I did this, you can too.
I love you.
Gay or straight.
Woman or man.
Black or white or blue.
I love you.Â
And don’t you ever forget that.
I did this, you can too.
I love you.
Gay or straight.
Woman or man.
Black or white or blue.
I love you.Â
And don’t you ever forget that.
Uhm hai.. Well I guess I should start with yes. I’ve attempted suicide. Many times. I’ve never actually talked to anyone about it, or anything’s that’s been happening. I don’t have the strength to say it to someone’s face. But the one time I did. I finally told someone… Exactly 2 weeks and 4 days ago, he committed suicide.. And I was blamed by his family for it. I wasn’t allowed to go to his funeral or say my good byes. This was honestly the love of my life.. We’ve been dating for almost 4 years. We planned our future together and everything.. But it […]
*if you want personal comments, skip to the end, if you want me to write one and I didn’t here, let me know, I’ll get around to seeing it be done at least sometime in the future.
I couldn’t. I could not leave without you all knowing what happened. I don’t want to leave here, it was a strange way to cope, but it helped me. A lot. I’ll write as many personal comments soon for as many users I can think of, (properly this time). I need to tell the truth of why I’m leaving. I’m aware this may get taken down, but I […]
I want to sleep for forever.
i feel so lonely right now. im 18, and my mom kicked me out in august. i now live with my stepgrander that actually took care of me most of my young life. i didnt even really live with my mom until i was 7. my mom was an alocolic. i was told i didnt even want to go see her. my mom,i cant get ahold of her for last few days because i want to see my sister. it hurts, she turned 7 the 8th i didnt see or hear from her. i feel that my mom is doing it on purpose so i […]
Well I don’tknow what to say or where to start, but I guess just letting it all out is a start, so here it goes. I’m a 22 year old female and at the age of 22 I never knew I would of felt the amount of pain as I have this past few years. Past few weeks all I been thinking about is sucide, why should I go on? I can barley handle the pain because of this depression its like a disease that will never go away from the feel of it. I been thinking of different ways to do it overdosing, jumping […]
IÂ sit there in the cafeteria
He sits on the floor he’s talking i cant hear him, my visions bluring black around the edges
I’m brought back because of an intense pain from my hand, my ex boyfriend yet again had bit me, i know he just flirting… that he’s only using me..
I smile laughing telling him it doesnt hurt, he doesnt realise he saved me from another embaressing seizure, he smiles biting my harder i ignore it typing on the computer with my left hand as i try to complete a school project. He lets go and we sit their for a while. I feel him bite […]
At the moment I’ve got my music blasting and I am doing art work im totally distracted From thinking about my troubles but I’m worried that as soon as I go to bed ill start thinking again or that ill have a anxiety attack again. I probably won’t be able to sleep tonight. Does anyone suffer from anxiety and if yes what is it personally like for you?
I’m done with this shit, I’m done crying because of how they view me, I’m done hiding from the mirror because i don’t want to see myself, I’m done living up to their expectations, I’m done thinking of the people who killed themselves.
I’m sick of it all, I hate being afraid, I hate being in a dark place, I hate hiding from the world because i thought I couldn’t deal with it. I’m sick of people wondering why I don’t date, because I don’t want too, I’m sick of people asking if I’m lesbian (nothings wrong with it) I just have no attraction to any human. I don’t […]
20 minutes ago I tried to get some sleep then all of a sudden I felt really worried I was that worried I felt sick then I felt really scared worried and empty all at the same time I thought I was going to pass out or something. I have never experienced anything like this. I won’t be able to sleep tonight I still feel a little scared.
Ok I’m going to just get straight into this because I’ve had all of this bottled in and I can’t find the will to tell anyone face to face which I need to learn to do. Anyway my dad has recently passed away because of cancer, it was horrible and terribly sad that in his last few months I got to see the good side of him then I had to just see him crumble away being in pain. I’ve had to say goodbye and go to his funeral. A mistake I made was when I was hurting I kept all the hurt inside I […]
do you ever feel you shouldnt feel the way you feel you feel like you done something wrong. people always say you have nothing to worry about stop being so depressed. ive been through alot and seen too much. thats about as real as it gets. i have “excuses”.some people just dont understand. walk in my shoes, go ahead. comment if you hear me.
i have quite a story i moved 10 different times always the new kid my single mom never ever had the best choice in men i never met my real dad even though he totally knew about me. it was always the same. new bf he seems nice and might be the one for her. they were always nice in the begining. i mean i was never molested or anything but it always ended the same fight hit punch and then were screwed. my mom never had a job and i felt like a burden allll the f**king time. i started cutting myself and smoked […]
Everyone has regrets, right? Some lies they told, something they did. Well here are all of mine. Please, don’t judge me. Some are past tense, some are present tense. But no matter which tense it is, I’ve never told anyone any of these.
As a child, I never once said please or thank you.
When I was little, I never told anyone anything that happened to me. I never told my mom that my father sexually abused me twice in my life.
I wish I denied the Christmas presents my teachers gave me.(I don’t celebrate Christmas)
I wish I payed more attention to what my parents taught me.
I […]
I’m fairly new to these kind of sites so i’m sorry if this post isn’t perfect, but I could do with some help..
Since about June 2012, I’ve been battling with depression, and not the stereotypical depression, real depression. The kind where you feel shitty for no reason sometimes, like there’s no escape, feeling so lonely when you’re in a world with 6billion people…
What caused it? Truthfully, a lot of things just fell down around me: exam stress, nasty rumours going around, the only girl I’ve loved doing unimaginably awful things and saying such nasty stuff to me (many will point at this, but it wasn’t the sole […]
disclaimer: Â I’m not saying ‘do this and you’ll feel better’, if I know anything, it’s that the road away from suicide is undoubtedly the toughest I have travelled, and I just wanted to share what that felt like, and after it happened it was followed by a new outlook on what my possibilities are. Â But nevertheless even while I no longer want to slit every artery I can find, it’s still near impossible to beat the depression, every day.
I just lost it today. Â I had been doing so well.
I fell back into my depression probably August and the suicidal thoughts began in October. Â I came […]
Well…..yeah since the new year began I said to myself “No more cutting”. And I had stuck to that rule until today. One of my closest friend has been trying to cheer me up for about 3 days straight, and yesterday it worked. But today she was in a depressed mood, and I was trying to cheer her up, and I confessed my love to her, and she just turned her back on me and acted like she didn’t care, no matter how hard I tried to cheer her up, and it hurt me so bad.
So out came the knife and ….. yeah, I just don’t […]
Why would he do this to me?? Why wouldn’t he stand up for me when i was in that black hole and his girlfriend called me a whore and he was right behind me??!!
why would he lie straight to my face?? why can’t he stand up for himself?? why can’t he say no??
i’m felling worthles if i wasn’t here anyone would never give a fuck?? i don’t even get myself sometimes!!?? i miss the time when we were all togehter and happy that time where i was happy!! i miss myself??
i’m scared that i will loose all my friends that i’m gonna loose my family i […]
I’m tired. I was tired last night and today I’m still tired. It’s the feeling of being alone and thinking it will never change that manages to pull me down. I usually just muddle through it but last night it welled up and became overwhelming. I felt there was no way out other then to end it. I came up with a plan, one I thought and think is workable. I researched it on the web to make sure and in doing that research I found this site. This site has helped me,at least temporaly, to put my plan on pause. I read what people […]
The year is bright with hope for others..i jst pray it has something similiar for me.i jst hope i come to anything…anyroad happy new year…y’all nid some banner to celeberate this…
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