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meh i want to take my life right at this moment take all my pills and stab myself so i could never feel any more pain and that goes through my head everyday and i cut my self more and more deeper and depper just hoping i have taken my last cut my last hit i am on my last stand what is life with out joy life has been cruel and so have i and i regret it all but now im stood here with three bottles of aspirin and four packs of pain killers and i really want nothing but the best for […]

Making mistakes is bound to happen to everyone. No one is perfect and no will live a beautiful life. This past weekend was suppose to be a fun and stress free weekend for me and without a doubt it was up until the time I got home. That Saturday night I went my friends house to attend a random party, didn’t know the person but if I am with friends I can care less as most people would do. We all packed in a suv to head over for this party. I took advantage of having the liberty to drink so I did, little did […]

She accused me of not having any drive in life
She said that’s why she would never be my wife
Isn’t ironic, how the one thing that gave me drive and made me wanna be
Didn’t want to be with me because she saw no drive in me
“I’m saying no because people don’t really change, so you must be lying”
Says the girl who was desperately in love with me, without me even trying
“Well that’s my opinion and i’m gonna stick with it”
Well do you not think that makes you a hypocrite?
How come you can change so much that the idea […]

I haven’t heard from you in days and I tried to reach you all the time and I’m so worried about you cus i know exactly how you feel and how intense this is, you mean a lot to me, please talk to me please!!

neone from uk serious about going ahead with this instead of just winning on this website. leave your email. would like to join . dont have acess to any quick and painless method. just want that.   thanks leave your email. thanks

The first taste of death, the first overdose but not the last.

hello i am a 32 year old female, im in school and have a personal counselor who is helping me cope. i was rape at 12 years old and is now and was forever been thinking suicide thoughts for me not to do it have to be a blessing. i figure out that a lot of people will iss me and it only when i am talking about the pain in my past is when the thoughts become worst. i am depress and sad and i think im crazy. the counselor is helping me in a very good way but my mind is still mess […]

I tried to wait until the end of the next four weeks, but I cannot wait any longer. On Friday I will go. Tomorrow I will change the type of title on our house, so my boys instead of my bastard husband will inherit it. I have already made a new will, and tomorrow I will also make my boys the beneficiaries of my life insurance. Already made sure it covers suicide. Then order a bottle of helium…
It’s a very lonely place once you have made the decision. Two concerned friends called today, I didn’t completely lie, they know I am not doing well. […]

Stop feeling sorry for yourself.
Get help.

I lied so he would stay. <3

You’re just scared. Confused. And there’s nothing wrong with that. You’re only human.
So throw away those dark thoughts. Stop feeding them. Because the more you tell yourself that you’re worthless, that you can’t take anymore…the more you will start to believe it.

You’re NOT hopeless.

The end is near.

Let’s cheer…

For a life gone wrong.

I was once girl,

A smile pasted on my face.

Now I am no one,

Far from home

And all alone.

The end is near.

Let’s cheer…

For a life of pain.

The sun has shown

On my skin once soft.

Now no sun will shine

on my skin of scars.

The end is near.

Let’s cheer…

For a life of sorrow.

Make up on my eyes

To make me pretty for the day.

Now my make up bleeds down my face.

Just as my heart does.

The end is near.

Let’s cheer…

For a life no more.

As the weather warms,

Flowers begin to blossom.

But as the days grow long

The shorter my life becomes.

The end is near.

Let’s cheer…

For the […]

1. jaded

The end result of having a steady flow of negative experiences, disappointment, and unfulfillment fed into a person where they get to the point where their anger circuits just sort of burn out and they accept disillusionment.

2. Jaded

Having so much bad stuff happen to a person to the point where they feel kinda numb.

Man, I feel so bad for her. She’s so jaded.

3. jaded
emotionally numb. having been through so much pain that you simply give up and decide unconciously not to feel anymore. mental suicide.

its like she’s used up all her tears. she cryed everyday for years and then she just […]

I’ve given up on hope, and lost faith in this cruel world, how much bad luck does one person have take before they decided, thats it I’ve had enough, I’ve lost everything in my life i enjoyed My wife, my kids my home my job, and now i’m back at my old room at my mothers house, i cant sleep, i’m on Citalpram which i’m refusing to take, i took overdose on Friday but hey i’m still here, I’ve lost interest in everything, music, sport, consoles, but not at the thought of suicide,I want to go to sleep one night and not wake up,  I […]

Anywho, I’m not really depressed, at least, not in the given sense. See, I suffer from ASPD, better known as sociopathy or psychopathy. (two seperate critters, why ASPD is more accurate) I can “like” a situation, but not a person. I feel no attachement or empathy towards others and to blend in I “fake” emotions. Why I’m posting here is I want to die to keep the monster in me from breaking loose. I would like to discuss sites or books about the matter. (since I know some of you can not or will not post ideas or methods)

I don’t even know what to say anymore… I’m a 28 year old female from Greece and I’m trying to deal with my life ever since I can remember myself. I was raped by my grandfather when I wasn’t even going to school yet. I suppose that a great amount of my problems was the result of this experience. Sorry, experiences… I can’t really believe that this incident is still hurting me after all those years but I think I just have to admit it is… I have dealt and still dealing with severe depression but no one seems to be able to help me. […]

Yeah just like everyone else i want to die…I hate my life..where i am on my journey and hating every minute off it..So I’ve come to realize  how us as a species relies too much on technology and other people..I love nature and enjoy being among it..So it’s the end of March and I’m contemplating Hiking the Appalachian trail.. I hate my life right now and want to go back to nature..Anyone want to join me? Leaving from NH going south and I have dreamed of doing this for a long time.. So if any one wants to leave this life behind. Join me in […]

Unfortunately, I am still alive. I am tired of waking up everyday to the same shit. I do the same routine. I stay awake during the night and sleep during the day. I go to work b/c I have to pay bills and my family is struggling financially. I am so close to quitting my job b/c my depression is just getting worse and worse. I’ve tried everything from therapy to counseling including taking medication such as prozac for 4 years. I’ve tried zoloft and celexa as well and all of them never worked. I have come to […]