/15/2015 2 comments

Hello again

by Misfit27 11/15/2015

written by Misfit27

Well, hello again. Not completely sure what I want to say to be honest. I guess, firstly, thank you to those who read my last post, and to those who commented, I’m sorry I didn’t reply to any of you. I wanted to but I didn’t feel up to it for some reason. Anyway, yet again I have something I would like to share.

So, my parents went away on some trip for 4 days. My youngest brother and I got to stay home alone, whilst my other brother went to our grandparents. Anyway, my little brother (let’s call him John for now) and I had […]

11/15/2015 1 comment

No one could ever care about me

by disgusting 11/13/2015

written by disgusting

Watch video drinking, pissed, hurt, lied to, too fat and ugly to ever be someone that a man would want to spend time with

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B4aJmFQM7MPdSWI4SEkxNFpsUDQ/view?usp=docslist_api

11/13/2015 0 comment

Had Enough

by JustReallySad 11/13/2015

written by JustReallySad

It doesn’t matter if I kill myself tonight.

I’m destined for hell anyway.

I would just be trading hell on earth for hell in eternity

And I’ve no one to blame but myself

I had plenty of chances to do good

But I never gave a shit about anyone but myself

I feel very alone

I guess I’m not allowed to ask someone to join me in this journey on this site

11/13/2015 9 comments

by MissDysphoria 11/13/2015

written by MissDysphoria

i deserve every inch of pain i’m getting, i’m a worthless peace of fuck and i’m too much work, i just bring the ones i love down, i make them hate me. but i deserve it. they need better than me. how could anyone love someone who doesn’t love themselves.

11/13/2015 4 comments

So alone

by disgusting 11/12/2015

written by disgusting

I feel so alone and empty, dead inside, but sad and deeply hurting. I wish the guy I have lover and given everything to would value my existence even 1/10th of what little I feel I may be valued at my 2nd job. I mean, my 2nd job has just become the first place where I receive a little bit of praise and my ideas are accepted and not argued. But I wish I were worth something to him. I feel like in his ideal world, I’d be out of his life entirely and he would forget he ever met me.

Of course, he didn’t come […]

11/12/2015 1 comment

Protected: I wish I could help someone.

by daitya1989 11/12/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/12/2015 9 comments

Protected: Ignorance Is Bless.

by daitya1989 11/12/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/12/2015 0 comment

It’s back

by wastedlongago 11/12/2015

written by wastedlongago

It’s been a while, although it sits at bay ready at a moments notice. Just waiting for the next opportunity to form again. Sad existence. No real purpose. I feel like I suffer so everyone else can continue. When I hear of someone committing, I am not sad. I understand that this place is not for everyone. Read a quote that the noise is too much for some. Or something like that. I’ve got more to say but gonna stop now. I wanna see if anyone relates.

11/12/2015 5 comments

Protected: what is the point of all this ?

by daitya1989 11/12/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/12/2015 2 comments

Being Alive Is Not Enough

by Iknowsanta30 11/11/2015

written by Iknowsanta30

Hi, I am a first time poster here however I have been reading a lot of the various pieces that have been put up and thought I would tell my story in the hope that it will help someone else or maybe even me, so here goes.

I am 30 years old, male, live in Scotland. I have a good job, own my flat and a car. Basically have all the materialistic things that matter to many people. I have fantastic friends and family – there are seven billion people in the world and I honestly feel like I couldn’t hand pick better people to have […]

11/11/2015 7 comments

Such beautiful poetry, can’t stop listening

by Rotted_Flesh 11/10/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

I think I’m losing you
but I will never regret choosing you
‘Cause I am in love
and for now that will be enough

and the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person
who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope
but now I know even after you begin to let your emotions slow
the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go

Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive
so gouge out my eyes
’cause if this is reality then I guess I’m […]

11/10/2015 2 comments

I just wish

by Dorothy Gale 11/9/2015

written by Dorothy Gale

that someone would talk to me who isn’t paid to care.

I don’t want meds. They don’t do shit but dim the feelings. Everything still lurks underneath. Everyone still avoids me. I am still a cancerous disease, unfit for this world. Too awkward, too sensitive, too dark, too talkative, too reactive. Meds don’t change shut and they always eventually stop working. It’s such a stupid fucking dance.

I want a real friend who isn’t afraid of me.

I have none.

Every cell in my body is wired to malfunction.

Vodka and sleeping pills when I get paid this Friday. Till then I’m just entertaining the motions.

11/9/2015 21 comments

It’s over

by disgusting 11/9/2015

written by disgusting

I don’t know how to kill myself at this point. It’s cold again and like last year, I refuse to do anything that involves me being outside in the miserable freezing cold. But at this point I’d like to kill myself as a big “FUCK YOU” to everyone. I really want to delete my facebook all together. Why have it when I don’t have friends? It’s over with the asshole because -I- say it’s over. Real friends don’t constantly threaten to cut you out of their life unless you act like someone you’re not and pretend to be happy for them. That’s just being controlling. […]

11/9/2015 12 comments

A ways away.

by sickfromthemelt 11/8/2015

written by sickfromthemelt

You could have it all, my empire of dirt,
I will let you down, I will make you hurt,
If I could start again, a million miles away,
I would keep myself, I would find a way.

The only way to love me is to never, ever know me.

If I only knew what to say, someone would actually listen.

If I only cared enough to try, someone would be here with me.

If I only fought harder, maybe I wouldn’t be this.

But everyone gives up eventually, and I guess I gave up a long time ago.

It’s too late for me now.

It’s time to become someone else.

And when I’ve […]

11/8/2015 0 comment

Rejected, useless, pathetic, and lonely

by theloser102 11/7/2015

written by theloser102

It has been quite a while since I last posted hasn’t it SP? I wonder if anyone on here remembers me. Anyways to the story……….

I am surprised that I am still here on this planet. But I guess the primary reason I haven’t killed myself was because of a repetition of parasuicides. Well life has been getting significantly worse for me socially, economically however I am doing quite well and I do have a lot of money, but regardless of that the problem that I face the most is social connection with other humans.

I decided to write a 5,000 word document about how I wanted […]

11/7/2015 0 comment

Friendship

by Bouret.1 11/7/2015

written by Bouret.1

you run , you love,
you could you wont,
you stay, you feel,
you should, you wont
You wont be allowed to being attached to someone without pain.
You wont be allowed to get what you want without hurt someone.

there are friends outhere , waitting for you
and most of the time they love you more than you will love them .

This time…

theres is no one waiting for me, no one who could love me more than I do,

I need to talk , to do something, to get out of my head all those “friendly” people who doesn’t love me back!

Damn it im such […]

11/7/2015 0 comment

I need help finding the right way.

by donewithlife83 11/7/2015

written by donewithlife83

I am here today to get some helpful info. First off let me say I’m not here for being talked outta anything. I’ve made my own decisions and don’t need judgment or to b talked outta doing it. Also no religion please. I’m an atheist and would not like to hear about what a fictional character says about what I wanna do. I’m severely bipolar with extreme ptsd and have lost literally everything that mattered to me. I could make a list but I won’t. I have very little family anymore and only a few possessions to my name. My decision is my own and […]

11/7/2015 5 comments

Waste of space. How I wish I could end my life but I am too big of a wimp. Vent

by lilsmore 11/7/2015

written by lilsmore

Hello.

This may be long or short. I don’t know yet…and I apologize for my grammar ahead of time. I do have two college degrees but they aren’t doing me any good so no reason to try and type correctly, eh?

I have some vague memory of creating an account here at some point and I may have posted something. I was obviously drunk when I did. I have read a lot here and it has been quite awhile since I have visited. I was very serious about suicide last year and even made a few lame attempts…and nothing that got me landed in a psychiatric ward.

I […]

11/7/2015 3 comments

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