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June 25th, 2017by Icarus

Oh, finally! Something that explains how I feel! I could have used this song yesterday! And on many other days! Enjoy! I think you all here will appreciate it. I don’t mean that directed at any of you.

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Exit Strategy Needed!

June 25th, 2017by ByeBev

I’m a 24 year old woman, if I can even stomach calling myself that. I don’t where I am in my life right now, but I do know that everything I touch gets destroyed. Like the tips of my fingers are made of wild fire.

I know that most things that have occurred in my life are my fault. It’s my mouth. I guess trying to protect myself verbally from pain, digs a deep hole of powerful black tar that won’t wash away. Most folks around me are pretty healthy. They can let things go pretty easily, can have fun, breath, shut even mourn respectfully. Then there …

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June 25th, 2017by Robstein

Do you own guns?
If you had a good fully functionable gun, would it be over for you?

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The Last Knight and Runing Out of the Shit to Post About

June 25th, 2017by BlueDiamond

I never realized how much I enjoy having dinner and a movie at the same time. The only problem is the that looking the bill or menu can be distracting as you try to look at the movie. If you know who Nostalgia Critic is, he was right about everything this movie was going to be. Didn’t feel like making some Nostalgia Critic bingo, however I think the movie may be the best out of the five. Michael Bay might be approving.

The Good:
Transformers have more lines, are more active
Less silly human drama
No Sam Witwicky unless you want to count the cameo
Transformers are easier to tell …

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June 25th, 2017by Robstein

Has it ever happened to you to not like some people’s faces? Why?

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Another Beautiful Sunday

June 25th, 2017by hollow.anonymous

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its my first post ever on a forum .. I need to someone to talk to . I usually never talk to anyone. I used to believe I enjoyed being alone, but I realize what I’m doing to myself and it’s scary that I can’t stop myself. I’m killing myself slowly. The best/worst part is no one has a clue.

I’m a closet alcoholic. Not one person knows that I literally drink hard liquor all day/everyday. At the end of a long day of work sometimes I go home and black out, and tell my family I was just tired . My tolerance, as you can …

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Everything is in your mind

June 25th, 2017by hope432

Your misery, your pain, your negative thoughts, everything is in your mind. It’s not that the world is crazy or cruel. Let’s be honest. There are wonderful people who have wonderful lives. Some are not even rich.  And most people in the world even though most people are poor, they are not suicidal. They don’t have so much misery in their mind. They live life and even thrive.

What I am talking here is about the human mind. Put lots of negativity in your mind and you have a suicidal person.  There are many philosophies here on this site. Many are atheists and hope that suicide …

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June 25th, 2017by Robstein

1. What are the most weird things or experiences you had in your life?
2. What do you struggle with the most in your life or bothers you the most?

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Absurd

June 25th, 2017by notwhitenorblack

Denial. It’s such an absurd word, isn’t it? When you think denial, you think about other people, never about yourself. You may feel it deep in your gut but it is still always nonexistent.

There are just some things that happen to other people, never to yourself.

Even then, when all the evidence show you – this is it, it was here, it is here, it will be – you say that no, that’s a lie.

It’s fake, you’re fake, just pretending to be in pain, just being fake like you always are, just lying to others and yourself, just wondering, whispering, shouting that no, it’s never here. …

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Some people just dont get it

June 25th, 2017by lonewolf23

Of course we mustn’t live in the past. And of course its unhealthy to regret a lot of things but my past is what haunts me the most. Some people like how their life turned out even through all the ups and downs but no matter how hard I try to get over my past the more pain I remember and so I feel it in the present. I especially remember the moments where I could’ve and should’ve done things differently. I might’ve not been so messed up if I had just avoided certain situations that appeared safe but really turned out to be quite …

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It’s My Party, and I’ll Die If I Want to

June 25th, 2017by Folfanda

It’s my birthday, and for years I’ve wished to kill myself on my birthday, hopefully this year falls through (; can I get some good luck?genuinely? Haha no one else would understand if I told them so, I’m hoping y’all will help a little atleast

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12:00am

June 25th, 2017by Oathkeeper

And I just want to drive a knife through my wrist

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Artistic Genius

June 24th, 2017by Icarus

 

I discovered Shocking Blue through Nirvana, the fact that they covered this is evidence of Cobain’s genius. Cobain was also versed on the works of William S. Burroughs, the writer of the prose novel Naked Lunch. William Burroughs worked with Allen Ginsberg, America’s most famous poet. Sadly, although he is considered famous, most Americans do not know of him, or recognize his name. Anyway..

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Echo

June 24th, 2017by ffsokaythen

I’m sitting here, another Saturday, almost 5 weeks since we broke up. A week and a half since the last time I heard I love you. He ignores my texts but will respond every once in a while saying “maybe soon” or something. The rest just go unanswered. I can see that they’re read. How can I go from wonderful to nothing so quickly? How can someone treat me like I don’t exist, when just moments ago we were the most apparent thing in each others’ worlds? I haven’t done anything self-destructive yet, because I want to clean my apartment first. I also worry about …

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June 24th, 2017by who_even_cares

even throwing myself into everything i could and exercising and eating well and trying to think happy thoughts and caring about myself and trying to convince myself that others care for me and now im

back

in

this

fucking

pit

fuck this world and this therapists useless advice i dont have enough energy to climb back out

 

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Drama

June 24th, 2017by calisto131

Being back home from college…it brings back bad memories. And Im reminded how toxic my family can be. I ache to get the fuck out of here but that’s not until September. Relapsing hard.

Going back to drugs.

Going back to my ex who dumped me.

Letting myself be mislead by a boy who has a girlfriend.

I’m a horrible person. We all are.

I try to ignore it all and act like it’s whatever. As if I’m going along with everything that’s going on and see where it takes me but…I’m too fuken sensitive for that.

I just want to escape all the drama. End it all.

Realized I measure my …

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why God tortured me like that?

June 24th, 2017by an_old_child

after years of suffering, it’s getting good at last.

i think i’m feeling happy and it seems to last for a while. the question here is, why did God tortured me like that?

i know that the day would come that everything will turn upside down again and i will feel down and suicidal -since no happiness is everlasting and no sadness, too- and i think that i’m not ready for that day.

i definitely feel stronger than before all these things happened to me – i don’t really want to say what i’m referring to by “these” – but i don’t like the idea of being put …

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Today

June 24th, 2017by Fractured Mind

I have decided today is the day and today I am going for it….. or rather now is the moment and in this moment I am going for it….

TO THE END!

If there is any justice, I will not be back….I will no come back and I will be dead… breathe in, breathe out, that is all there is too it….

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almost 6am

June 24th, 2017by Fractured Mind

it’s almost 6am in hawaii…..and I am already drunk…what does that say about me and my life…maybe I will just go out for a surf and never come back…. now, I am just dreaming…… (sighs)

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it’s getting hard to see a reason anymore

June 24th, 2017by aromara

I don’t know what is holding me back at this point. Maybe it’s some vestige of a delusion that because I’m young, I have time to make things better, change my mind, improve my life, go to a therapist. But the truth is, even at my happiest I had always been miserable, in one way or another. I have no idea what’s caused my depression and anxiety – I didn’t have any childhood trauma to speak of, I was never abused, or anything of the sort. It’s just that somewhere along the way, for whatever reason, I became bitter and detached, and this sense of …

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