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February 22nd, 2018by born loser

♪its all over but the dreaming

poor little dreams, which keep trying to come true♪

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Just a random life update.

February 22nd, 2018by Bri

I’ve been with my boyfriend about a year and well… Now he’s my fiancé. We got engaged the 1st of this month and get married the 1st of November.

I know “*groan* You’re engaged Bri you should be happy not on this site!!!”

See the thing is I’m 19 and even though I’m below poverty line and considered disabled I don’t qualify for assistance on my insurance so those medicines I have been on for a year now that work really well? Poof! Gone.

Not only that but I realized that I had gotten an addiction of sorts to the one that was a controlled substance. I wasn’t …

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The Two Extremities to Suicide

February 22nd, 2018by Fragmented

On one end of the scale, you’re overcome by so much raw emotion and desperation that you jump at it in a heartbeat.
And on the other end, you’re feeling nothing. Completely devoid of any emotion other than “fck it”.

Having experienced the former, I now find myself sliding towards the latter. Events, some recent and others not so recent, have not been good. It’s clear the stigma I have is poisonous. I’ve had backs turned on me and knives stuck in mine among other shit. I’ll spare the details, I just can’t be bothered.

I’ve lost a lot of faith in humanity and with it I’m losing …

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I’m back .

February 22nd, 2018by seemokay

I thought moving away will make things better but it didn’t . I’m still sick & I’ll always will be , ill never be healthy. I wish I wasn’t so sick from my stomach I’ve been dealing with this pain for years now & doctors still can’t manage to find what’s wrong. Yes I’m depressed I have no type of energy to get up for school . I stay home & just cry. Moving away & leaving my mom alone was the worst decision I ever made I need her just as much she needs me. I’ll be back home sooon & I’ll probably be …

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February 22nd, 2018by SwishAL

Let the ocean take me

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When best friends change after meeting someone new

February 22nd, 2018by Remnant1994

Crazy how you can stand by someone through everything and no matter what they do or say to you, yet once you begin to go through your darkest hours, it’s “I don’t want to talk to you when you’re like this” or “can’t do this right now”.

But I did it for you, I stayed by you when you were “like this” too. Don’t tell me you care about me if that’s what you can say to me.

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Fresh

February 22nd, 2018by Invisible

Fresh snow today covered everything. Wiped away all the bad energy replaced it with a fresh, clean feeling.  At least for a little while.  Hopefully the lonely thoughts won’t visit me in my sleep.  I could use a good rest.

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February 22nd, 2018by madison1231300

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clipped-wings?

February 22nd, 2018by miszion

all of your posts are gone, I hope you’re okay….take your time but please comment when you’re ready to talk, I’m worried about you! sending you my love <3

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February 21st, 2018by Hulk

Death should come naturally after a long life with good and bad times. It’s a natural process: birth, life and death. We shouldn’t think too much about it. It’s a play of consciousness: sometimes you feel more alive, sometimes you feel like dying.

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February 21st, 2018by madison1231300

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Can’t Stop Falling

February 21st, 2018by Sad Song

I’m killing myself as soon as my parents are gone long enough. Or try to at least. Take a bunch of sleeping pills, fill my tub with cold water and ice cubes, and try to catch hypothermia, or freeze to death. Funny how I cut but I’m afraid of pain…. I just want it to stop. My wrists are scarred, and I blame it on a cat I don’t even have. If you actually read this, I don’t want any sympathy, like “Don’t do it! You’re worth it!” Tired of that bullshit. 11 years old and already planning to die. I’m a failure.

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Elements

February 21st, 2018by iceberg

Metal and gas.

You have your gun, set aside, ready. It gives you a measure of peace.

Envious of one, her cabin, another, his solitary existence.

Envious of one his unapologetic self acceptance, another, his loving spouse.

You have your gun, I have my cylinder, set aside, ready.

Yours gives you a measure of peace.

Deontology. Consequentialism. Utilitarinism.

There’s a cylinder in my closet and a heaviness upon my heart, but my actions will prove what I believe, which I otherwise could not decide.

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February 21st, 2018by Hulk

I have those strong deja-vu moments where I’m certain the situation happened exactly the same a while back or even a year. Do you experience it too?

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No bed

February 21st, 2018by ratlovinggirl

So… I didnt clean my room because Im depressed and have no energy, my parents told me they would get me a new bed so I took mine out of my room, now they are saying until the entire room is clean that Im not allowed to have a bed in there…. wtf do I do? Its almost 10 and im tired, cleaning will take at least 5 hours…

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February 21st, 2018by Hulk

Tired of this boring life yet I can’t do something to change it and make it more exciting.

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Sick day

February 21st, 2018by ataria-coronaria

I woke up this morning covered in hives. I still feel an oncoming fever and my lymph nodes are swollen. It hurts to breath. I also have had years of reoccurring tonsilitis and stones and they are back too. I spent 7 hours last night trying to clean and reorganize my moldy, dusty, shared basement in an attempt to de litter my life and combat stress. But, it seems to have been a bad idea because now I’m soooo sick.

I was saying two days ago if I have to live in my awful house with this shitty life much longer, I think I’m going to …

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How to remember to eat?

February 21st, 2018by ratlovinggirl

Just went 3 days without eating because I just forgot, then fainted today and couldn’t walk because I was so tired, how do I remember to eat?

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February 21st, 2018by pockytaemin

I’m going to starve myself again today

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unwanted

February 21st, 2018by spookichick

i’m leaving this site for good.

take care

sincerely,

pam

 

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