I don’t know why, I told my wife that I hate her. I do t hate her at all, it’s just easier to push people away so taking your own life will be easier. As I’m writing this I’m looking for a long enough extension cord in my garage so that I can hang myself. I’m going to make it easy on my wife and call the police before I kick the stool out from under me so that they find me and not her. I’m not an abusive husband, I work very hard to provide for my wife and son. I just think it will be better for him that his dad won’t be around. I have suffered from depression for more than half my life now, I just don’t want him to grow up having that around him. I hugged him before they left for my wifes sisters place and told him to be good for mommy and to listen to her. I have to go now
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Oh honey pushing your wife say won’t make it easier. Your son will be destroyed. Please, i can’t tell you what to do next but please stay that bit longer fight as hard as you can to stay here.
It takes balls to kill yourself i know it does, but if you got enough bravery to kill yourself right now then you have mote than enough courage stick around for another day i promise you that.
If you decide to wait that much longer get help talk to your wife. Someone could help you. You DONT have to suffer; someone could help you and that future is everything to fight for.
What you do is your choice now. But sir. I hope your choice is one that includes tomorrow. X
i really hope your okay. i hope that you were able to read my comment and maybe find something that was able to help you. im sorry if the comment got to you too late. really i am. x