all i do is, cry eat and sleep…. nothing more nothing less… I’m so empty..lifeless.. i feel this way constantly… i don’t know what to do… i find it helps when i can talk to people.. like john or aaron… I’ve been talking to john.. but aarons been busy and i miss him so much! aarons my ex boyfriend.. we had to weak up.. but I’m hopping we’ll get back together soon…
i need someone to talk to who won’t judge me.. I’m a depressed 14 year old girl…. i use to cut but stopped… i tried to kill myself twice.. well kinda.. i stood on a bridge and was about to jump off, but never did… someday i wish i did jump off… other days I’m happy i didn’t…
my family hasn’t been the best.. we had family game night… everything was going great till my older sister didn’t win a round and flew off the handle, yelling….. i almost cried right then and there…. but isn’t i saved it for when I’m about to go to sleep.. becuz i cry basically every night…. gosh i hurt so much…. why can’t the world be a better place? why can’t we all be happy… and we could go the places we wanted, no questions asked… we could live where ever we wanted.. and our parents or family couldn’t tell us not to…
i live in saskatchewan canada, but i want to go to alberta canada and texas….
alberta so i can see john.. and texas so i can see aaron…. how come everyone who really cares about me lives so far away!?
garret… the guy apart of my biggest secret started talking to me.. after he ignored me for a month…. i don’t really know if i can let him in like i did before…
i want something big to happen in my life… but idk what it is… god put me on this world for a reason…. its taking me a long time to figure this out…. or what if god isn’t real and people have just made him up so we have something to believe in?
so many questions….. with no answers…
will life ever get easier?
will love ever get easier?
if you want to talk to me, not to sure why u would.. but my email is morgie222@hotmail.com
im so alone.. tho I’m surrounded by many people..
-Morgan
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:/ so I assume he didnt answer last night?
yah he didn’t.. but i talking to him for a minute this morning..
You have my email if you want to chat.
Will life ever get easier?
– Probably not. Whatever trial you’re currently suffering is automatically the hardest one because it’s the one you’re currently enduring. That’s not to say that there won’t be times when good things happen or things go well – just that there will also always be bad times. What MAY get easier is your knowledge of how to handle things. Only time will tell that.
Will love ever get easier?
– see above. Life and love have a lot in common.
I probably didn’t help with any of that. Sorry.
It’s ok. Your reply meant a lot 🙂
For me the key is in spite of anything that is going on, no matter how my functionality is…I love and appreciate myself unconditionally. That alone, has helped my spirits. Kind of like accentuating the positive instead of always focusing on the weight of everything. Just a choice. Cheers!