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like a nightmare

by thedrowninggirl 3/29/2014

written by thedrowninggirl

I just can’t do this. I keep trying and trying to just BEAR IT but I can’t.

I can’t bear it. Is this really what’s going to finish me off? THIS is going to be the reason my life ends? Over someone who doesn’t love me? That is one of the stupidest, most childish and facile things I have ever heard and yet it’s my life, it’s happening to me, I never thought in all these years struggling to stay alive with my disorder, praying sometimes I’d wake up in the morning, the loneliness, the money, jobs and time (so much time) all lost, the defeats […]

3/29/2014 1 comment

Alive Out of Habit

by breaking_the_cycle 3/28/2014

written by breaking_the_cycle

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/03/Alive-Out-Of-Habit.mp3

Why should it be taboo to kill ourselves? Just because other people don’t want it doesn’t make it abnormal. I don’t understand why people want to continue living with all the shit they have to deal with. Wake up, go to school/work/, eat, sleep, rinse, repeat. I’ve had relationships, but to me they’re more trouble than they’re worth. I don’t want to have kids. I care about my family, but that’s a tiny portion of life. It’s not enough to keep me going because I still have to be me every day and it’s exhausting. The rest is work, eat, sleep, fuck, etc. That’s […]

3/28/2014 23 comments

Appreciation

by ClairDeLune 3/20/2014

written by ClairDeLune

is so important. You have to appreciate what you have and be thankful. And being/ feeling appreciated makes a life worth living. Usually it is the family and very close friends who appreciate you and who show you that need you and love you and will always be there for you.

In my case – since I wouldnt put any of my friends in this category – it has always been family that made my life somehow worth living. I would even call them the only reason why I am still alive. During the last few weeks I started to realize something though, and I have […]

3/20/2014 7 comments

Dammit I wish there was a reason.

by nozmoking 3/18/2014

written by nozmoking

Seriously – if there was something to look forward to that made enduring the pain of bending my hips, back and knees to put my clothes on before work worth enduring but there isn’t.
If I was only just a little comfortable in my own skin so I felt like I deserved to have someone waiting for me at the end of the day to soothe me and hold me again but I don’t.
If I could rest, I mean really rest when I sleep instead of tossing and turning all night long trying to stay one step ahead of the pain and waking to […]

3/18/2014 14 comments

My Near Suicide Attempt from the book I wrote about it, and my recovery

by thementallyillmentor 3/14/2014

written by thementallyillmentor

Recently, I spoke to a Mom that told me a very sad statistic about her son’s high school.

She said that 3 teenage boys had taken their own lives in 3 years!

I felt deep sorrow about this situation not only because of the loss of 3 precious lives, but also becauseÂ I, too, have struggled with depression.

And, I, too have been tempted strongly to attempt suicide.

In this excerpt from the introduction of my book:Â The “Mentally ill” Mentor: Practical Principles for Achieving and Maintaining Balance in Your Life, I explain my heart-wrenching experience in greater detail.

Here it is, word for word from my […]

3/14/2014 8 comments

The World

by RealKris 3/13/2014

written by RealKris

It’s not really worth living in is it? when you think about it, there are at least 100 unspeakable things that happen every second, we as people are dirty, filthy things unworthy of life if we do those kind of things with it….i just started posting here but i think that this world is filthy and just not worth living in. I hate it, and i feel an almost inherent hatred for a lot of people in it, if that makes me some kind of weirdo or psycho or sociopath then so be it, but thats just what i observe from living on this shit […]

3/13/2014 2 comments

by deadlynights 3/11/2014

written by deadlynights

i’ve given up.

i just don’t try anymore in life.

don’t try in friendships.

don’t try in my relationship with my parents.

don’t try in school.

don’t try to succeed.

don’t try in life.

it just isn’t even worth it. can someone help me? i just don’t know what’s worth trying for anymore.

i need some encouragement to keep moving or i might just stop…

3/11/2014 5 comments

by EvilOni22 2/26/2014

written by EvilOni22

My name is Justin Smith. I live in Lexington, KY. I am 26. Talking with everyone here has been truly uplifting. You are all so awesome in your each and individual ways. I had the privilege getting to know a few of you and got to share thoughts with a lot of you. Thank you for that. I am at piece with this. Not all situations can be fixed, nor are all situations worth holding onto after broken. My life is broken. My heart is broken. I would not say my mind is broken, but my spirit is broken and my will is broken. There […]

2/26/2014 9 comments

Alone

by and__alone 2/21/2014

written by and__alone

Laying here alone in bed

Staring the cuts on my legs

Wondering is it even worth it

Is it even worth living this life knowing everything is against you

Yes it’s worth it, you hear from everyone

But that one little voice in your head tells you its not

That little voice powers over everyone’s voice

Soon enough this life you live becomes dark lifeless emotionless

Listen to the noises around you

Listen as they fade away

Soon this life you live becomes over

Dead.

2/21/2014 1 comment

Reasoning and thoughts. I’m still here. Wish I wasn’t.

by juniper keepsasecret 2/20/2014

written by juniper keepsasecret

When I try to justify the point life I consider what I’ll tell my child when they ask why we exist. Not only do I not know the answer, I don’t believe that there is one.
When discussing my own belief in the futility of life people try to remind me of the good things in life.
Try to convince me that there’s always something good.
Occasionally reminding me that my own loss of life would be devastating to those around me.
Carey’s death was devastating to me. It’s devastating every day.
So yes I know how you might feel. Now maybe you might know […]

2/20/2014 2 comments

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by quaero 2/18/2014

written by quaero

Nothing is forbidden anymore.

Nothing is worth doing anymore.

2/18/2014 11 comments

Is it worth living anymore?

by suicidalgirl02 2/18/2014

written by suicidalgirl02

I honestly feel like giving up, I dont know what to do with my life anymore. Yes I know I’m 12 years old I should just be happy. I’ve been suffering depression since I was 9. I started self harming when I was nine. It started of really small. It soon got worse and worse. Scars cover my body. Â I cant go a day without thinking of suicide. I’m bullied everyday my parents currently split up my 3 baby sister died. I’m cyberbullied, I used to be abused. I soon learnt to keep to myself I told ONE person about my past abuse everyone soon […]

2/18/2014 2 comments

worth your time

by heartcore 2/4/2014

written by heartcore

2/4/2014 0 comment

People Are Full Of Bull.

by Peachturnover 2/1/2014

written by Peachturnover

People tell you to not kill yourself and they give you every fucking reason to do it. How’s about it’s my life and I will deal however I feel like I can to get over the pain. Someone hurts you and then tells you how to deal? That’s just bullshit. I believe if you don’t want to go through pain, you shouldn’t cause it in the first place. You can’t call yourself a good person and then go around using people. I never thought a piece of ass was so damn worth hurting someone over. Or money for that matter. I always thought that as […]

2/1/2014 3 comments

Tedium.

by Feeblefish 1/30/2014

written by Feeblefish

This isn’t really something I usually do, I’m more of the “bottle it up” kind of guy, but I really need to get this out and Google led me here as an appropriate place to do so. It’s up to you if you want to read all this, but at least if you do, I have some validation of my efforts. Which I imagine would be nice.

Well… here goes.

I should be happy or satisfied enough really, shouldn’t I?

I mean, I did life right. I left school, got a steady dead end job and got myself a place to live independently. In this […]

1/30/2014 13 comments

What’s the point?

by Invisible2theWorld 1/27/2014

written by Invisible2theWorld

Honestly, I’m not much of a writer so I will apologize ahead of time. I truly just want my feelings to heard. There is only a few people that know what I have been going through and yet they still sit back and do nothing. Sure, they express there concern for me and say, “It’s not worth it” or “I know how you are feeling” or “Give it time, it will pass”. Okay, it may not be worth it looking from your eyes, but to me it is. THAT’S WHY I’M SO UPSET! IT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME! I’m sorry, but there is absolutely no […]

1/27/2014 1 comment

Fuck My Life v.v

by Krys 1/24/2014

written by Krys

It’s not worth it anymore. I don’t know how much longer I can take this damn depression go away or all of the stress… What am I supposed to do? I can’t take anymore… maybe it’s best to break… oh,… oh, wait I can’t anymore I’ve already reached the maximum of that. Goodbye… for a little at least.

1/24/2014 1 comment

excessive guilt

by pillarofsalt 1/22/2014

written by pillarofsalt

Feeling so guilty over the fact that I’m going to disappoint my parents(have to break some bad news) yet again! it’s killing me inside and now is making me think to kill myself physically too! I was doing about okay when this piece of news dropped on me.. its my life story..when things are about to go okay there will be something to kill off any progress..

hate my life and truly want to see the end.. life is not worth living

1/22/2014 21 comments

We are all worth dying for

by Leah_Michelle_ 9/26/2012

written by Leah_Michelle_

Hey Yaâ€™ll, my name is Leah and I want to share with you my suicide story. I just want to go ahead and start off with the fact that I love you, and I am praying for you every single day.
So, where to beginâ€¦
Ever since I can remember I have been suicidal. I have had these thoughts for as long as I can remember. I knew it was not the right way to think, that children were supposed to be happy, and the fact that I was not made me feel as if I was doing something wrong. I had trouble coping with […]

9/26/2012 1 comment

Tired

by TarotXIII 9/1/2012

written by TarotXIII

I’m geting really tired this ridiculous life. All I do everyday is turning my brain to off so I can run away from my pain. That’s the only thing that worked so far too. I can’t connect with anyone, can’t relate to anything and can’t find any worth in me. I’m tired of pretending I still want to do studies, tired of pretending everything is gonna get better. I’m sick of hearing the same lies everyday, sick of lying all the time. I can’t bare living among people who’d rather value greed, malice, and putting their kind down all the time. I’ve had enough of […]

9/1/2012 0 comment

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