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Remember when we didn’t existed ?

by Lacalamity 5/11/2016

written by Lacalamity

Man oh man I surely miss those times before I was born, felling nothing, no hunger, no thirst, no emotions and times flew bye so fast don’t you think guys ?

So yeah I really want to go back to those good days, I don’t want a paradise or hell, I don’t want to be conscious, maybe because I fear to see my family from the otherworld.

But jeez it is so tempting, the good old days, jokes on me if we live again the same life.

so yeah, loosing it soon as time goes bye and as the gun locker laughs at me.

If anyone wants to know […]

5/11/2016 6 comments

My only reason

by kamidaka 4/23/2016

written by kamidaka

I don’t really know how the idea came to my mind, but I’ll do it.

As many of you know, my life is a living hell, and yeah, a lot of people wonder how am I still alive.

There’s something in this world that I love with all my soul, with all my heart. No matter what happens to me, that little thing puts a smile on my face. It brightens my day.

And now, I’ll try to make something for that thing. The thing that keeps me alive.

I’ll have to give up on the idea of trying to leave again, because I’ll need some money. […]

4/23/2016 0 comment

Protected: Update. I slept on it.

by whiskered-fish 4/21/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/21/2016 17 comments

Fuck

by Emptyface 4/14/2016

written by Emptyface

Fuckn shit, I run out of video games and booze and I’m just like whellp, I geuss it’s time to end my life because fuck this shit, but then I’m always like, oh yeah, you can’t, and I have a fun time feeling empty. Feelsbadman.jpg

I just want toget out of here.

4/14/2016 1 comment

by Alan Ominous 4/9/2016

written by Alan Ominous

https://youtu.be/SYBn8847ny0

Almost felt a tingle of a tear. Songs send chills down my spine. But, yeah, hope y’all enjoy I already know you’ll relate.

4/9/2016 8 comments

Nothing left

by BlondeWig 3/28/2016

written by BlondeWig

Do you ever just stay up late til like 5am and just struggle to find a reason to not kill yourself? I have done this for the past 2 weeks.

The worst feeling in the world, is being treated like a second option, and feeling unwanted. Being with someone who constantly makes up excuses for not seeing you and then wonders why I get upset so often.

My family disowned me. I have 0 hobbies. 0 friends. I do nothing with my life except go to work and be bored as fuck in my house alone.

I tried to kill myself once, obviously failed. At first I thought, […]

3/28/2016 9 comments

Try’s again

by Drowning 3/23/2016

written by Drowning

Me-Already been laying here 3 hour

insomnia – haha yeah and I’m wide awake

me-my eyes burn Close eye

insomnia -u can close your eyes it don’t stop your brain from thinking about your whole life right til now

me-you do I we’ve almost been up 24hours

insomina – haha yeah so what who needs sleep ?

Right ….

3/23/2016 5 comments

Welcome back

by Drowning 3/23/2016

written by Drowning

it’s been a wile but I guess your due to return

Me-hay insomnia it’s been awhile

insomnia-I know you thought u could hide from me with sleeping pills right ?

me-umm well kinda yeah u keep me up all night messing with my head making me over think and drain the little life I have in me

insomnia – haha well I’m back to kick u in the teeth what u going to go with out them pills now huh ?

me-……..

Insomnia- you know your life a mess right ?

Me-no I didn’t know it was a mess actually I thought it was going fine if u ask me that’s why […]

3/23/2016 14 comments

Glorification Vs. Trying to be positive

by Bri 3/18/2016

written by Bri

****Starting this off with a trigger warning because I don’t want to make someone upset or make them hurt unnecessarily. So read with caution (Mentions of self harm) ****This is a rant****

On Facebook, a few people on my friends list are sharing this picture. It has a recovering self harmer’s arm covered in scars saying something about them being ‘tiger stripes’ and not making you gross.

I suppose from an angle this could be glorification, however there is also a nasty little note tacked to the picture. Calling whoever does this a “sicko” and saying they “need help.”

All I have to say is… Well, duh? Let […]

3/18/2016 1 comment

alright…

by Alan Ominous 3/10/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Sweetness.

Been raining and gloomy all day, hell yeah…

Made a deal to get a new to me (used) guitar, fucking-A.

Going to a guitar shop tomorrow to fuck off, bullshit music with strangers, hot damn.

See, when life teabags you, just keep sucking till something sweet comes along.

3/10/2016 25 comments

I’m really distressed

by disgusting 3/6/2016

written by disgusting

I don’t know why I care so much, but yet I do. My ex is about to be homeless and penniless without a soul on earth around to help. He lives in Alaska so yeah pretty damn far away. His mom could pass away any day now. I’m scared of what could end up happening to him knowing his tendency to drink. He’s been sober for about 6 months just out of being penniless and having no way to get any money. I don’t want him in bad shape, in jail or dead. I’m so afraid for him and there’s nothing I can do.

3/6/2016 1 comment

it’s me (again)

by red_queen_of_lies 3/4/2016

written by red_queen_of_lies

so it’s me again. i’ll probably be writing posts all day long, spilling my dark and unforgiving past onto the internet for all to see. so. yeah. i already told you a bit about my goddamned life before, and so keeping that in mind, i’ll tell you more about what i call “my personal hell on earth”. great, right? no? yeah, i thought that’s what you were gonna say. i’ll be back at approx. 12:30 (my time) with juicy details about my sucky life.

3/4/2016 2 comments

Oh the scars…

by TheRoadSoFar 2/20/2016

written by TheRoadSoFar

I cut (yet again) about 3 hours ago after 2 years of having gotten over it. Yeah, it sucks… I did it in the middle of a party. I was the only depressed asshole there and no one noticed or gave a damn.

So… yeah… how much time does it take for a scar to heal?

2/20/2016 4 comments

looking down

by ginger03 1/20/2016

written by ginger03

does anyone else get the feeling when your walking everyone is judging you? that they are looking at you with eyes filled with sympathy. that you’ll never be good enough for them. or pretty enough? they feel sorry for your ass because they know that you’ll never be enough for anyone. and when you feel happy for a couple days and someone has to be a complete ***** and ruin it. yeah? because same.

1/20/2016 4 comments

Getting help

by 200085 1/16/2016

written by 200085

I posted on here a while ago asking for help with therapy. I wanted to ask why do people feel the way they do when you tell the truth about how you feel. Yes everything that everyone is going threw is sad, but if you really want help with it you have to be honest and tell the truth right. But then when you tell the truth you get nothing but negative reactions or people just blow you off. I compleatly understend now why everyone never really tells people there true feelings. Well not to people like there families. One of the worst part about […]

1/16/2016 6 comments

So yeah a little something on how I am quite happy lately

by Lacalamity 1/14/2016

written by Lacalamity

First off I am sorry Monster for you.

So yeah, lately I did became more calm and a degree under happy, rather satisfied. I have everything I need here, no work, no other people.

Speaking of people, I really feel like being asocial, I don’t wanna see anyone, don’t wanna talk and it is just fine to be honest, I have everything at home to be entertained so yeah.

Second, I guess this varies from guy to guy but I had like a maturation phase in some days, I rarely think about having a girlfriend now, even disliking the idea of having one. Which is keeping my head […]

1/14/2016 4 comments

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by Harlot.Rebel 1/13/2016

written by Harlot.Rebel

Gettn super high tonight leaving the drinking for tomorrow. So yeah ima be up allnight. Its sad that the only way i can get some sleep is by being drunk.

1/13/2016 4 comments

New year, New problems / New hope.

by Still wandering 1/12/2016

written by Still wandering

Pain (left side chest.)
Again energy less.
And yeah my thoughts. Crazier than ever. ( my emotions are on roller coaster.)
The wrost, just experienced the extreme pain in my knees. Unable to stand on my feets.

But I have hope. I’m stronger than ever. Cause I never thought I would survive this much of craziness. Thank to my soul mate. She makes everything so easy. Her presence can change me to this 🙁 into 🙂 .

1/12/2016 2 comments

So yeah I am posting after a time

by Lacalamity 1/12/2016

written by Lacalamity

So yeah I am here, quite a things have happened, so take a seat and don’t expect this to be something too grim.

So I fought my depression, and finally won, I guess, I feel more neutral or rather “passive happy” now…Maybe with an image things would clear up: I feel like a lone wolf in his cave having food and water.

I am happy with what I have here, always water and something to eat, it is warm, and nobody is here to get on my nerves.

But this is what I have fought for in school, to never go back there.

And I broke my phone, which […]

1/12/2016 4 comments

Relapse

by lulereign 1/9/2016

written by lulereign

It’s been awhile since I’ve written here. Things have actually been looking up. I told my parents through my counsellor about my self harming and suicidal thoughts. They were surprised, but I wasn’t chewed out like I expected to be.

Anyway, I’d thought that things would change. But I realise that they really don’t get it. They still don’t get it and I give up. My parents talk about my cutting as though it were a joke, especially
my dad.

My parents seem to have told my brothers about it, and they make fun of my scars. I mean, it’s difficult to stop thinking about it, but […]

1/9/2016 2 comments

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