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by Stacie 6/15/2013

written by Stacie

i think iam done with life is it bad to be sucidal i guess if theres a god then i will be burning in hell for entrintey mabe idk i dont really belive in it i guess iam going down as a athesist idk honstley evryhtings meant to happen and lifes worth living its all bullshit i think so the question is is it bad to take ur own life well its a form of destruction agnaist self so it is viloenet but do u keep living with all this pain and shit from people or do u enter into the next world weather good […]

6/15/2013 0 comment

It does not get better over time, sorry to say

by ctb-driver 6/15/2013

written by ctb-driver

At least that is my life. Ups and Downs, however the “ups” are smaller and the “downs” are getting larger. Work, no money, illness, family and tons more. I’m tired and need a really long break. Since I own nothing, the break will be permanent

6/15/2013 5 comments

never going to be okay

by Xx4ever-alonexX 6/15/2013

written by Xx4ever-alonexX

Well, I’m the girl everyone thinks is happy. They all come to me with their problems. No one would suspect that I’ve dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts as long as I can remember…
I know the first time I remember wanting to die was when I was 7 years old. When I voiced this thought to my mother, she said she would hit me if I ever said that again.
I remember I was about 12 or 13 when I first started cutting and starving myself. No one thought anything of my rapid weight loss; kids go through stages where they suddenly lose […]

6/15/2013 0 comment

alone

by kristink 6/15/2013

written by kristink

having a pleasant time high, home alone. i usually have better insight into me and my “distorted” thinking when i am under the influence. major insight of the day-i like being alone too much. i am having a hard time tolerating people. if i am around people i have to talk. and be fairly pleasant. after awhile i can’t keep the facade up-takes too much energy. easier if i just keep my mouth shut and smile. it has gotten to the point where i watch tv with the sound off. i read the subtitles. the chatter, the noise grates on me. what is going on […]

6/15/2013 1 comment

If ur feeling down n broken

by hateself 6/15/2013

written by hateself

for everyone having a bad day todayÂ tumblr_maxhjbVDfI1qd5dav.gifÂ i know its just a bunny but hopefully it might cheer someone up as much as it cheered me up

6/15/2013 1 comment

by MichelleJ 6/15/2013

written by MichelleJ

Suicide can be a relief

But when life gets better and you know it’ll get worse again, then better, then worse,

What do you do when you’re in a good period

And you know that somewhere down the track you’ll have a bad patch,

Which you know will be hard to tolerate let alone get through?

It’s like sometimes I want to die over knowing that today is fine but tomorrow may not be…

Yet if I were to die today, tomorrow might be fine!

So I don’t die, hoping for the best,

Knowing that I could be hoping in vane,

Or I could be hoping with success.

I never know until life happens because […]

6/15/2013 3 comments

Hello!

by MichelleJ 6/15/2013

written by MichelleJ

Hi people I’ve been reading a lot of depressed stuff on here lately and I know the feeling have been there and done that! I live in Australia somewhere, so tonight at like 9 pm EST, I’m gonna be on here for anyone to rant about whatever they damn want to: Be it suicide, weather, cheerful talk, hate, love, depression, sex, drinking, rock and roll, etc! I’ll post another blog on here to let everyone know I’m here if you want! I’ll keep that blog up here for a good few hours… And you lot can rant about whatever you want! Get it all off […]

6/15/2013 3 comments

another post about being sad

by Stacie 6/15/2013

written by Stacie

so I called the crisis line if anyone knows wat its liek to talk to them its agnozing to try to tell somone to ask for help when all people do is judge and say Its all fucking up to you really i had no idea i understand there just trying to help but i have heard it so much I have complained so much I know theres six billon people in the world but what dose it matter existence theres so much suffering in the world anyway so why do i matter. I use to be a happy kid even if shitty stuff happned […]

6/15/2013 2 comments

Almost everyone of my close family hates me

by Oltun 6/15/2013

written by Oltun

I have 3 brothers, sister and mother. My dad suffers from dementia… My sister is my only sibling, whos been acting like a real one. Mother said that my birth was the biggest mistake ever in her life and she’d be so happy if I had offed myself. She blames my narcotic painkiller addiction which I developed after I was hit by a speeding car and by a miracle survived. It hurts. It really hurts, I always wanted to love my brothers and especially my mother. I’ve found my salvation in helping random people whenever I can. I guess their gratitude compensates somehow for the […]

6/15/2013 4 comments

I. Am. So. Done.

by rawrimaturtle.. 6/15/2013

written by rawrimaturtle..

You have no idea how hard it’s gotten I haven’t been on this sit in forever. I’m basically dying inside and for once I actually need that one special person to pull me through this. But to bad they don’t exist! I freaking hate this planet. With the bullies and the drama. I am done with everyone and everything. Email- morgie222@hotmail.com

i may not be around much longer. So talk to me while you can.

-rawrimaturtle

6/15/2013 2 comments

Please read this – when you’re on the edge of doing IT…

by Oltun 6/15/2013

written by Oltun

Don’t. There is hope. There is much more than that. I’ve been studying it for 4 years now and I have to tell you: opiates are divinely efficient in chaging the way you feel, instantly. It’s unbelievable. If it wasn’t for them I’d be dead for sure at the age of 18 and I’m 22 now.
Opiates are very addictive, because they make you feel so good, 99% people with suicidal ideations have disrupted endogenous opioid system pathways. It’s always better to be an addict than being dead. Pharmaceutical industry is working on opioids that aren’t addictive, as well as anti-addiction drugs. NEVER LOSE HOPE […]

6/15/2013 10 comments

The end…

by JustKeepDreaming 6/15/2013

written by JustKeepDreaming

By this time, like I said previously, my life literally felt as if it was crumbling to pieces.
Ever since that one night, my mother’s “friend” had made a habit of having some sort of sexual activity or sex in itself every night, my mother being “oblivious”.
That summer though, my father decided to move back to my end of the country with his fiancÃ© and her son. I was not that thrilled about it.
For two years, nothing really changed. We had a routine developed and everything was once again as stable as it could be. We moved a few times but that’s it. […]

6/15/2013 2 comments

forsaken1

by smusmu 6/15/2013

written by smusmu

Im gonna miss you… im realy sad… i still hope u gonna change your minde. Im sitting on my balcony at night,listening to qruickets and thinking of you. No matter what you did you are a nice guy…

6/15/2013 6 comments

Here to Chat

by SilentAdvice 6/15/2013

written by SilentAdvice

Hello.

I will be around for the next 2 hours if anyone wants to talk. I donâ€™t mind what it is, I justÂ want to listen and advise. No judgement.

I will refresh page every 5 mins.

6/15/2013 15 comments

by hopefuldreamer 6/15/2013

written by hopefuldreamer

I’m in no rush to grow up, I’m only 15 and I’ve put so much pressure on myself to become this “final product” and comparing my self to people who I think are better and thinking “why am I not there?” “why am I not as good?”. I remember I always wanted to be a musician and to do something creative with my career and I still do but I find that I was never encouraged or supported very much even at a young age and as much as it’s nice to really say I can pick myself up and support my own dreams somebody […]

6/15/2013 7 comments

Weâ€™re little dreamers.

by .The Matter Of Time 6/15/2013

written by .The Matter Of Time

Everybody dreams. Sometimes we remember what we dreamed, sometimes we donâ€™t. Today I learned a fascinating fact. Depressed people dream up to three times as much as non-depressed people. Maybe that explains why I remember so many of my dreamsâ€¦ :/

6/15/2013 5 comments

This Existence

by 1617 6/15/2013

written by 1617

Up until recently I’ve been a pretty normal person, I don’t think anyone would suspect that I’ve been having frequent thoughts of suicide. I try my best to hide it and to act happy around people, but every now and then I just can’t. I like to be alone more often than not and when I am with people it’s hard to enjoy myself. I find myself faking a smile or laughing just so I’m not the only one not laughing. It’s as if I don’t have feelings anymore, I can’t feel any emotion, I just feel depressed, which I guess could be considered an […]

6/15/2013 2 comments

A fair world

by nesternest 6/15/2013

written by nesternest

I’m always imagine a world without the existence of money. Why did money exist? Money causes unnecessary hardship and jealousy. If we can help each other regardless of status and selfishness, wouldn’t it be wonderful. The resources are already exist on the earth, but why some receive more than the others. Humans are evil, we grab the resources and claim as ours, we control the needs through money. Why greed and selfishness exist. I can’t wait for an asteroid to hit the earth. And I’m so tired to impress others, nobody is going to appreciate me if I have no status and ain’t rich.

6/15/2013 2 comments

Damn It All

by strangemusic 6/15/2013

written by strangemusic

I know I’m going to get expelled again. But this time I’m not going to wait to see it happen. I’m having my first exam (in this new university) on Monday. I’ll take it. And then I’ll end it. Even just now, instead of getting myself ready for the upcoming exam, I’m just sitting here and staring straight before me. Every moment sucks. Every damn moment. I can’t get over the thought that I’ve chosen the cheapest way to die, and the most ridiculous. Drowning myself in a laundry basin, bullshit, huh? I’ve even been working hard on it, made a few trial runs, to […]

6/15/2013 6 comments

No land for old men

by rdr324 6/15/2013

written by rdr324

I have found that I worked all my life for Woman who did not love me. I am the youngest of my family and not very good with the other sex. I fear being alone all my life It is a very painful life I have no one and wish too die without shaming my family with my suicide I know God is good but I think some people are going too hell no matter what just like some people are born beautiful are rich.I just wish too leave this painful life.If you could help me I would be in you’re debt.

6/15/2013 4 comments

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