im panicking just let me get this out
(i dont mean for anyone to take these things too personally, i just need to share..)
i might come across really negative, dont let it effect you… im really a good person)
please feel free to give me some suggestions to add to the list, i’d really appreciate any feedback
i hate the doctors office
i hate cards (birthday, greetings….theyre so corny
the dentist
the phrase “how are you” and the conforming answer”well, thanks, yourself?”
hate how there’s little options as to what you get in life.
perfume
i hate how i have to lie to myself by thinking positively
i hate how i wanna runaway but i know i will regret it
who ask what your plans are and you have to lie
alcohol
costumes
swallowing pills
time
memories
fluorescent lights in bathrooms
i love being alone
lights
following directions
explaining directions
kissing parents
mushy gushy talk
the judges on American idol
how we are so insignificant to the universe maybe, kind of comforting?
security cameras hate them HATE THEM
PARENTS WHO CALL EVERY 10 SECONDS ASKING A BILLION QUESTIONS
EATING honestly i dont eat much, always to nervous for an appitite
how im SCREWED.
birthdays
i hate how i cant get one straight answer as to why people smoke?
old ladies in sunglasses
cold stares
answering phones, calling people( i like leaving messages)
the radios and how they brainwash the songs into your head, and how they don’t play the good songs
ponytails
anything damp
wearing earrings
stairs
confusing instructions
how books dont actually make sense
most rolarcoasters/rides
buying gifts ( i like giving them though)
i hate receiving gifts (it makes me feel selfish)
stop signs
hate how i dont make sense even to myself
snow, winter the cold
people and phones
how society loosing all its dignity, morality, standards, ethics
low battery
brushing teeth(its more of a fear)
the government
nosy people
rich people, selfish people
purses, and how i always loose stuff in them carrying them everywhere
i dislike how i have a pretty good life if you exclude my mental issues
how i always feel sick to my stomache(guilty/nervous/paranoid)
how i feel so immature
i dislike how i feel everything bad that happens is my fault
i HATE when you’re ordering something at a fastfood /canteen wateever place and the cashier just stares at you and pressures you/expects you to make your oder/decision right away.
hair
i dislike how im so lazy, but its really just mental, physical exhaustion
my eyebrows
people with way too thin eyebrows
i dislike how i don’t understand my self or any one
how im so random
how i’m such a differnt person than most people would ever imagine
i hate how i dont realize how many good qualities i have
i dislike how there’s no one like me
my freckles, my small eyes
small talk, or just conversing; its so boring and exhausting.
neighbours
windows
i hate how i feel so small and weak
seatbelts that choke u
how i could wait forever
how i feel so screwed, so bad
i love locks
celebrity
how im almost 18
i hate that im afraid people, even nice ones
i hate how im so confused
the concept of time
i hate how i dont understand anything
evolution
how i feel “stuck” the way i am
glasses
i hate how nothings guaranteed
sorry im mad at world
i hate talking about my huge issues
i hate talking
I love being straight up but i dont have to courage to speak my mind
i hate how i dont know how to NOT give a ****
amydalas
i dislike how i waste(d) so much time
i dislike how i dwell on the past
i hate depression, anxiety
i hate how i always feel ashamed/embaressed/bad
i hate how i feel like i have the universe on my shoulders
i hate how there’s probably no heaven
i hate making eyecontact, it feels like im starring and i get distracted by their eyes
i hate how im boring to the untrained eye
talking
i hate how i have to take online courses because of my social issues
i dislike that im so behind in school because i keep procrastionation, its just i feel this is a priority
i hate when people make me cry( i cry super easily)
i hate how i have to pretend i have more friends
i hate how im so different i hate how i have very acute heaaring
i hate how im afraid of toothpaste
i hate how im very paranoid about the effect i have on people
i hate how i dont know how to explain it
i hate how i wouldn’t wanna be anyone else
i hate how im such a coward, pathetic
i hate how im probably coming across as a negative person, sorry i just cracked