People give me your opinions on the meaning of life and what is our purpose of living?
Nihilism00
Life is a path to Nothinggggg, I hate it. Soo what, suicide?
Loneliness, A longing for just one hand to hold, for someone to love you unconditionally no matter who you are. To live happy, not a mask of happiness, real happiness. Sometimes it feel as if the stars are the only ones who love you. Never judging nor betraying. Yet there hands are to far for one to hold. So the dark continues to envelope me in darkness. Must it be to ask. Probably so. So hard to fight for salvation. All I want is to be able to enjoy my gift of life. That’s what we all want. I don’t even know who […]
This is just to comfort myself, there really is no point to me to write this.
Dancerina14, I remember meeting you here, your first post dedicated to me, ha I remember the video. And our conversation here. I instantly fell in love with your quirkiness. Little did I know we would start dating soon after. Now after almost four months I’m on the verge of losing you. All my fault, I’m a complete jerk sometimes, im not very understanding sometimes and I make you mad at me alot now and you have problems saying stuff to me with fear of upsetting me or making me […]
Stars see us, feel us, listen to us, they cradle us and blehh idk
Random rant. I’m inferior I feel. Worthless useless, pitiful. I feel that I don’t even deserve to live. I hate being human sometimes, worried about things I won’t mention here. I just want to enjoy life and I feel my friends and even family are preventing that from happening. I don’t care what there stupid thoughts of. Life is such a burden. If my gf reads this, I’m sorry but I am feeling suicidal now and no it’s not your fault.
🙁 can I just sleep forever, have nice awesome dreams. and be out of this nightmare. Theres only 3 good things I like about […]
Blank blank blank, is all that I see everywhere. No point of anything. Just a repeated cycle that goes on and goes on til the end of everything. Exsisting?, what does it mean? How does it feel to not exsist? There is no meaning to anything anymore, nothing nothing nothing at alll.
What is everything, im trying to be happy but why is it so hard. I have people who care for me, i have great friends who mean more than the world to me. But why would they love a loser like me, why do they care about me when they could just forget all together. Would i end up bringing them down?
Ive done nothing this summer. I just turned 17 and that made me reilize how much of a loser im becoming. I want a career, a family, a life. Wheres my social life at. Im too shy to go to gatherings and parties and […]
I hurt myself today, to see if I’d still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only things that real.
The needle tears a hole. The old familiar string.
Try to kill it all, but I remember everything.
What have I become, my sweetest friend.
Everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt.
I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liars chair.
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else.
I am still right here.
What […]
So cold is my dark room shrouded in black, none of the beautiful summer sunlight reaches in here. Scared of the outside world but also scared of my own heaven. So summer is here and I’m no longer trapped in school, but what does that matter, at least school was a place to escape, now I have nothing, but be trapped home all summer, I wish I had my license at least but I don’t, who is happy when your trapped at home all summer, I don’t know if itll help but I’m going to ask my mom for a counselor, why? To have something […]
Am I becoming a failure to myself and everyone around me, do I disappoint my every friend and my family. I can’t even be a good boyfriend to any girl. Every thing is the same routine every day every year every time. I can’t express enough how much I want out of Virginia, or at least my hometown. I hate it here, my school is filled with judgmental assholes. I’m useless, so useless, all I want right now is to watch my blood drip an drip and drip and drip. Watch it all drain out forever and save me from this life of nothing.
WHY AM I TRAPPED IN THIS HELL CALLED EARTH, i want out
I cannot sleep at all, too much thinking, I can’t even cry myself to sleep, why is it I hurt people in the end always, why!? Why do I even deserve to live here, do I even deserve to be happy. I don’t believe I deserve to be happy. Its hard resisting this urge to just cut, my whole body aches at the thought of waking up. Why can’t I just stay sleeping, there would he no pain, no emotion, no crying. I don’t want to go to school tommorro, all I wanna do there is go to a corner and cry my eyes out, […]
What is the meaning of life?
Who cares anymore, life is just so deranged. Death is an escape of it all, the pain, the loneliness, I really hate the way that I am, but an escape is what I need, I hate being lonely, it’s the worst damn feeling ever and it’s all my fault that I continue to be lonely. All I do is end up hurting people because I’m useless. I offer nothing to the world what so ever, a ghost is what I have become, a lonely orb in the darkness, all I ever wanted to feel was love.
I am blind to reality, I fail to see what my life truly is. I look to the sun and I see no happiness, just a ball of hell that keeps us alive. I look around the world and see cruelty everywhere. Torture, death, And many other negative things. So I just need to take a deep breath and be happy, the key to happiness, don’t think about anything, don’t say things you don’t mean as they will drive away friends, don’t let minor imperfections of yourself ruin your self confindence, My message is just live the way you want and don’t think negative.
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My every thought is empty, I have no love left in me, I am nothing more than a useless waste of space, on here and in life. I’m a worthless friend, I can’t help anyone, I always drive away people who love me, and Im just tired of being me. Why can’t I just be someone else, why do I cry myself to sleep everynight, why do I rarely talk to people, why have I become like this, so fucking stupid, did I honestly think I could be fucking happy. I can’t feel anymore joy, in anything whatsoever, people if you want to my […]
My soul is an empty shell of a darkish gray hue. A mirror that refuses to show any reflection of me. Untouched by the light and consumed by the darkest night. A paranoia unheard of in lamented skies up above the heavens. Misguided by screams of apparitions telling me to bleed. A lonely curse set upon me by the winds of time. If I could be as happy as a beautiful swan flying over seas too far for me to reach. If only the light of the sun could touch me, or the moons shadow could swallow me in unending bliss. Then I could fly, […]
So here I am, less than ten minutes to go to school and everything just seems too much to handle any longer. My plan today, go to school get treated like I don’t exist come home get on computer and listen to music. What the fuck is wrong with my life, I do the same damn thing all the time. I haven’t done ANYTHING that is fun, I don’t go to events, social gatherings, or parties. Im desperate for love, I really am. I’m a fucking idiot teenager with no and no hope of ever having a Life. But then do I really care, does […]
Today was pretty much happy, but for some reason I’m unable to stay that because I start thinking and it’s all negative thoughts and I wish I could make them cease but I’m just unable to so. I feel ugly even though my best friend says I’m not. I feel everyone just hates me when I know they don’t. I feel self conscious about every tiny aspect about me from my hair to the way I walk to my weight to the shape of my face. Sorry this is just random ranting, but I’ve never dated before and ive asked and been turned away, I […]