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Thus far…

by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

I’m back in school since the winter break. I have a few things on my mind, including the finals in 2 weeks.

My to-do list includes:

Apply for jobs (already applied at McDonald’s and the Habit, also need an auto shop for an internship for my auto class)

I need to find a recruiter for the military

Start a workout regimen that doesn’t mess up a schhedule i guess i have to compile since i will have to balance 8 hours of an internship and a normal part time job.

need to either find weed or get the psychologist to analyze me for my possible moderate depression and most likely […]

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Almost lost control

by EmoFaby
written by EmoFaby

Today I almost made an enormous cut on my hand. But don’t worry i just made a few short cuts but I was really angry and frustrated. I hate it when I’m forced to do something I don’t want to do or do right away.I also hate it when my parents don’t understand me and what I’m going through. They never listen!!! I wish they would listen to me more often and I bet they would understand but even if I ask them to listen to me for just one second they still don’t get what I’m saying ‘cus they still NEVER listen.

I wish I […]

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1st Part Of Mt Story

by suicidal13boy
written by suicidal13boy

i was in the sixth grade when i realized i was emotionally and physically depressed thats when i started to cut myself. i had no one but then i met a girl and we started to talk. we were all flirty with each other and then we started to date. we were doing great i completely stopped cutting myself but then one day i sat and watched her flirt with other guys while i was sitting right there. after i watched her do that i was so mad me and her got into a fight and we broke up. i was so saD mad and alone […]

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I love you SP family

by RuinsOfTheVoid
written by RuinsOfTheVoid

Hello guys

I don’t have time to talk this evening, just popping  in. I hope you are all doing well and hanging in there. Tomorrow is another day. Keep fighting the good fight.

I wish you all the luck and happiness in the world. You are the people who deserve it. 🙂

Ruins

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PLEASE READ- YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

by BladesxOfxHope
written by BladesxOfxHope

Hey.

I am Kriss. 15. From Ohio. I’m a girl, btw. There are SO MANY posts wondering if people know how they feel, if they’re really alone. But please, listen to me!

You are never alone! You may not believe this, you may not care, but you have ME, GOD, FAMILY MEMBERS (yes I am sure you have at least one. If not a family friend or something like that) and other TRUSTED ADULTS. You are not alone. I know how it feels to be alone- I am one of those kids that constantly feels alone. But really we are not alone.

If you were alone, would these […]

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Why….Why cant I die

by EmoFaby
written by EmoFaby

Why cant I be gone already? Why am I still here hoping for change when more terrible stuff happen? Why when i beg God to be dead the more bad stuff happen to me. I guess it just my bad luck. My life is to complicated right now but i keep holding on but then again there will be no change. But i won’t let go. No. Not now. Not when there are those few people that care so much. Not when i start feeling a bit of love. But then I can’t stop that thought. That thought that makes me hurt myself and i […]

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I almost cut.. but i made 4 videos instead

by BrooklynBoxx
written by BrooklynBoxx

So for you who have been following up on my post you know i self harm quiet a bit and quiet deep to. Instead of self harming the other day i chose to make some amv ( animated music videos) for vampire knight.

Please check them out and let me know if their any good. Also subscribe if you wanna keep up with my blogs and other videos.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCaTinffnkI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjnYh6GRmVo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmrCUV9BdHY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m35rBe1iYKc

 

I hope this new coping skill works for a while.. and doesnt die in a matter of a week.. like most of the others..

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Final Goodbyes.

by Jayjingle
written by Jayjingle

Final Goodbyes.

 

Sitting here,
make-up streaks my face.
Knife to my wrist,
A 100 pills down.
Vomit on the floor,
sweat soaked shirt.
I want this to end,
I want to be free from this.
Slit my wrist,
one for the stupidity,
two for the pain,
three for the sleepless nights,
four for the tears.
Now the other,
five for the broken promises,
six for the stolen innocence,
seven for the abuse,
eight for the pleasure.
I don’t feel a thing,
as the blood gushes to the floor.
My heart stutters,
my breathing stops.
Goodbye is all that’s left,
written on the wall in blood.

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Not sure what I am saying

by RuinsOfTheVoid
written by RuinsOfTheVoid

So I guess I am having a weird day. I feel fine really. I am just finishing up on a report I have to hand in tomorrow. I am not worried really I have it 95% completed. I just feel… I cant describe it really.

I have been doing really well lately. I no longer have anger issues of any kind really. I have been doing MMA for a while now, it has really helped me to channel my anger and frustration. My depression is all but gone really. I meditate almost every day. My stomach palpitations are basically gone. I have been building core strength […]

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I Want to Change This Year

by TheNoNamer
written by TheNoNamer

So it’s basically 2013 and I give up on those new years resolution. I know I won’t follow them, and if I do it won’t last. I know the number one thing is to stop hating myself and I just can’t, not alone. Number two on my list is to get more friends, REAL friends. I hate it when people tell me to be more social, if people don’t want to hang out then I won’t hang out with them. Number 3 is to stop my habits, including cuttting. Why I hate my self is because I started comparing myself to how I […]

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Suicide Poem

by Jayjingle
written by Jayjingle

Suicide Poem

I don’t want to live, I’m ready to die, I reach for the blade and  let out a sigh. I’m sick of this world, I’m sick of it all, what would happen if I had a ‘Fall’ from a building or off a train track, would anyone actually want me back? If i Swallow these pills or fall down the stairs, I wonder if anyone actually cares. Don’t blame my family, it wasn’t their fault, my life was just ready to come to a hault. I know that I’m young, but I really don’t care, I sit on my bed with a lifeless stare. […]

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Losing Hope and getting it back

by BladesxOfxHope
written by BladesxOfxHope

Hey, I am Kriss (Short for Kristina). I am 15, going on 16, and I live in Ohio. I am German, and British with a little bit of Native American and Irish in me.

I just thought I would be neighborly and introduce myself. I am here because, like most everyone, I at one time have tried to kill myself. I was only 11 the first time, 13 and then 15. I have always had PSTD. For those who don’t know that is Post Tramatic Stress Disorder. What happened, though, that would have caused me this terrible thing? Well, here is my story.

I went to […]

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I’ve lost myself

by SimplyConfused
written by SimplyConfused

My whole life I’ve always thought of  myself to be this “good girl”. Like success was the only option and I was so confident that I’d get the whole “storybook” lifestyle. And I’m not someone who believes things are handed to you so I knew there would be some hardships but I just don’t think anyone should go through such constant disappointments. I think I’ve reached my limit, I’ve completely lost myself. Nothing I do makes any sense to me But I just can’t stop it. I just want to be happy, but I never can. I’ve always been a good student but I’m flunking […]

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BROKEN! AND ROMANTICALLY ALONE..

by IamBane
written by IamBane

 

Hello, I’m Bane. I’ve tried to kill myself many times and I decided I wanted to come on here and Impart my story to you fine people. My story begins and ends in darkness, I was born in a prison called Pena dura located in the darkest of caribbeans Santa Prisca. I was forced to serve the life sentence for my snake of a father Edmund Dorrance AKA King Snake. I was raped many times, Raped by Injustice and darkness…and sometimes men, dark men. I had nobody, I had nothing. Except my bestfriend Osito. I loved Osito, I made love to Osito. Osito was not […]

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its time.

by born to die
written by born to die

ive decided its time. 3 more days just 3 more days till 2012 is over and 3 more days till i die. i have decided it is time and im going to die. i promised myself that next year i will commit suicide. no one wants to help me, no one understands my pain, physical and emotional. im better off dead. im just a worthless good for nothing person. dead but alive. inside dead and outside alive. i just have to survive 3 more days. i cannot carry on like this anymore and im taking action and leaving. what do you think ?

 

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there is hope

by pointless6
written by pointless6

I have never spoken about this before but I feel that maybe people can use this as inspiration. Something has happened to me that will change my life forever.

I have lived with schizophrenia my whole life which has lead to insomnia, bipolar, depression, lack of confidence, loss of personality…the list goes on. At a young age, I landed myself in a mental health unit, dosed up on stupid amounts of anti-psychotics and sleeping tablets with little to no contact with the outside world. They wanted to keep me there for a long time, as a docile zombie, drugged up and staring at walls with no concept […]

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arghh

by born to die
written by born to die

another sleepless night with crying, screaming into my pilllow and suffering 🙁 i wrote this in the night…. hope you like it.

 

 

fires ablaze within my eyes

a smile concealing all my lies screaming, begging calling out

a final frantic desperate shout.

i dont know why i feel this way

i never asked for pain, tears or suffering i was normal at one point in life

i was full of smiles, laughter and happiness

i wish i knew the cause of this pain to find a way to make it all stop.

have you ever felt like giving up this fight

have you ever slit your wrists or

have you ever picked up a knife

i […]

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