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morning thougts

by noir
written by noir

Why does it hurts so much to wake up?

Its because we were having a good dream, or just becuese we return back to life.

Today i woke up and drank the first pill even before breakfast, i headed to the kitchen asking myself if that living full of pills its living at all? Well i took some breakfast and returned ti bed, yes thats where i am, i want to cry and i want to scream, but shhhh, there is more people in the house we are not alone, and as the time go by i still look to the backyard, seeking, hoping to se something […]

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Yesterday…

by Solarion
written by Solarion

Yesterday my mom, brother, aunt, and I had a barbeque. I was washing a pan that my mom was going to put food on and asked my brother to hold some of the dishes because there was no space on the counter. He then asked me if I could do anything right. I told him to finish washing the pan (my aunt watched this and got mad at ME) and stormed outside to sit next to the barbeque. I told my mom about it and she pretended like nothing happened. I told my mom that smoke got in my eyes to cover my tears. I’m […]

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La Finale, I Can’t Cry

by Bisban
written by Bisban

 

Armitage
Tonight I became
The eternal
Morlock

My tale
Fated
As if
Written

I went
Bitten
Never
Coming

My wings
One day
I will cry
Again

Archangel
Michael
Has come
For me

I hope
We shall fare
Our escape
Pray to well

The undead
The journey
Is to the
The afterlife

If you can cry
You are alive
Only crystal
Will farewell

Until the next
Thousand year
I will see you
Again

Ten is freedom

 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=An9j2MPN24Q

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I feel empty right now

by FeelingFunny
written by FeelingFunny

I feel so empty

No, thats a lie

My thoughts fill me

spilling from my mind

Is everything a lie

Will I ever get the truth

Wasting away my time

Trying to help you

 

Im the one to blame

I saw it flash before my eyes

Visions of this happening

Before it came in time

Please just take my life!

I need to dissapear!

Im not comfortable in my own skin

I need to get out of here…

Watch as the bloods spills

Razorblades been stained

Take some more pills

Quiet the pain

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Never thought it would happen

by FeelingFunny
written by FeelingFunny

I honestly believed I would never feel suicidal again or cut mysef, but lo and behold both started again today. Its been two years since I cut and 3 since my last suicide attempt. Also I was positive I would never feel like this because of a chick, but as im sure you can guess, that is the reason. It might be because I had to talk her down from suicide 3 nights ago. She just got “raped”, maybe(pathological liar), and i was the only one she wanted to talk to, I spent two nites with her just holding her. But we hadnt even seen […]

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Don’t Give Up

by Johnson Dominae
written by Johnson Dominae

It’s funny how things work out. I’ve been through so much pain and so many trials. I never thought I would make it this far. God gives you darkness to build you up, then He gives you light to show you that you made it. My boyfriend has brought me back to Him and showed me there is something much bigger than my problems. I stay reading the Bible and I stay in prayer while he does the same. Thing is in a relationship, “if he’s not helping you to become a better person, succeed, and be happy, you need to let him go.” I […]

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What’s Happiness?

by bluecheese
written by bluecheese

Last year I suffered from depression. It wasn’t all typical teenage problems. Sure I was having friendship problems but it was mostly at home. At home I felt neglected and unwanted. Whenever I would cry my family would just call me a baby and laugh at me

I was already having suicidal thoughts, but there was only one time that I planned to go through with it. This one night my whole family was out at dinner together when I started crying. I wasn’t like sobbing or anything just silent streaks. But to my aunt it was like I was a hysterical mess. She yelled at […]

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it’ll be ok

by lonelygirl9
written by lonelygirl9

ok i would first like to say that this site blew me away and i was so impressed that so many people were able to come together and relate through some of the hardest things in their life.

so, whats going on in my life…let me start from the beginning and by saying THANK YOU to anyone who actually reads this whole thing haha. in all seriousness– my father is an alcoholic and is bipolar, i honestly hate labels because i feel like theyre a false representation of a person. yes he is an alcoholic, but when hes sober, hes great. when i was 9 yrs […]

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im so confused

by teddy21grams
written by teddy21grams

I found this site by looking up “kill your self or deal with your ugly body” I have been so sad and lonely for 5 months now like really bad it wasn’t so bad before that I know I have depression. I see a tharapist… but I dont want to tell her about my feelings in fear of going to a hospital…. I have a husband. He has done some hurtful things to make me not trust him. N thats where my insecurity sky rocketed! All thos girls r skiny and pretty n im none of those things. He tells me I dont have to […]

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I’m really hoping anyone can relate to any of this.

by nightnurse
written by nightnurse

I found this site by simply typing “I can’t do this anymore”, into Google. I do that often because I’m experienced enough in my roller coaster of depression to know that nobody wants to hear it, it makes them uncomfortable.

I’m a 23 year old female. I can’t remember a time in my life where I didn’t experience extreme sadness. It peaked when I was 14, lasted until around 17. A therapist once told me she thought I might be bipolar. But I was never truthful with her. I wasn’t truthful at the crisis centers I was in and out of either. I diagnoised myself with […]

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Kill Me

by bluefeathers
written by bluefeathers

My co-worker proposed to his stunning, sweet girlfriend tonight. On the beach.  With a sparkly diamond ring.  Everyone clapping and smiling.  I saw her full of love, surprise, crying, and happy. “That’ll never be you” I thought to myself.  Just kill me.

 

I met my friend’s wife.  She’s a size zero with a prominent jaw line and a contagious smile.  She has a presence that is quiet but powerful.  She wore high heels with perfect eyebrows.  “That’ll never be you” I thought to myself.  Just kill me.

 

I saw my boss, laughing and schmoozing.  She wore a long dangly silver necklace and a black tight jumpsuit that […]

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Someone hear me out

by begforhappiness
written by begforhappiness

Hello, i just really want to tell someone about this, i really do want to kill myself, everyday i feel anxious, depressed, worried, and most recently angry, i was always fine with the idea of suicide, but recently, i screwed things up, i have a great family, i am dating someone, but, i just cant seem to tell anyone about this, i doubt any of them will understand, i am going through a rough point in my life, and i know i can get through it, but i just simply dont want to, i am always afraid my girl will leave me, i dont tell […]

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Feeling the………

by PeelASquid
written by PeelASquid

Look into my eyes,

What do you see?

Look into them hard,

Look at the real me.

Empty and dark,

Spirit is dead.

Feeling the numbness,

Inside my head.

Heart cold as steel,

Heart cold as ice,

Giving my love,

It paid the price.

The heart it beats on,

Keeps the body alive,

Demons inside me,

It’s where they thrive.

The struggle goes on,

Goes on each day.

The fight comes to an end.

In the coffin I lay.

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The starlight of day.

by PeelASquid
written by PeelASquid

Sunrise a new day,

Night came and left,

Today’s the same way.

Nothing new,

It’s just like before.

Still want to die,

Everyday feel it more.

As each day goes by,

It becomes clearer to see.

Few give a fuck,

Who’s there for me?

Many good words,

People they say.

You have reason to live,

You have reason to stay.

But what they don’t know,

Is what they can’t see.

Until the day comes,

Maybe then cry over me.

skyfire4

 

 

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A big hug to you guys (and a suggestion)

by Flanker
written by Flanker

Since Afternoon, been reading every single story which has been posted here in the last 5 days, resisted the urge to reply everytime. What moral authority did I have anyway, since I was too one of those who’d go to any limits to get rid of the pain. But we choose that only when we are alone, not when someone tells us that they do care. Which is what made me feel better, irrespective of them being total strangers, who haven’t invested shit in you, they still hear you out, offer advice to cope up with whatever you’re suffering from, keeping aside their own painful […]

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