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Used to Be

by NicoleK 5/5/2016

written by NicoleK

Just a song a wrote a few years ago after having my heart broken by a stupid boy…I was reminiscing on what it was like when I had the creativity to write, and it felt good to play. This recording is rough, and I messed up obviously a few times, but doing it has helped to curb the pain today.

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Used-to-Be-5_5_16-12.52-PM.m4a

Verse
Sometimes I try too hard
It never gets me very far
And this whole darn world could stop
And I’d never know
‘Cause I’m watching you go
And I don’t wanna settle back down
Into being by myself
‘Cause this whole darn world would […]

5/5/2016 7 comments

Protected: Self-loathing is actually a wonderful coping mechanism.

by whiskered-fish 4/27/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/27/2016 39 comments

@phantomCit

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/25/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Thank you for allowing me to interpret this.

Have a wonderful evening. Love yourself and be kind.

4/25/2016 3 comments

I actually want to cry.

by mentally conflicted 4/8/2016

written by mentally conflicted

please cut off my leg. I’m crying atm.

Have a wonderful day, lovelies.

4/8/2016 15 comments

hahaha

by Alan Ominous 4/6/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Like a vulnerable caterpillar, I wish to build a cocoon.
To transform into a raging asshole.
So fuck you, fuck your thoughts, fuck your dreams, fuck your desires, and fuck your feelings.

I’m here for me. I’ll do as I wish, when I want and however I like. Fuck your opinions on this.

Am I still depressed? Surely, fuck you for asking.

I’d continue, but I’ve run out of fucks to give at the moment.

Have a wonderful fucking Wednesday,
Tell someone to go fuck themselves.
I’m steady mailing out dildos.

Fuck off,
Alan

4/6/2016 23 comments

Protected: So my Easter was really good

by whiskered-fish 3/27/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/27/2016 7 comments

English roses for you!

by Hampshire_Girl 3/17/2016

written by Hampshire_Girl

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As a Brit living abroad, here’s a couple of pictures to help you remember the what it’s like back in the old country. The first one was taken in Hampshire (where else!) at a place called Old Winchester Hill. It’s my favourite spot in the world and where I want my ashes scattered when the time comes. You wouldn’t think there could be so many shades of green. It’s a green and pleasant land indeed – well at least in this one small corner of it!

3/17/2016 17 comments

Depressed Insomniac Ramblings (with fake blueberry bits)

by Cordless 2/15/2016

written by Cordless

One thing about being in a stretch of insomnia is that the rest of you are probably sound asleep, dreaming amazing dreams while I am sitting here typing.

Random things I think about while sitting here alone and awake:

If insomnia kills brain cells, I will probably forget my ABC’s by this time next week. Who am I again?

If, after we die, we get to go to another world where our wishes finally get granted, I would love to live in a tiny seaside cottage with a wonderful guy who honestly loves me. It would be wonderful if he played the cello. I picture a flower bed […]

2/15/2016 20 comments

Revelations

by TheRoadSoFar 2/12/2016

written by TheRoadSoFar

It’s true that for some people having a dream is wonderful. Pursuing that dream is the “vital support” that gives them the will to continue on, that gives them the strength to keep getting better and better, and with each day that goes on, they get closer to fulfilling it.

But what if you’re just not meant to fulfill that dream?… What if for whatever reason you simply don’t have the motivation to go on? What if something out of nowhere just holds you from fulfilling it?

Call it whatever you want to call it. Luck. Fate. I don’t believe in any of those things, […]

2/12/2016 3 comments

Happy New Year 2016

by HatedGirl 12/31/2015

written by HatedGirl

Hope everyone had a wonderful christmas Happy new year 2016 to each one of you may your year be great tonight ill be celbrating drinking and enjoy ur day and new years all Happy new year 2016 🙂

12/31/2015 2 comments

Tis the season…

by Romanticide 12/28/2015

written by Romanticide

For all things wonderful, for family, for gift giving and gift receiving. For eating too much and drinking too much. For laughing with others and enjoying ourselves.

Yet why during this time do I year after year research ways or attempt to kill myself. I understand it’s a tough time of year. However I can’t say anything specific happened this time of year. I just can’t keep up with the joyfulness I feel the pressure to be a part of. The rest of the year I can hide away and blend in if I feel like crap, but people seem to notice a lot more this […]

12/28/2015 2 comments

You Are Loved :)

by Dave_N 12/14/2015

written by Dave_N

Hey guys, I just wanted you to know that you are all loved and you are all wonderful people. Keep fighting the good fight. 🙂

12/14/2015 4 comments

My Demons…

by Ylem 12/14/2015

written by Ylem

Someone help me. Even if it is just to talk. I’m suffering.
I can’t contain my demons anymore.

You did this.

You made me do this.
It was always there.
Lurking in the shadows.
I kept my demons at bay.
I always managed to hide them behind my wonderful smile. My… Laughter…

You did this.

You broke me.
You pushed me to the very edge.
I’m there.
So take it. It’s exactly what you deserve.

Don’t apologize.
I don’t want to hear you say, “Ek is jammer.”
For what I am going to do to you
For the pain I will inflict on you
Just know, “Ek is nie jammer.”

I […]

12/14/2015 4 comments

Good first step

by SoVeryTired 12/9/2015

written by SoVeryTired

Today at work I started to really feel bottomless sad, and the desire to end my life became once again overwhelming. But because of that recent lovely moment with my son, I actually had enough sense to not let myself sink further, but call my psychologist. Quite by miracle I got an appointment that very afternoon, due to a last minute cancellation. Usually the wait list is weeks long, unless it’s an absolute emergency. I take that as a good omen. And she is wonderful. I’ve been seeing her for years now, and she’s one of the major reasons I’m still alive.

Im just in my […]

12/9/2015 2 comments

This is it

by Ylem 12/1/2015

written by Ylem

I had a plan. But things keep moving from bad to worse and worse and fucking horrible.
It was going to be wonderful. Poetic in a way. Peaceful. Painless. Less traumatizing for whoever will find me. But fuck that. Tonight, Im taking a rope to a tree I usually run off to when my parents are at each other’s throats. I always find peace there. Now it’ll be forever peaceful, finally.

12/1/2015 5 comments

Hello Loves :)

by Take a Deep Breath 11/29/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Just wanted to pop in, say hello, and hope everyone had a wonderful day 🙂

11/29/2015 7 comments

I wish you all continue having what I do not have.

by rainyday 11/26/2015

written by rainyday

I am here to write no about my eternal desire to die, because this is not a day for that. This is a day to be Thankful for others people happiness. This a day for be Thankful for all of you that have wrote me when I have been very close to take my own life. This is a day in which many will have the happiness that I do not have and most probably will never have. A day in which many will be surrounded by family, others by friends.

Happy Thanksgiving for all of you. Wish you that can be have a wonderful day. And […]

11/26/2015 1 comment

Stupid me, hating myself and wanting to disappear

by nothingme00 11/24/2015

written by nothingme00

I have what seems like a perfect life, but i want out. I have a wonderful caring boyfriend that spoils me with love and affection but it isn’t enough and never will be because i do not love myself. When I look in the mirror all I see is failure. I don’t have a job, can’t keep a job or go back to school.. My social anxiety is a serious problem and the depression isn’t helping either. Living with memories of abuse i suffered as a child really gets to me and my thoughts are uncontrollable, it’s like it just keeps repeating over and over […]

11/24/2015 1 comment

I feel…

by alina_01 11/19/2015

written by alina_01

the emptiness coming back in and consuming me. I feel so alone, the holidays are coming up and my birthday is coming up. But honestly I have no one to celebrate with so what’s the point. On thanksgiving I will be home alone, no family, no food, even if I tried to plan something it would end up a mess. My birthday well forget that I’ll be lucky if anyone remembers or shows up. Christmas will be empty and I’ll bring in the new year alone what a wonderful thing. I’m so heart broken, sad and empty and it hurts to be alive right now. […]

11/19/2015 5 comments

THAT dream…

by BlueEyes 11/12/2015

written by BlueEyes

So I had that dream again. You know – that dream of the last time you felt truly happy. You relive that past experience time and time again in your dreams. And you have this dream, and it’s so amazing, wonderful and happy. And then you start to wake up. And the happiness starts slipping away as you wake more and more. And the depression takes a stronger hold and screams, “Ha-Ha! FUCK YOU! That wasn’t real! IT’S ALL GONE!” So you want to sleep, but can’t because “that dream” might happen again. So sweet, and yet so devastating.
Yup. Been there my friend.

11/12/2015 5 comments

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