Bye my suicide note

Dear family and friends,
I want you to know that I will be in a better place. I found peace with myself and I can now be happy. I didn’t want to be bullied anymore and I thought no one wanted me around anyway. But no one was there when I needed them the most and I felt hated my best friend moved and I found it easer to talk to my choir teacher.
Also I hated myself I hated talking and I hated everything about me and it’s just harder for me to live and be happy when I should have died a long ass time ago.
I didn’t feel wanted at home, because I felt like no one liked me and hated me. I felt like since everyone was against me I should die and maybe everyone would have been better off and at least happy knowing I’m not there to fuck anything up. And you all said that I couldn’t screw anything up more then I have. I just wanted to die and that’s just what I did and I hope you all have a better life without me I’m sorry I screwed up your lives
With love
Haylie