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Shit

by Grass 6/15/2017

written by Grass

Here it is again today
The blues
What a mysterious set of hues
I wish they’d go away

Here I am again today
Alone
Is this hell or is it home?
Why is everything so grey

And again I’m calling out to you
Screaming your name
Don’t you think it drives me insane?
I don’t know what more I can do

Is there something more I need to prove?
What more is there to lose?
You’ve left and gone your own way
Leaving me here with hell to pay
It’s an honest shame
That I still give into this game

Again I hear the chorus of
“You’re so brave”

6/15/2017 1 comment

not weak

by nonserviam 6/14/2017

written by nonserviam

depressed people are not weak. they are the strongest people. they fight more than anyone else and fall more than anyone else but still decide to get up. depression is a very deep battle inside a human being and is not fixed by blaming them for being depressed. love them no matter what they are going through, embrace them when they are frustrated for no reason and don’t give up on them. just don’t.

6/14/2017 7 comments

His Name Is Robert

by Addiictivetragedy 6/7/2017

written by Addiictivetragedy

His name is Robert , I was only 8 years old sitting all alone on the couch. I remember his white T-shirt, all by myself in a crowed house. He hid in the kitchen to hide from the suspicion. He took my innocence, he was very quick. It only took a minute, this monster was sick. Like a broken record it repeats in my mind. 15 years pass and I’m still not fine.

They say your body is your temple but I was vandalized. This Innocent little girl on the couch was now traumatized.

He wasn’t the first to hurt me, and wasn’t the last, this little […]

6/7/2017 4 comments

Goodbye

by My life is over 6/6/2017

written by My life is over

I’m gonna do it from me to humanity hold on and don’t give up stay strong.

It will be rope this time

6/6/2017 5 comments

Poetry, Violence, and the Trembling Lambs or Independence Day Manifesto (Allen Ginsberg, Deliberate Prose, selected essays 1952-1995, Part 1)

by nobody 6/3/2017

written by nobody

I have my doubts that anyone will even read this in its entirety. But I thank you if you do. I’m posting an essay by Allen Ginsberg, a poet from the beat generation. If you’d like, skip ahead and read it. If you’d like to read a little background about me and my history, read on. I sincerely hope at least someone bothers to give this a read. Allen Ginsberg is my personal hero. I happened upon his works when I was 19. Depressed, suicidal, half insane from isolation and mental trauma, I would […]

6/3/2017 15 comments

Things that hit home…

by Niko 5/31/2017

written by Niko

The belief that you

are not good enough

will force you

to entertain things

that are not worthy

of your time

the belief that you

are not good enough

will force you

to remain in an environment

that will destroy your ability

to thrive in any relationship

you attempt to create

the belief that you

are not good enough

will force you into situations

thay will cause you

to compromise your standards

the belief that you

are not good […]

5/31/2017 2 comments

so many

by babypanda 5/31/2017

written by babypanda

I don’t want to be suicidal. I don’t want to feel as though the only way to make things better for everyone is through my absence. But that’s always where I seem to end up.

Too many feelings all at once

I don’t know how to stop

Wish it would end

I don’t want to be here

It hurts to be alive

It hurts to hurt you

I’m tired of trying, of being, of

Why can’t I be normal??!?!??!!?!??!!?!??!?!?

What is my purpose

Why am I here

Jumbled thoughts running through my head

Just keep living

One more day

Make it to the next

I am calm

The storm has passed

More like locked away

But we don’t talk about that

I never talk […]

5/31/2017 1 comment

I’m alive

by GerbzBaby 5/29/2017

written by GerbzBaby

It has been a very long time since I’ve posted here! I miss coming back here and talking with everyone. I hope this drawing makes up for my absence 🙂

5/29/2017 4 comments

What Hurts The Most.

by kellinandrew 5/29/2017

written by kellinandrew

Many things can happen in life,

This I know.

But what do you do,

When the pain is to much to bare.

You hurt yourself,

And call It fair,

You tell yourself that it is your you fault,

That you should have cared.

Now it’s to late.

I didn’t think it would happen to me. At all. Why would it happen? That is what I don’t understand, he tries to help, and I know he cares. It hurt him too, but why? Why does it hurt? Why am I so upset? The baby, can I […]

5/29/2017 4 comments

Gloomy Sunday

by BlueDiamond 5/25/2017

written by BlueDiamond

Maybe I should save some money to go to the Golden Bridge. Probably need 1500 dollars to get to California. Sucks that it’s across my where I live. Rumor has it that the Golden Bridge leads to another world, once you jump off it. It sounds like an easy death. I fantasize about the journey to get there.

So, found this interesting song. It’s believed to be cursed because people have kill themselves listening to it. Since we’ll all suicidal here, it won’t hurt us, and if you not suicidal then for the love of prime why are you on this site!? Go to happy sunshine […]

5/25/2017 2 comments

Sorry.

by pho3nixxx 5/25/2017

written by pho3nixxx

Sorry.
I have never heard a word abused so badly. Thrown around until it has no meaning. Wouldn’t it be nice if, for a change, there were nothing to be sorry about?

Well the girl who cried wolf will be heeded no more. Far too many chances given. Disingenuous martyrdom and false remorse do not become her, but I guess I no longer know who she is, so perhaps, in fact, they do.

Sorry’s biggest problem is that it is being spouted from a mouth that has lied to my face countless times. I do not believe a single word she says, let alone a […]

5/25/2017 2 comments

If

by pho3nixxx 5/24/2017

written by pho3nixxx

If I starve myself will you notice? You used to notice.

If I lie here crying will you understand the significance? I didn’t used to cry.

If I tell you how unhappy I am will you care? You used to care so much.

If I tell you how much I need you, will it make you feel anything at all? You used to need me more.

If I tell you I love you, can you even honestly say you love me too? It used to slip off the tongue without us noticing.

If I lie here all alone, will you sense my loneliness from where […]

5/24/2017 2 comments

Cemetery On The Hill

by AJ 5/22/2017

written by AJ

Walked out of class because I couldn’t stop crying the moment I arrived. What’s wrong with me ?

I went to the cemetery on the hill my favourite place to go. And I just lay on top of an above the ground grave. And I cried.

I cried until I was numb.
I cried until I was screaming.

Then I just lay there. In silence. The wind blowing on my skin and the sun beating down on me.

I couldn’t really feel it but I didnt care. Because this was the first time I had felt at peace in weeks.

I lay there limp and emotionless. Anyone walking past […]

5/22/2017 40 comments

What is reality?

by Alfred1688 5/19/2017

written by Alfred1688

As we try to survive in this world we live in

We seek out meaning for the life that was given

Some search for it their entire youth

Yet little find it or see the truth

Majority give up when all hope is lost

Others are consumed by the lies they came across

We all believe it gets better after it gets worse

But those words do not apply on this curse

Even if we tried to satisfy every need

There is no cure for one’s greed

It destroys us like a cancer

5/19/2017 2 comments

Demon Road

by azuzu 5/19/2017

written by azuzu

Though we find ourselves alone in our pain and blackness we are many. Funny how demons push and guide us individually, but we are many. Alone in the dark we cry for deaths sweet release, but we are many. Hopeless am I here by myself, but we are many.

We are legion

5/19/2017 3 comments

exhausted

by nonserviam 5/18/2017

written by nonserviam

i’m afraid of everything lately

i feel scared all the time

scared of falling apart, of breaking down in front of people that don’t know me like that

but i feel the need to fall apart too,

it drags me down, wears my bones and i get tired, tired, tired

i’m just so exhausted and whenever i say this,

no one seems to understand that i meant being tired of life

of everything.

i am so tired.

i feel so weak too, like i can collapse any given moment

and i feel it all the time

everyone keeps yelling at me

screaming about my grades, about my attitude, about my friends, about my habits

and whenever my lungs […]

5/18/2017 2 comments

january 27 – 11:47PM

by suicidalkitty 5/18/2017

written by suicidalkitty

I always give too much

To a friend or to a lover and i cant seem to understand why my giving is never equal to what i receive and i have never felt the kind of happiness i see in their eyes on mine when i am being returned the favor

They seem happier than me and believe me that lights me up completely but i dont know if ive ever heard a thank you or a slight gratitude and that saddens me so that my heart fills with ocean waves like being trapped in a bottle longing the shore, can you imagine how painful that […]

5/18/2017 3 comments

wednesday – 9:10PM

by suicidalkitty 5/17/2017

written by suicidalkitty

sometimes i wish

i stayed inside my mother,

never to come out.

I should go now, quietly
For my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep
Where all my layers can become reeds
All my limbs can become trees
All my children can become me
Oh, what a mess I leave

5/17/2017 4 comments

for the sake of others

by nonserviam 5/17/2017

written by nonserviam

i can’t think

i can’t fucking get my brains to work like how i want them to work

i can’t think and it’s affecting the rest of my body

i am crumbling, shaking, breaking

my chest hurts because my heart tries its best to keep beating when i don’t want it to

my eyes feel heavy because i deny myself the sleep i really need

i’m tired

my limbs feel weary with every step i take

i try to drag myself towards a future people say i deserve,

but do i need that?

i don’t want a future at all

i just wish to go

and still i keep myself breathing

i keep myself alive and well

what do […]

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5/17/2017 1 comment

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Foggy

by pho3nixxx 5/15/2017

written by pho3nixxx

It’s so foggy today.
It reminds me of you.
It reminds me of how I can’t see through you no matter how hard I try, and how I have no control over this.
It reminds me of hidden secrets, of the constant threat of yet another lie hanging in the air, right there in front of my face, but I can’t see it clearly enough to identify it.
It reminds me of the way that I stare into the blindness, widening my eyes as if that willl help, and grasp the faintest outline of you, but just as I do, you disappear again, leaving me […]

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