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Standstill

by renegadeRaenbow 6/12/2016

written by renegadeRaenbow

It’s been a while since I’ve been active here, and I mainly only come to post thoughts that I can just get down and easily forget.

I’ve been off my medications for about 3 months since trying to have a baby with my husband. It has been so hard though what with making the decision to quit the job I’ve been at for the past five years, starting a job I utterly despise, making the decision to quit the new job entirely (after having multiple anxiety attacks stemmed from it; I do have a backup plan though), and having our roommate situation wear and tear me […]

6/12/2016 2 comments

@Tristeza

by HERE4UOK 6/9/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Para Tristeza:
Você deve permitirnos para comentar seus posts.
Seu post intitulado “Um Grande Final” foi ótimo. Parabéns por seu livro!
Mas, principalmente, parabéns para a superação tanto em sua vida!
Eu sei. Nós sabemos. Há muito mais para a esquerda para caminhar, mas a estrada é interessante, se olharmos para ver além dos nossos egos.
Obrigado por compartilhar suas histórias aqui.

suesyd . nomore @ gmail . com
Kik: H4UOK

6/9/2016 4 comments

“You’re So Much Better Than That.” —Cassie, Suicide Survivor

by HERE4UOK 6/7/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Please reconsider. If you can’t find motivation, it’s not because there aren’t reasons out there, out here. It’s because your state of mind blocks your view and your spirit from seeing ahead. And it’s ok, remember: IT’S OK TO NOT BE OK, as long as you ask for help.

I, unfortunately, am no genie. But like most of us here, I have my past. I have my experiences, and with all due respect, unless you’re terminally ill, you have every chance at witnessing how things really DO get better, but you need to do your part too. Help others help you.

Things most likely didn’t get bad […]

6/7/2016 2 comments

What Are Your Reasons To Stay Alive?

by They Call Me Amy 6/6/2016

written by They Call Me Amy

Today I had a breakdown again, and I decided to do a list of things that I really enjoy and I’ll miss if I kill myself, because I will be… uhm… dead. So these are 16 things that can help me get through this day, and maybe tomorrow, and next week.

There is nothing very special here, but these are the things that bring some joy to my life, and they are my reasons to stay alive and not kill myself. I will read them every morning so they can help me battle my urges. Tell me about yours too! 🙂

1. My Parents
2. My Boyfriend

6/6/2016 30 comments

“I Didn’t Want To Die, But I Felt That I Had To…” —Kevin Hines, Suicide Survivor

by HERE4UOK 6/6/2016

written by HERE4UOK

SeeSmith on another post here on SP said it well: “You are the LEAST qualified person to judge yourself [when you are in an ill state of mind]”.

Don’t make the mistake of thinking for others, don’t assume you’re a burden or that others are just too “busy with their own lives” to care for you, to help you.

Ask for help. It’s OK to not be OK! Life is not just about its sweet moments.

6/6/2016 0 comment

Don’t Be Sorry for Struggling. We All Do at Some Point. It’s NOT Wrong Asking for Help, Not Doing So Is..!

by HERE4UOK 6/6/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Ema il: suesyd . nomore at gma il . co m
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Facebook: Suesyd Nomore

6/6/2016 2 comments

I will survive

by skysie 6/5/2016

written by skysie

I want to thank everyone on this site who has commented on my posts. Many of you will know that i set a suicide which was the 1st of June well its now the 5th and i am still here.I have decided to take my life back for my little nephew who is due in 4 months and also odd reason but for my ex. I promised my ex i will not give up and he will not lose me and i am not one to break promises. But also i want to fight for my life as i have a long life ahead of […]

6/5/2016 1 comment

mirror

by alexmckim 6/3/2016

written by alexmckim

She took a deep breath trying her best to gather the strength she needed. Life wasnt getting better… it never would. She took another deep breath feeling her goose bumps light up her skin. She gently ran her hand up her own arm and sighed at the weird tingle sensation that she felt from it. Her head was turned away from the mirror. She dreaded looking into her own eyes, god she hated them. As she looked at her self in the mirror her eyes went straight to their own reflection. Their nasty hasel color staired back unaffected by what they saw in return. Her […]

6/3/2016 0 comment

Ana and The Girl

by ButterflyGirl 5/29/2016

written by ButterflyGirl

I’m overwhelmed by my words.

I want to get better.

I want to love myself.

Ana won’t let me- simply put.

It’s a battle.

I’m a small, one girl army-

but I’m strong enough to fight this.

This won’t take my life.

5/29/2016 0 comment

Confessions of a Dead Angel

by Mexicanwhiteboy96 5/29/2016

written by Mexicanwhiteboy96

Hey everyone, just me- Im 19 right now and I really hate my life . I see people complaining back and forth about trivial things and the truth is I always believed they didn’t know what true pain was. But I know it isn’t right or fair because I’m just comparing their pain to mine andy oroblems aren’t anyone elses. I was molested by my cousin when I was about 8 in 4th grade. the earliest time I can honestly remember this, I was experimented on and I was penetrated my older cousin. Both my cousins fondled me though. That may not […]

5/29/2016 8 comments

I Don’t Quite Know How To Feel

by AKidWithAName 5/28/2016

written by AKidWithAName

Today was the first day in months that I have gone to bed with a calm conscience. I feel out of place and joyous and all these things that are both great and terrifyingly new. I can’t even remember what it was like to sleep with a clear conscience.

I am well aware and will be the first to say that I am undeserving of this clear conscience. I am terrible, but I suppose my underlying narcissism is here to aid me to sleep. I’m so ridiculously, even though I know tomorrow will be a living hell for me. I don’t […]

5/28/2016 2 comments

Forensic Cleaning Documentary – An Antagonizing Source for Strength

by HERE4UOK 5/26/2016

written by HERE4UOK

I like this documentary very much. Not in a morbid way. But in the way that where it becomes evident that there isn’t anything pretty about death, the main character in the documentary finds strength and positivism from her job: Forensic Cleaning, aka. Crime Scene Cleaning, aka. Bio-hazard Cleaning Specialists, etc.

She has gone through so much personally, and professionally, her job is so physically and emotionally intense, yet she keeps pushing through, it’s admirable.
I especially enjoy the interactions between husband and wife 😀

5/26/2016 1 comment

I don’t want to live anymore

by skysie 5/25/2016

written by skysie

I guess I should start from the beginning. I am 17 almost 18 and have a brother who is 16 and a sister who is 20. My life sucks is complicated and somewhat confusing at times.

I was adopted when I was 4 by a family who we were all happy to be part of. I was adopted because my parents did drugs and were nearly always unconscious. We were malnourished and my sister was looking after us. So I guess the positive was we got a new family and well that’s where things were supposed to get better but in fact things somehow got worse.

My brother […]

5/25/2016 7 comments

HELP or GET HELP… Talk to Someone.

by HERE4UOK 5/24/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Thinking about suicide? Ok! Now let’s talk about it. Help each other out.

España/Spain:
www.telefonodelaesperanza.org
Atención en Crisis: 902 500 002

USA
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
En Español:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/spanish.aspx

UK
0800 068 41 41
PAPYRUS
www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/Pages/Getting-help.aspx

México
01800- 290- 00- 24
Línea de Intervención en crisis
suicidologia.org.mx/podemos-ayudarte/

Australia
13 11 14
Lifeline Australia
www.lifeline.org.au

5/24/2016 66 comments

Just a bad day.

by AshCoveredAngel 5/24/2016

written by AshCoveredAngel

Spent most of my day crying today.

I’m pregnant so I’m sure I’m doing terrible things to my unborn son by merely having depression.

I’m currently in therapy and under the care of a psychiatrist. I lie to them because if I don’t I’m 100% positive Child protective services will take my other child back out of my custody and the other once they’re born.

Just an FYI the government can take your children just because you have mental illness. My advice is to lie. You might not get the help you need but let me tell you it’s better than losing a child.

I […]

5/24/2016 2 comments

Suicide And Me (Documentary)

by HERE4UOK 5/23/2016

written by HERE4UOK

It’s no walk at the park for anybody. Life I mean.

We all have our good days, our not so good days, our bad days, and our wtf am I doing here?! days…

But you know what? At the end of the day- scratch that, at the of the call, text message, IM, or email, I wouldn’t change

the opportunity I have to be there for whoever needs me, at least in the form of emotional support, but just be there.

I’ve needed that same help in the past and I got it. So thank you.

5/23/2016 3 comments

hated bullied and exiled.

by onewhoforgives 5/23/2016

written by onewhoforgives

I’m not one to think of suicide when something bad happens in my life, but everyone at my school has drove me to that thought. I’ve always been bullied and been last or never picked cause of what people would say about me and how I’d be treated like someone’s little *****.. but it’s was always my nature to fucking forgive them and shit. I started to contemplate of ways to do suicide and actually think of myself never being there in people’s lives anymore and who’d about who would attend my funeral, but that was what drove me to not doing it ,because I […]

5/23/2016 3 comments

Reality is boring , real life is boring , real world is boring , not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

by niki 5/22/2016

written by niki

Reality is boring
real-life is boring
real-world is boring
not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

also,
I hate Humans , Humans suck
I hate Human , Human suck
I hate Humanity, Humanity suck
I hate people , people suck

Most humans / people only think about Money ,
and this reality is boring !
reallife is boring !
realworld is boring !

people / humans are so shallow, superficial, stupid, ignorant
Humanity is hopeless

if there is God , then God is boring !
even Science is boring too !
Science fiction (Sci-fi) is much more interesting than real Science facts !

why […]

5/22/2016 3 comments

Pain and Pleasure (a quick true story of a kid who fucks with the minds of depressed girls…)

by emotional.monster 5/22/2016

written by emotional.monster

So I am a senior male in high school. I’m 17 going on 18 at the end of June. There’s this one kid Zack who is a freshman at my school and I fucking hate him. I haven’t really talked to him but knowing what he does makes me sick. He dates a girl and makes out with her and everything, he is all sweet and charming and everything (little does anybody know he’s really a ***** and extremely aggressive and violent with guys) but the catch about the girls he dates is that they all self-harm (usually cutting). Sounds like a sweet boy right? […]

5/22/2016 3 comments

JUST ASK!

by HERE4UOK 5/19/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Just ask! Come on, read these two lines out:
“Are you thinking about killing your self?”
“Are you thinking about taking your own life?”
See? That’s just how you do it. Now go. Ask him. Ask her.

People contemplating suicide want somebody to genuinely care. They want to be asked. They NEED to be asked that question. “Are you thinking about killing yourself?” What if your question could save a life?
JUST ASK!

I’m HERE4UOK
Email: suesyd . nomore at g mail . co m
Facebook: Suesyd Nomore
Kik: H4UOK

https://youtu.be/fTeTt7o0Re8

5/19/2016 19 comments

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