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would anyone know if a double bag tied tightly around my head would be enough to end my life? cause thats the current plan.

would anyone know if a double bag tied tightly around my head would be enough to end my life? cause thats the current plan.

would anyone know if a double bag tied tightly around my head would be enough to end my life? cause thats the current plan.

77—77  i had a great time tlkin to u and i hope u dont kill yourself. Not only would it hurt everyone in your life (i know this because i only met u 2 hrs ago and we nvr actually met and…),… it would hurt me–which means ur a likeable and overall awsome person!

I’ve tried to kill myself only once but am constantly fantisizing about doing it again. When I was 19 on halloween i took acid. It wasn’t my first time or my first “bad” trip, but it was the worst and last. Do drug induced suicide attempts even count? this one must because i am constantly thinking about it still.  I could relay this crazy tale of how I got naked and tried to hang myself and then tried to bash my head into the cement floor repeatly in front of all my friends but I dont even want to think about it (though I’ve never been able to stop thinking […]

Hello, recently, I’ve turned 14… I’m in highschool.

Anyways, since the beginning of grade 7, I’ve been having suicidal thoughts. Parent’s didn’t notice, twin sister didn’t notice, my friends didn’t notice, and my teachers didnt either. Everyone just thought I was quiet, until grade 8.

Dad was always pissed off about his inability to find a job, and when my sister told him to shut up one day when he was ranting at me about the pieces of shit that are employers, he started threatening us, destroying my video games and making me and my sister cry.

My dad had left us about a week later, saying something […]

I don’t give a rat’s ass what my family thinks (with the exception of a couple of nephews and a niece) because they decided a long time ago that I was beneath them, and they won’t accept or acknowledge that they’ve wronged me in any way, shape, or form, so if my suicide causes them to feel an achy pain that they can’t lift every bloody day, then we’re even.

I have a lot of friends, many of whom care about me quite a bit.  I feel bad about how much it will hurt them after I kill myself.  They’re the reason why I haven’t done […]

        I started to think about committing suicide during my sophomore year of high school. At times I am glad I did not commit suicide and there are times I wished I had committed suicide.

        The plan to commit suicide ran through my head every night. I would lay on my bed and think it through. My plan was to become drunk then point my father’s gun to my head and pull the trigger. Since we lived on a lake I often thought about my body falling into the lake after shooting myself. I never attempted suicide, but I thought about it. I still think about commiting suicide.

        Not lately, […]

I’m 16 and feel like I’m falling more and more downhill each day. I’m a three-sport athlete and have starting positions in all of them. I started getting this hopeless feeling towards the end of 8th grade, but they haven’t gotten that bad until the beginning of this year. I’ve been a straight A student all my life and now I’m almost failing every class. A lot of people that I thought I loved turned out to be against me. I never knew that these kinds of people could be so two faced. I had a girlfriend for almost a year and the night after […]

You’ll all probably think that this is a shit of a reason to be considering suiside, but it’s caused me a lot of greif and shit like that from going through this. I cried all the time, not knowing why, I was on the verge on a mental break-down, I had depression, and through all this I felt I couldn’t tell any one, that I shouldn’t. Like there was something physicly stoping me, that I wasn’t ment to. So it started ages ago when I found out that one of my so-called friends hated me, for no reason. It started and I didn’t really care […]

okay, so i did some stupid stuff. i went out, got drunk, and ended up having sex with two,maybe three guys, within two days. i hate myself for it. i feel slutty,easy,dirty,gross,low, and i want this empty feeling to go away.im trying to forget him;; but im only hurting more and more. i miss him so damn much. he was and still is my BEST friend. i tell him everything. we talk, a lot. still. he still asks me to kiss him and stuff. but i cant not want to be with him anymore. i have dated since him, but no one made me happy. […]

I don’t want to live nomore. No matter what I do thinks always seem to go wrong. I can’t function right. I think of ways to kill myself every single minute. Think how much better life would be with out me in it. My family hates me , no friends at all, and a guy who refuses to love me. I do have 3 beautiful kids which must be the only good thing I have. I try to focus on them and keep them ahead this the only reason why I am breathing today. I try seeking help but no matter what it turns out […]

When I was in high school I was popular, I was the capt. of the basketball team, i was in the national honor society, didnt smoke pot or do any drugs, i was a saint in everyones eyes and i was on top of the world. Then, i met a girl who i feel in love with. i was a senior at the time. I would do anything for her just to see her smile, her friends liked me and everything. I had problems though, I was very paranoid about lossing her, never believed she loved me or in that case i could be loved. […]

I’m only 21 years old and have my whole life ahead of me. I’m in school to be an elementary teacher. I have a girlfriend who treats me like I’m the greatest thing alive. I have a good job, a loving family, an adorable iguana, talent, so many hobbies it would take an essay to name them all…but I feel absolutely incomplete.
I broke up with my girlfriend of 4 years in December of 08 because she treated me badly quite often. However, despite my attempts at being with other girls, I miss her and want her back. I tried […]

I’m sick. I’m sick, and I feel like shit. I have warmth; I have a partner; I have a precious little kitten and awareness enough to be concerned about things like grammar.
I have all these things, but I feel like shit. I feel like shit, and I want to die.
Jenna is coming home in a couple hours, and I have to be happy so that she can be, also. You don’t know what Jenna is like. She’s wonderful. She deserves that. She deserves more than I have to give, so the very least I can give […]

Sometimes our minds are pervaded with darkness, and our light is obscured and hidden, and at these times it can seem impossible to find our way back to peace and light.

For many of this world the opportunities to communicate from an inner perspective of peace, protection and safety can be extremely difficult for days, weeks, months, years or even an entire lifetime. This can be as a result of depression, mental illness, medications, dependencies and autism.

Within each of our minds, and within the minds of those most troubled and suffering exists a yearning wish to be understood, accepted and embraced.

And for those residing in fear […]