So I don’t want to go into too much details. However, I live with my dad and step mom. For the past 3 years I have been sick due to spinal issues along my back all the way up to my brain stem. Basically my entire spine has loosened, and the discs/vertebrae shift.
I have tons of back pain and neurological symptoms. There is a bone in my neck that shifts and pushes on nerves near the brain stem, causing reduced blood flow to the brain. This causes my body to tremble, as well as short term memory loss, inability to think, fluster of emotions, pain, adrenal fatigue, face and back pain, facial swelling, etc. The spine issues in back just cause excessive pain and numbness in legs. Needless to say, with both combined I can no longer function anymore. Inability to pick anything up without pain, and the inability to think or feel “content”, due to altered brain chemistry and lack of blood flow to the brain. I cannot even read a book anymore.
Anyway they treat me like garbage deliberately. They’ve never helped me with medical bills, I’ve drove myself everywhere across the country to get treatment. They simply ignore what I say I have, they ignore the doctors and say “you are paying them to say what you want”.
Reason: my dad simply does not care for my well being, and is a sucker for women — thats all he cares about.
He lets them run the house and his life. The previous one (my mother), put him 500k into debt and then he complained after he allowed it too happen. This one couldn’t give two shits about me because of the lack of biological attachement. Therefore she wants me gone so she can have the house to herself (selfish kunt).
Any anger he gets, he then takes it out on me. They compare my injury to their stubbed toe, and then tell me to deal with it. Every doctor I have been to understands the severity of the issue (one doctor even cried in front of me because of my illness) but they say there is “too much going on to pinpoint and warrant a surgery”.
Anyway I will most likely kill myself soon because I am not getting any better. I have been trying to earn money on my own to pay for medical bills (from internet) though the lack of blood to my brain makes it very hard to think or write properly. On top of that they deliberately do things to rattle me, and since this negative human communication is the only communication I recieve, it makes me feel even worse, and lingers.
I have a lot of childhood trauma, from my shitty parents, that regardless of ever getting ill, it would have been wise to go to a psychologist anyway. I have been chronically depressed since 8 years old and this injury has made everything sooo much worse.
There is also tons of scientific evidence linked to emotional trauma and injury, I have no doubt my prior trauma is exacerbating my symptoms, and though not the root cause are preventing me from healing (even though it probably would not heal regardless).
Anyway, I want to find a way to break them up or cause complete havoc in their life. I want it to never be traced back to me, and I want it to end them or cause them to hate each other…..I was much better off when it was just me and my dad. This is for the greater good anyway, this woman is no good (there married btw).
Thoughts so far =
poison (illegal and too risky)
text messages hinting at adultery (might only get one shot at this, and it might not have enough umf to break them up)
Please give me some awesome advice that will break them up or ruin their relationship forever. These people deserve it, regardless of the way they treat me.
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With everything you have going on, revenge should be the last thing on your mind. I don’t know how old you are but this is seriously the most childish plan ever. Go on disability for a while if needed but don’t try and fuck people over because you feel fucked over. They totally deserve it but you won’t manage to pull off some half assed master plan and never have it traced back to you. No such thing. Clearly, you have legitimate problems that need an incredible amount of help but from the looks of it, you might not have much time to get yourself some real help. Consistently being low on oxygen to the brain slowly causes brain problems leading to brain damage. Either you spend your working brain cells trying to exact revenge on people who will likely self destruct anyways. You said this lady was selfish and your dad is a womanizer– it’s quite obvious that whether it’s sooner or later, they’re gonna break up. Spend your time on more important things than worthless people. Evaluate your own worth and decide if living or udon is most comfortable for you but don’t just waste time on people who don’t care about you b
Dad is not a womanizer, he is a beta male. There will be no other women, this kunt will just get worse and worse as he gives her more an more. Its like a child that gets whatever they want, the longer it happens the worse they get.
I tried to go on disability. My step mom would not allow it, said she feels “uncomfortable about it”. Dad agreed with her because hes the lap dog.
I wouldn’t try to split up your parents because I don’t think it’s going to be worth it. If they are truly as bad as you seem to imply, what difference will it make?
My parents too do not really care for my health, and interpret all diagnosis’s as a ‘lie’ no matter who’s mouth it comes from so it really infuriates me that they’re listed as my emergency contacts. I’ve had quite a few severe things go on – definitely not as severe as what you’re going through since yours cannot be easily fixed – but severe enough to land me in the ER. However despite that, they think still think that I’m just being a baby about things and/or just a plain liar.. when they can moan for hours on end about a stupid papercut like they’re dying.
What they expect me to do in return for them in the future aren’t things that they have done for their parents – instead they spend time wishing that their parents would die because there existence is just a burden. I don’t think that they know what real love is beyond being there unconditionally for another, and sickens me to think that they’re demanding so much from me when they show no affection towards each other, nor their family, nor me. But I will take care of them at the end of the day.. whether it be near by or from some place afar, I will do my best.
But in your case, I’d like to say it would better for you to just leave and cut all of your ties because they’re not worth it. However given your condition, it seems that you won’t be able to keep a roof over your head for long on your own and you’re already swimming in debt. Perhaps next time you get the chance (when you visit the hospital or other medical centre) is to discuss your options with your doc, practitioner or a counsellor in the vicinity.. and explain to them what your personal circumstances are to see if they can help in any way. Other than that, you should probably see if there are any recommended exercises for you to strengthen your back so you can be more independent.
Stay strong.
Also they are sick in the head. When they deliberately treat me like shit.
I usually do 1 of 3 things:
If I tell them my symptoms they say “maybe he needs to go to the crazy house”. Or “oh ur just anxious take a pill”.
If I get mad, “oh you seem okay to me”.
If I lie in bed all day in pain, “oh you’re not trying to get better”.
If I go to a doctor to get better, “oh if you can go to a doctor, then you can clearly function and live normally”.
Yea the correct answer is to leave. Cut ties. Though its impossible for me to do that atm.
People like this don’t deserve happiness, they are everything that is wrong with our world.
Besides why should this kunt get free life for spreading her legs and being a *****, fuck her.