so I’ve been thinking, what I said before is true but, I couldn’t end my life for the sake of my mother. I know she hurts and I couldn’t put her through anymore. I want to tell her everything. I want to talk to her and help her. I made a promise to myself last night that I will always be here for her. no matter how much pain I have to go through. I have enough as it is but for my mother I would do anything. she’s the strongest person I’ve seen in my life and my hero. I’ll absolutely do anything for her.
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I know what it feels like to be conflicted on how you feel about your mom. For the longest time I disliked my mom for the things she has called me but today I found out how much she has been through and in the end, I love her no matter what. I could never bring myself to suicide because of my mom and for the sake of not wanting to put her through anymore hurt. I still do wish I could talk to her about how much I’m hurting and don’t know how to cope with it but maybe, I’ll have courage to tell her and talk to her, one day. Hopefully, for you as well. 🙂
I feel the same about not leaving my sister. She’s the only family I have now, since Mum and Dad died. She is only 49 but was diagnosed with MS and is now completely immobile apart from her right arm. Confined to a wheelchair, and reliant on carers to do everything for her. My problems pale into insignificance by comparison.