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youtube is down again…

  November 18th, 2018 by jr.

…and i think im going to have a panic attack 🙁

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Unlimited Money Would Sure F*cking Help

  November 18th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

Everyone says money doesn’t buy happiness, but it sure does buy security, freedom, and eliminates a sh*t-ton of stress! So stressed out about a lot of things right now.

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I say

  November 18th, 2018 by Cause of Death: Suicide

You’re one of the lucky ones if they kill you instead of inflicting a long painful slow death. Maybe I’ll lay down my life in the war, I’ll go out as a soldier.. unknowingly, though.

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goodguy sends love

  November 18th, 2018 by goodguy

it’s so good to see you guys
cordless
clipped-wings
rivets
where are you guys:/ :))?? hulk? muspelhem? mindlessgamer619? ashittyperson? negar? cause of death: suicide? and so many other cool guys, sorry i don’t remember your usernames.
i always say this, and i believe it from my heart: SP users are the coolest people in the world.
it’s so bad i can never see you guys from close. not even a single look from far:(
wish you guys perfect days
love you
ps: i’m studying physics aaaand i’m working in a company!. the pay is not that bad:/, i love the beer i buy with it. cheers to you.
Sp?, i’ll drink to that hehe:))

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yeah goodguy comes back to here too:/

  November 18th, 2018 by goodguy

hey, it’s been a long time
you know, once you try to attempt suicide it becomes a choice in every moment when you feel low, heh.
i worked a lot on my self.
family still doesn’t trust me. i’m hurt:(
but goodguy’s gonna kick some aszes, he’s gonna get big and successful.
they tell me “you don’t know what you are doing, you don’t know what you wanna do”..
they don’t know that goodguy has a broken down personality. broken to thousand pieces. each one reflects a different part of the world.
but i’m tryin’ my best to get my self together.
wish you guys the best
be kind
be good
and be great
yours truly
goodguy

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Can’t I ever just be enough.

  November 18th, 2018 by Snowy

Can’t I just ever be enough? Can’t someone ever tell me my best is good enough? Can’t you ever just got once say your proud of me? I’m not a big fuck up. Well you up there sleeping your words are ringing in my ears, your leaving me because I fuck everything up, I should be thankful that someone like you would ever love someone like me. Well fuck you, might as well be the fuck up you keep telling me. I guess I’ll be finding out tonight what it feels like to die. I hope you’re smart enough to give the dogs away. I …

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How Do You Deal With Inner Conflict?

  November 17th, 2018 by thehusk

I want so many contradictory, conflicting, impossible things. I want to utterly destroy myself, but I also want to preserve myself for as long as possible. I want to find love, but I also don’t want anyone to ever see me as I really am. I want to save the world, but also to end it all. I want to avoid causing suffering wherever possible, but I also want to selfishly increase the risk of others suffering. I want to put myself out of my misery, but I also want to postpone a worse existence after death. I want a wife and children, but I …

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Hmm

  November 17th, 2018 by Mouse

I can’t deny it anymore… my ex boyfriend killed me. I’ve done so much since we broke up. Everything and anything to get him off my mind.
Taking a break from him for 1-2 months and if nothing changes, I’m done. I can’t accept him with this new girl.

My life is actually ‘ok’ on the outside but I am so sick of this. And yeah I have attempted to change my life, I really have!!! Actually the complete mindf*ck here is… he helped me to change my life for the better, yet… it wasn’t, in the end. Because I still suffer from the breakup.

All I …

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Downhill

  November 17th, 2018 by ravingbean

I don’t know how to feel. I cut myself for the first time in a year and a half. Just a few slices with a knife, but a barrier has been broken.  I want to be better. Or dead. I’m tired of this bullshit.

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yes I’m leaving

  November 17th, 2018 by morado123

so finally I’ve decided to leave this life.

i’m buying tylenols and sleep inducers and all the other pills in six different pharmacies.

i’m taking them all with beer tonight.

if i don’t come back til tomorrow, consider me dead.

bye world.

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Eviction

  November 17th, 2018 by nuclearbackpack

My landlord thinks my house is dirty and untidy

Despire me getting rid of half the stuff in the house and cleaning it.

Do they expect a show home?

He knows I’ve got serious problems (Aspergers, severe depression)

 

I have a month to sort it or I’m out

This might give me the push I need

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Ugh,

  November 17th, 2018 by heartlessviking

What the fuck am I supposed to say to people? I don’t like any of my options. There I go again, like some spoiled child. “This food doesn’t taste right”, “That isn’t fair!” I stamp my foot and demand my way, but what do I want?! Nuts. Not literally nuts, more like a filler word meaning who’s to say what I want? I mean, there’s an abstract. I want control. I want input. I want to be able to be my ideal self, but fuck that’s a tall order.

I’m just feeling morbid again. Down again. I’ve been getting sick lately, 4 times in the last …

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STOP

  November 17th, 2018 by ravingbean

Please just MAKE IT STOP!

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I want to leave this hateful world

  November 17th, 2018 by Iwantoleave

People hate me, no one likes me. When they see my face they spit on ground. I didn’t harm anyone, but i don’t know why people hate me. I dont want to live in this world. Why only bad things are happening with me. Good bye everyone.

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  November 17th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

What are some of your main problems that make you suicidal, that you struggle with daily

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  November 17th, 2018 by PatheticMale

I will be 20 years old in less then a year (yet i still have a mind and life of a 12 y.o.). FUCK. Someone finish me till then please. I am incapable of doing it myself. I am incapable of doing anything. Its getting more and more awkward. I am ashamed of my existence.

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  November 17th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

My grandmother broke my mind and my soul. She devastated me for the last ten years.
Not only her but other people, things too.
How much more do l have to endure?

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Bad memories

  November 17th, 2018 by SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself

I have bad memories of someone who says, “if I had it my way I would put him in a looney bin” fuck if I had it my way if I was strong enough I would kill myself not just bored with my life not certain about this life and wish I had the strength to end it all bipolar sucks my life is worthless to me at such times but I know if I ever do kill myself if I ever do that it would destroy everything that loves me but it would good for all those who hate and or don’t like me …

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no one wants you when you’re sad

  November 16th, 2018 by jasal

[tw for self-harm]

it’s my own fault for keeping people at arm’s length because i am afraid of being rejected or hurt. but i really wish i had someone to talk to right now about how awful i feel and how much i want to hurt myself and how much i hate this time of year because it is consistently when i am at my most suicidal (seasonal depression on top of normal depression sucks). but i am not close enough to anyone to ask them of this. and even if i was, i would be too afraid that they would think me too depressing and …

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If you could re-do your life over

  November 16th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

what would you do?

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