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Homelessness, Jail, and Probation

by Hopeless89 5/17/2016

written by Hopeless89

I apologize for the long post. My story is summarized in the beginning and end of this post. This post turned out to be long because I felt that it was necessary to explain some aspects of my situation.

I’ve always loved life and feared death, so committing suicide was absolutely unthinkable for me. That changed in early July 2015 – when I finally considered suicide as an option for avoiding homelessness or jail in the future. Originally, any suicide that I might commit would take place after my parents’ deaths – and when I had no income and faced homelessness, which I estimated to be 10-15 […]

5/17/2016 1 comment

Smells Like 1980’s

by Wednesday 8/20/2014

written by Wednesday

For me, the 80’s had a scent. Kinda like the plastic flower section of an old Walmart, the Walmart’s that closed at night time (usually 10pm).
I’ve been watching the television program “The Golden Girls” a lot lately and I swear I can smell that plastic flower smell while I’m watching!!!
…..the yarn at the old Walmart’s had a smell to!!!!
Ohhh And “ALF”, man I loved ALF!!!
It’s a shame television can’t be good again!!!!

Erm, just one more thing. I have yet to figure out how Dark Horse Brewing (The new program on the History Channel that has nothing to do with […]

8/20/2014 2 comments

not good enough for anyone

by rachel_rebellion 4/24/2014

written by rachel_rebellion

so there is this one guy who works in the photo department at the Walmart by my house and he is INSANELY cute and super sweet. Every time he sees me he comes up and says hi to me and asks how Iâ€™ve been and makes conversationâ€¦ well apparently my mom told him (when i wasnâ€™t there) that I like himâ€¦ not only did she tell him that I have a crush on him, but he KNEW WHO I WAS!!!!!! This was a couple months ago. now every time Iâ€™m in there to get pictures developed (which I do quite a bit because I take […]

4/24/2014 4 comments

living another day

by FTW0990 6/19/2013

written by FTW0990

6/19/2013 11 comments

I’m slowly working up the nerve to do it.

by alectrevelyan 6/6/2013

written by alectrevelyan

I just got fired from Walmart tonight for some ridiculous reason.Â “Oh, you’re too slow.Â I need to tell you things ten times before you understand.”Â This isn’t the first time I’ve been fired from a job for these reasons.Â I’m now 27 years old and I’m thinking that if I can’t find a job in the next little while that I can keep for longer than 90 days, I may as well end it.Â As Michael Douglas’ character said it in the film “Falling Down”, maybe I’m just not economically viable.Â Most of my family is dead and no one really gives a damn […]

6/6/2013 4 comments

It’s getting worse

by lma3932 3/5/2013

written by lma3932

I am 19 and I’ve been cutting myself since I was 15. I cut on my legs so that no one will see them. I do it to distract myself from the sadness and emptiness and the constant thought of suicide. I feel like I’m notÂ going to amount to anything, not going to do anything great with my lifeÂ and be a complete failure.Â I’ve kept it a secret all this time. This is my first year in college and one of my new friends found out what I’ve been doing. She’s been tring to get me to stop but she doesn’t know what see’s doing. She […]

3/5/2013 1 comment

Help anyone?

by H1RO 1/19/2013

written by H1RO

I’m unhappy, I haven’t been diagnosed with depression, but I find that I’m easily depressed. The only moment of repose I feel is either when I’m asleep, (due to the fact that I do not dream, it’s just blackness and my worries fade away… until I wake up and find them again) and when I’m with my girlfriend (one of the few reasons I feel I can continue).) I get this uncomfortable, heavy feeling in my chest a lot when I’m sad and it makes me want to tear my heart out. I often am discouraged due to my lousy fast food job, my lack […]

1/19/2013 6 comments

Another Failed Attempt The First in Months

by BrooklynBoxx 12/18/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

I attempted suicide last night again.. but as you can tell i didnt succede. I took a handful of prenatal vitaims but just ended up heaving my guts out along with some blood. My dad and i got in a huge fight, cause i hung up on him in the morning while running for the bus.

It got worse when he planned TWO doctor appointments in the middle of my end of course test. I was pissed so i sent him a angry text in all caps. Then when i got home i went to a friends to install a game onto my computer and we […]

12/18/2012 5 comments

This will kill me..

by BrooklynBoxx 12/15/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

The shooting today.. 20 kids dead… 6 adults it brought up so many memories, that may have even no relation.

First the shock that someone can hurt kids so innocent.. then i remember my past 2 people hurt me.. when i was so young.. to innocent to protect myself. At their entire control, my life was basically in there hands…

Then i thought of how these kids would suffer 5-10 years from now. Like i do today, the symptoms of my PTSD have cause severe depression, anxiety, insomnia, psudo siezures, multiple persanality disorder, and bipolar. I agree some of these may not have been a direct result, […]

12/15/2012 15 comments

What A Stupid Satirical Rant

by orangish 12/14/2012

written by orangish

Sex. Sex, sex with sex and sex. I like sex. Sex is sexy. If you don’t like sex, then have some sex. Sex is good with sex, but only if you have fries and a burger made while having sex.

Sex is super. Sex is god. Sex is the foundation of western society. Sex is absolutely relevant in all possible cases where sex might occur or otherwise be sexy.

If you don’t care about sex, you’re not having enough sex. Or you’re having too much sex with people who aren’t sexy.

Relationships largely fail today because sexual compatibility is overlooked while personal compatibility is taken into consideration by […]

12/14/2012 22 comments

i just want someone to see this and let it sink in.

by stinamaria 10/14/2012

written by stinamaria

my favorite band motion city soundtrack has lyrics that everyone should consider;

“they say what doesnt kill us
MAKES US WHO WE ARE”

as much as we can all look at our ‘struggles’ and ‘disorders’ as something that defines us, dont let it. dont BE your disorder. dont let it ruin or run your life, from depression panic disorder, bipolar, ED, whatever. youre lettinng whatever created that disorder in the first place make you.

i know how hard it is, to make a conscience effort to just BE YOU everyday with the struggles of school, work, kids, significant others, family and the fucking economyy on […]

10/14/2012 2 comments

Back to darkness

by lostchild445 6/17/2012

written by lostchild445

ive lost everything. My money, my friends, my family, my job. People keep telling me “oh you’re only 16 you’ve got your whole life ahead of you” but I know that’s total bs. Of those 16 years, I’ve been depressed for 6 and I’ve wanted to die for 4. I don’t want to see what life brings in 30 years. Because I already know what it’s gonna be like. Me miserable, alone, broke, probably homeless living off booze weed and ramen I cook using trash fires and a pot I stole from walmart. Trying to find a way to die but unable to actually do […]

6/17/2012 2 comments

Today, tomorrow, forever.. Allways..

by david009 1/30/2012

written by david009

Today I left my house For the first time after such a long time. I went to the dentist to get my braces removed, the last time I went was a year ago. I was on anti depression medication and life seemed fine, I was fun to be around at the time. since then I fell of the face of the earth and well most of you know how that feels like.. Well anyway I went to the dentist, my eyes burned from the brightness of the daylight. By the time I got there my eyes looked a mess. I went in to see the […]

1/30/2012 2 comments