Category:

Rants

Oh. My. Fucking. God. (just a rant)

by can't be helped 12/5/2017

written by can't be helped

Just as the title says. Oh my fucking god!!! Why can’t people just see that I want to be left alone?! I never get ANY peace and quiet around here! There’s always yelling and shouting and everyone being too damn loud and ignoring their basic preschool training to use their inside voices. Ignorant cretins constantly in everyone’s faces like attention seeking toddlers! These are fucking teenagers for god’s sakes who should have basic manners and common sense but DON’T! No, I don’t want to try and run away with you!

No, I wont give you any food!

No, I won’t let you use my school chromebook or […]

12/5/2017 1 comment

by My Name Is 12/3/2017

written by My Name Is

Everything about me is wrong. Every inch of my skin and hair is messed up and imperfect. Every thought I have is impure and every idea I have is bad. Every drawing I draw is too dark and every note I sing is off pitch. Every word I write isn’t placed right and every song I listen to is written strangely. Every book I read is weird and everything I touch disintegrates. Every person I know sees me as imperfect and wrong. Everything about me is wrong and I know it as well as anyone else who has the misfortune of meeting me or even […]

12/3/2017 2 comments

Expectation

by My Name Is 12/3/2017

written by My Name Is

I have a 4.2 GPA. I am on the varsity swim team. I am an honors student right now and there’s not a single class that I’m taking that isn’t advanced. I have a good amount of friends and my teachers like me. I live in a good stable family it looks like with two parents that are still together along with a brother and a sister. My family can afford to go to the beach in the summer for the weekend and allow me and my siblings to have out own rooms. I have a seasonal job that paid really good this year and […]

12/3/2017 1 comment

Plan

by Lastdaysoon 12/3/2017

written by Lastdaysoon

The next few weeks will determine if I stay or go. I’m not one of the lucky ones so getting ready in case life craters again…

12/3/2017 0 comment

Iron Pills Suicide Attempt

by Spit 12/2/2017

written by Spit

So I took an entire box of Slow Fe iron pills. And nothing has happened in over 36 hours. Don’t know why.

Don’t know

12/2/2017 12 comments

i don’t know what to do anymore

by aphids 11/30/2017

written by aphids

tw : torture, m*olestation mention, abuse, lots of swearing

i just,,,don’t know what to do anymore ?? i try and i try and i try and nothing fucking helps and i just want to fucking disappear and never come back to this shitty planet

what even happened to me isn’t even classified as a bad thing because “it’s just water” ***** do you really want to find out how it feels to be drowngin because sure, go ahead on your shitty fucking youtuve channel and waterboard yourself and then complain about how you were wrong

i’m so fucking weak it’s pathetic and i can’ty help but feeling like […]

11/30/2017 2 comments

by ALLbeletsHAPPY 11/30/2017

written by ALLbeletsHAPPY

I don’t know what to write anymore. There’s no way to say my thoughts beautifully. I don’t want to breathe anymore, my lungs don’t deserve it, I just want to bleed and since the scar tissue on my legs are so fucking strong I don’t bleed. It just bleeds enough to clot the cut and nothing more. So I wrecked my arm and it was the most satisfying thing I’ve experienced. My blood ran red down my arm and left drops on the sink. My heart is beating but broken. All I can think of is drowning myself in cocaine and whiskey
I hate my […]

11/30/2017 3 comments

Anxiety

by firefly11291998 11/29/2017

written by firefly11291998

I have social anxiety as well severe depression and bipolar disorder. I was raised in a very christian family where any mental problem is made up. My dad does not accept it as a problem, but as a way for me to be trying to get attention. I have told him many times that if i was trying to get attention, he would not have spent days and nights in the ICU and the ER with me. Just waiting and hoping for me to wake up after another overdose. idk what to do bc he will never understand no matter how much i try to […]

11/29/2017 11 comments

My story if anyone cares

by Max 11/28/2017

written by Max

11/28/2017 5 comments

I’m new here.

by imlost93 11/26/2017

written by imlost93

Im so glad I found a place where I could release all of my thoughts , and not be forced to just let keep things inside. I’m 24 years old, I have 1 kid. I lived alone once upon a time, work a ft job while my son attends Daycare. The father isn’t in the picture . Now, my mother has moved in and I also have a boyfriend that lives with me. Before they moved in I felt sad, alone and depressed, which is why I agreed to have them here. Now I feel even more alone, down, lost and depressed. I feel like […]

11/26/2017 1 comment

Oh

by deerdezz 11/26/2017

written by deerdezz

ups and downs, ups and downs
so much has happened in a year..both good and bad that i sometimes still find myself waking up if any of it was real.
and now i feel that feeling again. not necessarily wanting to be gone but not against my time being up. wondering how someone like me could be allowed to stay here when i feel so foreign to the world.
Like im not even human at all but desperately want to.
When the fog settled in and anxiety already hit its peak i left without saying a word.
I started out walking. I thought getting fresh […]

11/26/2017 2 comments

Violently Stressed

by GerbzBaby 11/25/2017

written by GerbzBaby

As I’m typing this I feel like having a meltdown at work. Every call, every person that I talk to gets me angry. I feel like taking my fist to a wall. I’ve become very moody and violent as of late because of family and friends. They don’t listen and my friends either replace me with someone else or obsess the fuck over my sister. I feel unwanted and I want to run from it. Hanging out with my shit ass friend didn’t help me becaus he just kept trying to get my sisters attention as I tried to make a conversation with him. Everyone […]

11/25/2017 2 comments

by oof46 11/18/2017

written by oof46

So I’m the girl who is always happy, laughing. I’m the girl who helps others, nice to everyone and is in every school activity. I’m also the girl who gets ignored, left out, not given a damn opportunity even though I try my best. Maybe they do it unintentionally, but it hurts all the same. I don’t want to third wheel anymore, I want to be remembered; I’m tired of being left and then two hours later they finally remember me. It would be nice if just once I could be included. I’m bad at communication and it is partially my fault but I don’t know […]

11/18/2017 12 comments

People Allergy

by Shittymatsu 11/16/2017

written by Shittymatsu

“Since people are the worst, I’ll put myself first.” But lately I’ve found I’ve been having problems with that mentality.

After a few years I’ve realized I do need people. I can’t keep being on my own. My middle school bully is probably the one to be blamed. Yes, she was the one to kick start my depression and anxiety after all. My parents and teachers had only worsened it from then on but that’s besides the point.

For the hellish three years I’ve withdrew into myself because of my fear of people. This girl had turned the entire school against me. If she had a dick […]

11/16/2017 1 comment

Why?

by Rosaaa 11/15/2017

written by Rosaaa

It seems that that’s the number one question on my mind.

Why am I here ? Why do I feel so sad?

Why can’t I succeed?

Why am I treated the way I am?

I feel so alone I have no body to talk to I have no feeling I’ve became so numb.

How much longer?

I sit and write the final suicide note…

11/15/2017 3 comments

I’m sorry

by kamidaka 11/15/2017

written by kamidaka

I cant talk to anyone because if I tell them he died they’ll just laugh at me and brush it off as nothing. I can’t tell my “friends” because they’re not my friends. So I’ll just post it here, because I really can’t talk to anyone about this. I’ll put this under the “Rants” tag don’t worry. And this will be really long, I’m so sorry

People told me he would die, and my first reaction was “oh well, we’re all gonna die eventually someday, I bet it won’t be that bad”. Oh how foolish of me. This was around August I think. I kinda hated […]

11/15/2017 5 comments

passing feelings

by slg7 11/8/2017

written by slg7

last night, my girlfriend and I had a disagreement. you see, I am 32 years old and when I was 23 i made a mistake and stole $5,000 from the supermarket I worked for. it is a never-ending struggle to succeed in life because that felony charge stays with you. it happened to be in the state of arizona and they don’t expunge felonies they just “set them aside”. I cannot afford to do that so here I am back to where I started.

back to the disagreement from last night. we had gotten phones together via tmobile buy one get one free and so our […]

11/8/2017 4 comments

Its shocking what people post online

by lonewolf23 11/8/2017

written by lonewolf23

I guess facebook and social media is where all the deep shit is. I just created my first facebook account and i saw all the shit my family members post and some of it surpises me. Its not even just family members but also old friends. I am shocked by their distrust in me. They have all these problems going on and yet they can’t talk to me about it in person. They wanna go tell their “homies” first before i even find out about it. Which naturally begs the question what the hell am i to them? I am their brother, son, friend. So […]

11/8/2017 7 comments

Old people keep messing with me

by lonewolf23 11/7/2017

written by lonewolf23

These last couple of weeks have been super upsetting for me. I don’t know if this is a senior citizen thing but i have been interacting with some of the most disrespectful senior citizens I’ve ever met lately. They say the rudest shit ever. And they really try to get me upset. It seems like its on their daily agenda to piss me off just cuz I’m young. I’m 21yrs old and for some reason they target me as someone to bully. I say bully because i can say some horrible things back but i choose not to because i dont like doing that. I […]

11/7/2017 3 comments

Can we talk about mental health care providers real quick?

by greyghoste 11/5/2017

written by greyghoste

A.k.a. how fucking useless they all are? The only thing mental health care providers have ever done for me is make me feel like they’re exploiting my mental illness as an expendable source of income. 0% helpful. 100% scam. And yet everybody swears by them while I am absolutely convinced that the mental health services are pseudoscience. They don’t give a SHIT about me unless I’m paying. And then they have the audacity to take the $200 I managed to scrape together to try and get some real help, and tell me to fix it myself. Fuck all of you, I hope you all burn […]

11/5/2017 10 comments

Newer Posts

Older Posts