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what’s the point

  August 26th, 2010 by no one of consequence

Everything I do, everything I try, no matter how hard I work, falls apart. It never ends. I have no prospects. I can’t even get my foot in the door to start a career. I can’t even get a regular, meaningless job. It’s like people look at me and see right though me, to some inner secret place that screams I’m a loser, don’t bother. Hell even the kids in grade school knew it. I don’t even believe they were just jerks anymore. I really am a loser. My life is going nowhere, its mostly my fault, and I’m running out of ways to fix it. Everything I’ve spent the last years building …

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This might be the ONLY hope I have for mankind & humanity

  August 26th, 2010 by niki

This might be the ONLY hope I have for mankind & humanity:

I hope this is all true..
Other than this,….I don’t know what else.  Seriously..

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Life is a prison sentence

  August 25th, 2010 by runaway

Whatever way you look at it, life is no better than a prison sentence. If your poor then your a prisoner of poverty, if your not poor your still a prisoner to keeping that lovely house over your head and maintaining what you got. Some people are prisoners to abuse and some are prisoners to ‘being liked’ and making sure they dont step out of line in case their friends judge them. In prison you get half the inmates who hate it but keep their heads down and just long for the release date and the other half are used to being in and our …

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  August 25th, 2010 by denny

Sometimes it’s difficult to trust people, and sometimes rightly so. However, I would hate to see a change in people posting on here due to being scared to trust, there are many people on here that are completely trustworthy and worth taking the risk to confide to. Bad things happen in life but lets not allow a minor few things ruin our trust completely.

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teenage romance, or tragedy.

  August 25th, 2010 by Cheyenne.

you are the trigger.
i am your amusement
i know how to please you
you know how to decieve me

i willfully set myself up in your trap
knowing in the end i will be snapped
as i break quietly in my own shell
over my heart is where i aim the barell

i scream endlessly in my mind
and beg for you to please be kind
trying to keep alive a dying dream
killed by our self destructive paths

in my darkest imagination you cringe as i speak
ünable to take the words and your fingers shake
pull the trigger i already got it set up for you
pull the trigger because its what you wanted to do.

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  August 25th, 2010 by maryy

For those who have recently posted about the helium method, I came across this link which is very factual, should be of help to you.

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Is suicide different from any other death?

  August 25th, 2010 by chocolate

What if this life is just a test to see if and how we become so attached to it? I have been reading a lot about this material superficial world and I’ve been giving it a lot of my own thought. When it is explored, isn’t everything of this world materialistic and superficial, including relationships, even family relationships? Isn’t the love of another human being just another addiction of this existence? Isn’t finding a purpose for yourself in helping others just another addiction, something that makes you feel good? 

What is the purpose of feeling good if not to just stop you from feeling bad? Why would …

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Crazy question but serious one . . . .

  August 25th, 2010 by sumo

Can anyone advise me on if there are any ‘suicide pacts/cults’ in the UK? I have searched online but of course typing that in just brings up past famous ones that made the media, I doubt it would be legal for anyone to advertise such a thing so blatantly. I recently watched a 2 hour video about ‘Heavens Gate’ which was a suicide cult in the states. I have no interest at all in their beliefs about UFO’s etc but I don’t care, I would gladly pretend to believe anything if I would be given an exit at the end of it with lots of …

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Seems someone that supposedly died on here just over a week ago has come back on re-incarnated!

  August 25th, 2010 by trevor

It’s SO obvious.

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He wants me dead

  August 24th, 2010 by tina-

I finally left my abusive boyfriend after 6 years, I lost my family and friends because of him and he destroyed my life in every possible way. I have no confidence, I can’t work, I can’t pay my rent, I’m ugly and useless and he found where I am living which I’m devastated about, I told the police and they told me to call them if ever he came here. Well he did, he smashed up my flat and punched me in my head repeatedly telling me to die over and over. I called the police and they haven’t even arrested him, I kept asking …

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want to end my life

  August 24th, 2010 by hopetodie

way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be …

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got to the end of the road with bulimia

  August 24th, 2010 by lexi_1000

I am 20 years old and am severely bulimic. it began as early as 9 years old and as a result i have had my entire life to date thrown away on the disorder- it has dominated everything and every failed attempt to control it has made me feel worse. At five foot 6 my weight this last year has gone from 7 and a half stone to now 9 and a half stone and i am struggling to get rid of any of it and instead am getting fatter and fatter. i don’t want to see anybody and it has got to the point …

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To those that use the term ‘suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem”

  August 24th, 2010 by daylight

although I admire that you read that somewhere and it left some kind of impression on you, do you think you could either try to be a bit more personal to the author of the post you are replying to, or just go and read some more and come back on here when you’ve learned some, cause you quite clearly don’t have a natural knack at ‘advising’.


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Muscle Dysmorphia Is Ruining My Life

  August 24th, 2010 by Tobias Please feel free to add me if you find refuge in any of my writing or you’d like to talk to a critical thinker. Today went pretty badly, as I was overly concerned with my physique yet again. I have a condition called Muscle Dysmorphia; a specific term from a broader term known as Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD). Muscle Dysmorphia (MD) is commonly referred to as Bigorexia because as the name implies, it is an obsession with the physique, only with the opposite desires of an anorexic. I wish to be bigger and weigh more. I cannot stress enough how much this means to …

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Niki (dealing with moderation issues)

  August 24th, 2010 by maryy

I have posted a response to your post but it is waiting in moderation (there is also a response from Steve-c) I don’t know if you know this as I have seen that you have become agitated by this moderation thing, but you can go into ‘comment’ on the dashboard and approve them yourself so that they appear on your post or you can just read them there. I have no idea why sometimes they are held up in pending, or who puts them there when other replies seem to go straight through. Most peculiar system.

Mary x

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to steve_c (in reply to your thread “Niki”), and also everyone else who’s interested

  August 24th, 2010 by niki

I swear I fuckin’ hate this whole “awaiting moderation” thing, I’ve typed such a long reply to you & your excellent post, steve_c, but then it comes again this “awaiting moderation” thing. Luckily I have copied what I’ve wrote, and I’ll paste/write it again here:

thank you everybody for your posts, and also kyle, for your caring of me (english is also not my first language, so I really appreciate you’re taking some time to write out & translate your thoughts into english. it’s not easy).
Believe me that I very much appreciate it. and thank you very much Steve, for actually braving yourself to straight-ahead …

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I wish I knew how to put this into words.

  August 24th, 2010 by courtneyxoxox

I’m not really sure how to express this, so bare with me. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone anymore about any of what i’m feeling. I feel that i’ve worn out that welcome because of years of depression, suicidal thoughts, self injury, counseling, and hospitalization. Sad part is i’m only 16, well, 17 in 3 days. I honestly feel that once i’m gone it won’t be much of a fuss. Ya know that line from Adams song? “Another six months, i’ll be unknown.” That’s how I feel. If you really knew me you’d know that I find it absolutly impossible to believe that …

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  August 24th, 2010 by steve-c

Hi, my name is Steve, I came on here last night and I’ve been reading through many posts on here, a lot of which are yours. Hope you don’t mind me speaking with your directly?

I noticed that very recently you have joined a post of a woman who is talking about spirituality (which seems to be your speciality) and I can’t help but say to you that your responses are depressing and just confirm what that lady is saying even more, I’m sure she sees that and knows it to be pointless in responding to you, although I hope she does.

Not just this post, but …

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I want to help.

  August 24th, 2010 by You are stronger than this

I feel helpless when I read posts on this website, I wish there was something I could say or do to change your mind when it comes to making the ultimate decision to kill yourself. I was introduced to this site when my sister wrote her suicidal story on here. It broke my heart to read how she didn’t want to live, even with a loving family, a career and amazing friends. I feel the same as I read other stories that you guys post. I feel the reason that many of you post on this site is because you have no one to confide …

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  August 24th, 2010 by itsallalie

How do I cancel my membership to this site?

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