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Why us?

by eternalpeace 7/8/2013

written by eternalpeace

We all seem to share one thing… The question, why do we want to die, why are we alive, why do we feel this way? I can only speak for myself we are all very different. I just turned 18 and have a world of opportunity. I’m considered pretty and envied by others and I’m off to a great school for fashion merchandising, my passion, at the end of August. I have best friends and a boyfriend. It all sounds perfect right? Wrong. I constantly wake up wondering why I woke up. Sometimes I lay and stare at the ceiling and feel like a hole […]

7/8/2013 1 comment

Mother may I?

by OffWithHerHead 7/8/2013

written by OffWithHerHead

I saw my mum for the first time in a few weeks today. She turned to me and said all she has in the world is me, my brother and her husband, but that I was her rock. Sheâ€™s been going through her own trouble, battling her own demons for a long time. Little did she know her rock was crying down the phone to the Samaritans last night, that I was crying down the phone just to feel something. How can I ever tell her that I want to die? How can I tell her that every day I smash up my sanity just […]

7/8/2013 0 comment

by XxAshleighxXD 7/8/2013

written by XxAshleighxXD

Everyone agree upon my ugly, fatness?

7/8/2013 8 comments

No particular reason

by hkl29 7/8/2013

written by hkl29

Well, I haven’t been looking around much here, but I thought that if I write it down, I might have a better picture of my situation.

Basically, there’s nothing wrong with my life. I got a nice apt., a cat, a loving BF and a Â great family. Even job is OK.

Thing is – I just don’t want to live anymore, I have no interest in seeing what will happen next, no plan for kids/children, no interest in finding a new job or studying (have already pursued a Master’s degree). In short, I just don’t care anymore. I don’t see the point of all this, I’m not […]

7/8/2013 1 comment

The pill

by XxAshleighxXD 7/8/2013

written by XxAshleighxXD

I’m 14.. I really feel like I need to be taking weight loss pills. But everyone else Is against it. OhÂ they say just diet and exercise. You really want me to go outside and run looking like the fat lard I am? People will laugh at me! And its not that easy to diet! You have to have self control for that. And that’s something I don’t have and never will have. I just want to be fit and in shape! That’s all I ask for.

7/8/2013 7 comments

One of my biggest problems

by ussmd 7/8/2013

written by ussmd

Actually I have a lot of big problems. But the one that has been bothering me a lot lately is being alone. I moved states and I live by myself. I don’t have my parents or my siblings around or anything. My next roommate doesn’t move in for a few months. My boyfriend will stay the night with me most nights but he won’t come until around 9 or 10 pm. And I’m not doing anything. So I sit around all day and do nothing. I just wait for him to get here and I hate it. I don’t make friends very well so it’s […]

7/8/2013 1 comment

by sixbillion 7/8/2013

written by sixbillion

I’ve been thinking about dying a lot. For some reason that makes me feel better. Things haven’t been good lately. My life is really pleasant on the surface, I’m doing the things I want to do and have a mostly supportive family. But then I have horrible self-esteem and I just end up in the worst situations and it’s really my own fault.

I am really devastated over this thing that happened recently with my boyfriend. I was away for a few months, volunteering at a school in a really remote place and making a documentary, and while I was gone he cheated on me. I […]

7/8/2013 3 comments

Just Do It

by XxWhyxX 7/8/2013

written by XxWhyxX

I can feel myself almost needing to go, I can’t stand to look anybody in the eyes anymore. I hate them. I hate that they will remember me if I go. IÂ just want to be gone, and forgotten… Sinking, slowly to the bottom of the ocean. It feels like I will never be able to breathe again… Why should I stick around, just to get my heart broken again, my dreams crushed and my hopes thrown off a cliff? I shouldn’t.. I don’t want to.. it seems like every breathe is a point for the other side in my losing battle…. I just don’t […]

7/8/2013 6 comments

what should i do?

by suicidechick 7/8/2013

written by suicidechick

I use to be anirexic but I got help and quit. I cut and I love it. I love cutting but I also loved being anirexic. What should I do?

7/8/2013 22 comments

My Side Of The Story

by XxWhyxX 7/8/2013

written by XxWhyxX

Well, I guess, My story starts about 1 year ago… I had been struggling with Insomnia and would do anything to get a full nights rest. I was mean, angry and on the verge of tears constantly. My friend had the same issue, but not as bad, her mom had bought some all natural sleeping aids. They worked great for myÂ friend and I was envious! I had asked my mom as soon as I heard about the success, if she could maybe be open to me trying them out.. I was shut down so fast… I was angry and hurt that she had said […]

7/8/2013 2 comments

by lilpepper803 7/8/2013

written by lilpepper803

Well… I don’t know… I have three older brothers my first brother is 15 years older than me so I pretty much grew up without him, my second oldest brother is 12 years older hes nice sometimes but it seems like he’s always obsessing over me.. He calls me baby and says he loves me and gives me hugs and kisses most of the time forcefully and smacks my butt and I scream at him to stop and my youngest brother is 5 years older than me… He’s my closest brother.. It was so hard for me when he left for college.. I didn’t know […]

7/8/2013 6 comments

Paranoia Sucks.

by Lacrymosa 7/8/2013

written by Lacrymosa

Can’t sleep. Can’t get out of bed. Can’t stop checking the windows. Can’t stop this feeling that someone’s watching me. Can’t stop thinking about it. And worst of all, I can’t do anything about it.

7/8/2013 17 comments

by thesea 7/8/2013

written by thesea

I just sometimes ending itall is so enticing because every single worry I have would go away I wouldn’t stress abouy my boyfriend friends, family, school and all of the dumb assignemtns I have, orchestra, band I wouldn’t have any more cares. And the relief that I would experience just is really appealing sometimes but that also wprries me, what of I actually do it it just sounds rrally nice right now. I can’t sleep and I want my emotions to go away they’re so stupis. To not feel amything wow and at rhis momwnt I look forward to absolutely nothing. I’m done

7/8/2013 1 comment

I’m new… this site is so congested… all I wanted to do was ask for help, but I can’t figure this stuff out (signed, not a techy…)

by kbt18 7/8/2013

written by kbt18

I’m in the exact same boat! Â How can I help you?

7/8/2013 7 comments

I feel for the non-techies!!!

by kbt18 7/8/2013

written by kbt18

7/8/2013 7 comments

Lack in self esteem

by XxAshleighxXD 7/7/2013

written by XxAshleighxXD

I’m so ugly. So fat. I can’t help but feel naked without my make up on. I feel ashamed to go out in public. Like people will laugh at me and call me names. I feel bad for people who have to look at me all the time, I’m sorry. I’m 5’4 and 173 pounds, I’m huge. I need to stop eating my feelings. Why does everyone have to be so mean though? I’m so nice to everyone else and all I get in return is getting called emo, slut, whore, fatass, ****… like what the fuck man? And then my friends parents accuse me […]

7/7/2013 4 comments

F.T.B.S

by Ignorance 7/7/2013

written by Ignorance

I’m tired of such hypocrites and judgmental individuals. I have made mistakes in my life, I’ve done some screwed up shit. But guess what? SO HAVE YOU. There’s no reason to act as if you are a saint. It’s ridiculous.

I’m tired of drama. No one cares about your life. That’s oneÂ concept thatÂ nearly ALL of humanity cannot seem to grasp. The only reason they would care about or even acknowledge your life is if there were DRAMA. Doesn’t that kind of seem like a freak show? Like the audience (humans around you) are enjoying watching you struggle with some obstacle or watching you completely fuck your […]

7/7/2013 3 comments

i cant do this anymore

by sunflower 7/7/2013

written by sunflower

i cant. everywhere i turn his name is mentioned or brought up. Everything reminds me of him. everyone knows him. i try to seperate myself but i cant. I LITERALLY CANNOT FORGET YOU. I loved him so much. I LOVE him so much. if i saw him idk what id do. id break down sobing. id run up to him and jump on him. id slap him and curse at him and let him know how much he hurt me. how much he is hurting me. i cant breathe when i think about him. i see pictures with him and his new girl on fb, […]

7/7/2013 4 comments

Thought this would help

by ussmd 7/7/2013

written by ussmd

Last week I found this website and thought it might help to get all my feelings out because I kind of hold them back. Actually I hold them back a lot. For some reason I started to not sleep again and I know when I don’t get sleep things get bad. But they haven’t gotten this bad since my suicide attempt last year. I don’t know what I was doing but two days ago I just started taking some pills I had. My boyfriend could tell something was wrong and said he was coming over by the time he had gotten here I had taken […]

7/7/2013 4 comments

by just.me.95 7/7/2013

written by just.me.95

i havent been on here in months … im sorry if any of you left to soon .. lately i feel the same

i started talking to people who i guess you could say were a lot worse than me but i still understood how they felt .

6 months later i still feel tired and sad all the time and i dont know why

7/7/2013 1 comment

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