There are a lot of things going on in my life and I don’t know if I can handle it anymore. I blame my mom for everything and my whole family are just judge mental. I’m never good enough for anyone or anything. The guy who recently told me he “loved me” I found out he danced with another guy at a gay club and got his number. I thought he was the one bc I love him. I think in the back of my head I knew he might be gay or bi but I don’t want to believe it. I’m scared on how I should bring it up to him bc in the end I’m the ones that hurting. Maybe I should just end my life and that way I’ll stop disappointing everyone around me. I’m scared on how to do it and scared of how much pain I’ll feel but I think this is the only way out.
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It certainly does sound as if you have a lot going on in your life. Family troubles are often hell and I’m sure the situation with your guy friend is hurtful and disappointing.
But none of this is worth ending your life. You can overcome family problems (I can speak from experience on that) and unfortunately, relationship troubles are generally a part of life, as much as it sucks. But, yes – I believe you should ask him about happened. Even if his answer is not what you wish to hear, at least you will know the truth. Best wishes to you.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
Absolutely agree with L4Y. All things come to pass. Family problems tend to resolve themselves, for better or for worse. Although with regards to mine, I simply disbanded myself from them.
The truth is by far better than the worry of not knowing with regards to your relationship. If I were to add anything, I would say that these are the experiences of life. It is cruel, it is unkind.
But you persevere. In spite of what everyone and anyone has been through on here, we’re still here, for some reason or another. It’s rare for me to say anything remotely positive, (I must be in a good mood for once) but please, take care.