I feel invisible…and forever alone…

Hello. I recently just signed up .

My problem isn’t as severe as others, but this seems like a place to share stuff.

So . I made friends, but they never notice me. I try to say hi to them, but they usually  just walk on by. No ever says hi to me. They don’t even notice me.

Sometimes I would walk with people and they would be like,”Sorry, I forgot your name.” And its been a year since I known them. Even some teachers do that.

I happened to make friend with this popular girl, and she invited me to her group’s mall. Me, having no life, was absolutely thrilled and said yes.

When I went there, she and her friends immediately forgot about me, and travel across the mall. I had to run behind them. Later when I told them I had to use the bathroom, they told me they would wait. Later when I went outside, it turned out they forgot about me again, and left.

And the few friend I have who remember me, they make fun of how unnoticeable and forgettable I am…

I seriously thought of committing suicide so people would know who I am and remember my name. Stupid, I know. I would die for attention. I have gotten over it, but I’m still depressed…

I’m usually home by myself,and my divorced mom, comes back very tired after working for 12 hours. I don’t want to bother her by telling her my stupid problems…