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OCD thoughts…

by abisslover25 11/16/2015

written by abisslover25

Today’s OCD thoughts are brought to you today by cheaters.

I have have been cheated on in every relationship I have ever been in and today o keep going over how it must feel. To be the person who has 2 ppl to choose from, a lot of times (in my cases) 2 people that love them.

I wonder what it’s like to have multiple people to love you?? I have never even had 1 person love me so it actually really is perplexing to me having 2 people love you or hell even WANT you. 9 hours this morning circling this idea in my head over […]

11/16/2015 8 comments

Signs (?)

by witheringdaisies 11/15/2015

written by witheringdaisies

It had been a really weird but happy (?) kind of day for me today.

I was actually planning to kill myself this evening. And today was supposed to be my last day on Earth. But then, idk maybe God is showing me signs to live.

I woke up this morning feeling really anxious. I had planned out what to do for today, finish suicide note, delete all social media accts., clean my room (finally!) and all those stuff to prepare for my departure.

I heard my mom and my cousin downstairs talking about some serious matters, a problem with my other cousin and her husband, our financial […]

11/15/2015 1 comment

How I feel today

by igotnothing52 11/15/2015

written by igotnothing52

What the fuck!?

11/15/2015 2 comments

I don’t want to move today

by sun prince 11/12/2015

written by sun prince

I have school today, and I really don’t want to go. I feel like complete shit this morning. It’s taking all of my energy to move, I’m forcing myself to type this out. I just feel… empty. I’ve always been terrified of death, saying that I’d never kill myself because I don’t want to die, but lately the thought of killing myself and writing out suicide notes has popped up frequently. I’d still never do it, too scared and like I said, terrified of death, but it’s affecting how I act and think. I was doing fine, getting better, but a few months ago I […]

11/12/2015 2 comments

Some stuff I wrote for a friend

by thelost 11/11/2015

written by thelost

Gorgeous, that’s all he knows her as. He knows she has a real name, and that there’s a real face behind that picture, but he likes to imagine that same face laughing, smiling, blushing. He feels something in his chest when he speaks to her, but he feels for the other as well. They are friends, him and her, and their playful banter often lasts hours. She calls him cruel for the compliments he gives, and he calls her Gorgeous. The makeup runs down her cheek in the picture, but when he pictures her, he sees those piercing blue eyes looking at him, or some […]

11/11/2015 2 comments

Day 1- Depression

by ClaudiaValencia 11/9/2015

written by ClaudiaValencia

I think I will start posting everyday that my depression acts up.

Ive been depressed since I was 3 years old on and off. It’s really quite odd though to think of a depressed three year old. Lately I’ve been getting worse though. I thought I had been cured of my depression for a while because I hadn’t felt it there. I think the reason I’m feeling depressed is because I stopped taking my antidepressants for a few days…. I know, not a smart choice.

Im gonna see my therapist at one o’clock today.

I haven’t seriously thought of suicide. I’ve cut myself quite badly though. The wounds […]

11/9/2015 2 comments

What’s the best way to get rid of blood stains?

by Take a Deep Breath 11/5/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Hello loves, i need a little advice. So I was in class today when I noticed dozens of lines of something on my thighs… my cut marks bled through my jeans. I really don’t need my parents questioning what they are, and they are my favorite pants. Any recommendations?

11/5/2015 7 comments

bday

by spvnalittlelie 11/5/2015

written by spvnalittlelie

i’m going to be so focking lonely on my bday, i already know it.

i don’t have any friends. i don’t have a bf. i’m not even close with a lot of my family. the family i am close with live in different states and can’t make it here. my parents will be getting drunk, like always.

it’s this saturday, two days away.

and she just opened a beer, so we’re not going shopping today, i guess.

why do ppl always flake out on me like that??

i kinda didn’t even want to celebrate, at first. i was feeling pressured to celebrate though. but now that i do want to […]

11/5/2015 5 comments

My Knight in Shining Armour

by theWhispersOfMySins 10/31/2015

written by theWhispersOfMySins

And his sidekick, the mini Unicorn. Happy Halloween everyone! I hope each of you finds a reason to smile today. What’s your favourite halloween costume? I made Finnegan’s armour using almost 300 pop can tabs lol. Time to take him and his sidekick out to the local dog halloween party.

10/31/2015 8 comments

He let me drown

by Sammi6xoxo 10/23/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

I told him I was hurting. I told him today had been hell, but he has his own problems. I try so hard to keep him going. Even when he’d rather just end it. I try so hard to keep him happy. Tonight? Tonight I needed him. I needed him so badly. He just let me drown. Now I’m in bed at 9:45 waiting for tomorrow to begin. I thought I was more important than this. I thought I was someone special. Then he just let me drown.

10/23/2015 1 comment

Is life always better than the alternative?

by LostOlHope 10/20/2015

written by LostOlHope

I feel so tired. I have been suicidal ever since I can remember. However, in recent years I have been distracting myself from these thoughts by trying to convince myself that life is better than the alternative. I would always tell myself “I’m going to try living to the fullest today. I can always die tomorrow.” There are days when this works and there are days when it doesn’t. I feel tired because I have to continuously keep convincing myself that life is worth living. Its been almost two years since I started living this way and I’m still not fully convinced of it.

10/20/2015 10 comments

Protected: Couldn’t it be just a bit more red?

by Trix 10/14/2015

written by Trix

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10/14/2015 0 comment

Update??//

by Cro0kedYoung 10/14/2015

written by Cro0kedYoung

So I haven’t posted in a while. My auntie took me to a theme park with her and my nephew. It was good to be away from everyone and spend time with them as I don’t see them much, but I’m home now and I hate it.

Its seems as though a guy is interested in me?? Not completely sure how this is happening. Its probably just some sick joke or something but I’m enjoying it while it lasts I guess.

Its my Nana’s birthday today.. She passed in may. I miss her so much. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about her. I […]

10/14/2015 7 comments

Positive Post… Someone loves you :)

by Take a Deep Breath 10/14/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Ok lovelies, here is today’s challenge: I want you to name someone who loves you. And if you ABSOLUTELY cannot think of anyone, then know I love you, love 🙂

10/14/2015 52 comments

SSDD

by Eureka 10/14/2015

written by Eureka

day two, figured I should try a second post just to get out there again. Appreciate all the support from people. Today is a little better, still feel like someone pissed in my cheerios but still better than yesterday. Don’t feel as bad as yesterday and can focus on my work a bit more. Still just feels like same shit different day though but I’m trying to work on it.

10/14/2015 2 comments

just a couple more days

by mranony 10/12/2015

written by mranony

Just a couple more days, we’ll be having a sembreak and I’ll be taking medications.

Right now, I feel really tired. We have finals today. Can’t even get one thing memorized..

Later. Gotta go to the lecture now.

10/12/2015 4 comments

being Alive is OK

by color.me.blank 10/11/2015

written by color.me.blank

Today is a different day, not that it is special or great. Today I don’t feel like killing myself.

Last week I was in a dark place and I stumbled onto this website because I was googling painless ways to kill myself. That night was unlike the previous ones because it was the first time i had tried to figure out how to do “it”.

I opened this page in a tab and clicked around some other sites until i concluded that I didn’t have access to anything that could be used to conveniently end my life. This page struck a chord with me and i cried a […]

10/11/2015 6 comments

Fuck you

by rainbow123 10/9/2015

written by rainbow123

The judge in my told me today in a meeting that my rapist might stay free because it’s so hard to prove rape in a relationship! Are you serious?! Fuck you, you don’t realise how much of a downward spiral you’ve just sent me in. Fuck you.

10/9/2015 6 comments

Happy Birthday, little Rogue, Shepard

by fox 10/8/2015

written by fox

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-cD4oLk_D0

You are a day ahead in New Zealand, so today is the 9th there, it is your birthday. I already said happy birthday to you earlier, but what would be more fitting than a birthday post on SP, where we met almost two years ago. You have been my dearest and longest friend, my little brother. “Back then I was a lonesome rogue who stumbled across a little fox in the snow, wounded with nowhere to go.” There isn’t anything I can say here that I haven’t said to you before, or vice versa. Despite different aliases from time to time, we’ve moved on from […]

10/8/2015 6 comments

Random thought

by Wanttogiveup 10/5/2015

written by Wanttogiveup

So the thought came to me today that I’ve posted 3 things about my problems but I haven’t done anything to try to help others. So I decided that I’m gonna help someone today, i’m gonna try to help a persons problems seem easier to manage. And…I couldn’t. I scrolled through a lot of posts but couldn’t think of what go say…maybe what I said was actually good and i am just being too hard on myself, or maybe what I said was actually pretty poor advice. We’ll never know. But I figured this would be a good alternative. So, what I want […]

10/5/2015 38 comments

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