Well my name is travis i grew up in this little ass town where people was stuck up and rude and stuff. I know that since im older i realize how rude people are in this world that just because i was the fat gay kid in class didnt mean that i need to be picked [...]

Days waver in their silence. Passing through time, my heart unravels. I’ve become a rebel, I’ve overlooked things. Even the gentle smiles of strangers. The words “I love you” is all I have to comfort me. I am cradled in memories, and sinking deeper into loneliness. With a box of tissues beside me, I allow [...]

I’m not going to go into much detail again..if you want to see the last time I posted..it was February 2010, titled, “No longer” I believe..anywho, I’ll be 19 in about two and half weeks…I feel like I’ve tried as hard as I can, things got better since my last post, but…I’ve come to the [...]

I see myself as the tragic hero – in battle – with the forces of despair. In a battle against ashen solitude, hours would go by unnoticed. So did the countless number of sighs. I had been laying on the sofa. My eyes saw nothing. My mind remembered nothing. Trapped within the bone fortress of [...]

raped at age 5 parents divorce raped again almost successfully committed suicide but then people found me was in therapy and now I’m a sex addict. how the fuck are all these things connected?! ugh fuck my life >:/

I am officially alone now. My “bestfriend” is a guy, he told me EVERYTHING, and I told him EVERYTHING. But it turns out he was just leading me on the whole damn time. And I was here thinking he will always be by my side, and I will always be by his. He was my [...]

Fire burns itself out if it finds nothing else left to burn. However it always leaves ashes behind.  These skatter amongst the winds lost in despair, to be never found again, like looking for a single grain of sand hidden within the sandstorm. Look for it and you loose direction, follow it and you’ll have [...]

I have been irritated off and on like a bipolar fuck, no patience in the world mainly because my dad’s too much of a tight ass to let me spend one fucking day with my cousins because their mom is never home yet my other aunts and uncle live there too but no getting through [...]

For seven years now ive been lieing  to myself believing things would get better, people would change….my efforts to hold on would pay off….but ive hit a point where everything has lost meaning and hope….my thoughts of suicide are my only form of happiness now…my life has lost value i no longer see the point [...]

I am starting to realize no matter what u do in life you will never be able to escape life without all the pain that comes with it. Life will be good there for a while and then I will just be knocked down again like I always do.It always happens. I try to hold [...]