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I need you. I don’t know why, but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, I need you.

I am that girl who has everything a good paying job and a fairly nice family and also the world’s best boyfriend. But I really want out. My boyfriend has given up everythign for me…he quit his job so that we could live in the same city. His family is against him and he still loves me so much. He has now been jobless for 3 years after the move and all the while I have been working. The guilt is killing me…I wish I could make him happy do somethig for him but nothign is workign out. I know […]

why does everyone always say college is the best time of your life, enjoy it while it lasts. I am in absolute hell, a world that is not made for me and I do not belong here.  Every single day when I wake up I struggle through until the night and then dont sleep because I know the sooner I go to sleep the sooner I have to wake up and pretend like I am so freaking happy here.  I can not stand college, I can not stand the people here and I can not stand any single thing about it.  If one more person […]

I can’t stop cutting.
I do every other day and I just can’t stop.
and I can’t just do it only one or two
I have two 10 or 20 cuts sometimes even more at a time.
I love the feeling. It gives me so much adrenaline.
And when I see the blood, my blood, it just makes me feel so much better.
People say cutting doesn’t solve anything, and maybe it doesn’t.
But it makes me feel like I’m in a whole different world for awhile, like nothing in this world even matters.
It’s just me and my cuts. I love the feeling.
I […]

“So thanks in advance, world stopper.”

i recieved this comment on my last post and honestly it brought a smile to my face. someone thanking me for a simple post makes me feel like i can stop the world. So this is my thank you to probably the only person who believes in me. you saved me.

“lessworse” this is for you.

I have been looking at most of the posts on this website for quite awhile. I just have one question and I would really like responses. Why? Why do you want to die? A lot of posts that I have read are about teens. TEENS! You have so much to live for. Life may seem tough now but it isn’t at all. You have so much more life left why judge it now and try and end it? Do you even know what life is about? For the adults on here wanting to die I also ask why? Do you know what life about? In […]

Controlled Piracy. That’s what’s got us all here, the suicidal, and the ones sayin’ “Bon Voyage!” (whom are the worst of all here. You know who you are). What is this reality we’re living in? Why is everyone born into slavery under $omething that never existed? When will the world just end? Where are They going? And who are you?

I hate.

Well, i think i have finally completely lost my mind beyond repair. My hallucinations are now more frequent and much more disturbing. Before i could handle any of the hallucinations that i would have, but not anymore. For example, yesterday i watched blood flow down my ceiling while my dead grandmothers disembodied head was floating in the corner of the room. You probably think that im making this up, but im not. Im now dealing with these types of hallucinations on a daily basis and i have to say its messing me up quite a bit. And on top of that im dealing with the […]

Rest in peace brosef, see you on the other side soon.

I had a mental breakdown.

I CRIED.

I cried and I cried and I cried. The sobs were silent, wracked with tears that just kept streaming down from my cheeks and no matter how much I wanted them to stop, they just wouldn’t.

I was crying for a lot of different reasons. It was weird, usually when I think about these things I just get aggravated and frustrated, I never get said and I never cry.

Today was different though. When I came home from school I should have been happy, the day wasn’t terrible for once, I had done my homework, gotten good test scores, done everything I […]

Frankly, I don’t know where to begin. My life isn’t that tragic. Perhaps I blow things out of proportion. Nonetheless, I feel empty, hopeless, and contemplating the path to death. I don’t want to kill myself – I just want to start over. However, there are “dreams that cannot be”.

I used to want to be a book writer. Now, I can’t think of anything to write about. I really want to bring attention to the depression and hopelessness so many of us are feeling and magically propose a solution to everyone, but that’s impossible. I want to write a book about suicide. I want to […]

Hey guys, um, little bout myself….I’m 19 and got outta high school finally for fucks sake….but currently i dropped outta some stupid half assed college where basically when you got a D on your report card, your parents would be like “oh my god, fantastic!” (seriously, I’m not joking when I say this)

Always noted as the fucking “quiet guy” yet no one fucking knows what quiet means….quiet means you can’t hear the person….NOT that you don’t talk to meaningless assholes at HS yet you do talk your own clique….I’ve always fucking hated cliques but i had nothing to lose so i ONLY talked to my […]

People say how these kind of websites our “bad” and a whole bunch of suicide people together isn’t good.
Yes, I do think people on here should not be telling other people to go kill themselves.
But at the same time, you don’t want people telling you everything is going to be okay, when it really isn’t?
The reason why I like this website is because we all are honest with each other. I’ve only had this website for a few days, and I find it comforting that others feel the same way I do, that I’m not alone.
I also like that people on […]