Its been ages since i last wrote on here.
+++ Nothing has changed… Will i be like this forever?
I am still suffering from depression, stopped counselling because it wasn’t helping; but i realized recently i just wasn’t patient enough and i still continue to self harm as a coping method to help me through the mood swings and hatred.
On the plus side… i passed my gcses and started college- which is why my dad says i have no need to cut or be sad. Clearly he doesn’t understand what depression is…
*sigh*
What gets everyone through each horrible night and past the demons?
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why do u feel depressed?
Drugs. Or hot milk and biscuits.
A sense of self respect and a huge ego.
Oh and lots of cannabis!! Highly recommended!!
Wait wait wait.. Demons?? lol well I just tuck them in with me at night! 😉 if you have demons, start charging them rent now because they ain’t going anywhere!
Thanks, Cannabis does help.
Biscuits sounds good.
I dont even know the reason now.
It all started when my parents divorced and then i began to have self hatred.
“What gets everyone through each horrible night… ?”
The inability to stop time.
That helps you?
Being unable to stop time means that the night will inevitably pass, regardless of how unbearable or torturous any series of moments may be.
You’ll get through it just because time continues… even if that doesn’t make it any less horrible.