To the youth and adults who have decided to live, at least for today… The person who makes your soul shiver. The song that makes your ears quiver. The food that makes your tongue dance. The activity that lulls your mind into a trance. The relative whose love warms your heart the most. The pets [...]

I’m scared. I have no idea what to do. I think all this stress is getting to me. I want to go back and make everything better. I think I’m getting an eating disorder. I KNOW I’m not fat, but when I look at my self, I feel disgusted. I never feel like I’m good enough. [...]

Ive been so depressed lately I just don’t know what to do with myself any more I have cuts and scars all over. One of my friends laughed at me when I told her I cut. My mum thinks I stopped I just don’t have the strength to tell her. My step dad abuses me [...]

i dont want to be here anymore i dont know what going on my lifes so messed up. everything went wrong when i was taken from my mother at the age of 11 i had to move to my dads because social services said my mum emotionally and mentaly abused us i was a good [...]

I broke the promise I made to them, the promise not to cut. I told them and they got mad. I said I had been depressed, I tried explaining the reason…I don’t think they meant to be mad but then I did break the promise. I told my friend and she then told the guy [...]

they say knowledge is power I say it’s a curse To not know the truth is my desire For ignorance is heaven on earth To not know how cruel this world can be To not know what is going to happen to me Because my destiny is known by none but fate They know the [...]

i was only five when my mom met my step father,i liked him.but when he started getting comfterable around me,thats when he became aggresive.He would scream at me for no reason and tell my mother things i never did.But of course my mother believed him.one day he was extremly drunk.i remember the day faintly.but i [...]

It calls it does again and again Begging and pleading saying ”Let me come in” You feel it aproaching quickening its feet Bringing death and disaster to all it does meet Awake at midnight you feel it’s power Have the urge to end your hour A slip of the blade a drop of red Breath does [...]

Before I begin with my story, let me just say that I’m staring death in the face and I’m at the end of my pitiful rope. It’s a long story so please get comfortable. At the very end, is a letter to my love.   September 25, 2010 – The day my life would change [...]

kso i have my suicide letter ready but i cant go through with suicide. i cant. i dont want to leave my brother behind. he is alwasy with me. i cant even leave him for a night without feeling bad. but at the same time i want leave. i just dont know what to do.