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This song saved my life… Now let it save yours
I cant do this anymore, suicidal thoughts have come back and they are as strong as ever….
In two weeks time I have to return to school, and I’m terrified at that though, it’s such a simple thing that nearly everybody does but I don’t want to…. I have exams coming up so I’m stressed about that and the OCD doesn’t help…..
Suicide is the only way to end this pain……<3
So for a very long time ive been really depressed. about a year ago i became suicidal. 6 months ago i tried killing myself with pescription pain killers. 4 months ago i finaly started to feel better, still bad but i wanted to live. over christmas break ive done nothing, no one cares about me, no one wants to hang out. ive felt so worthless and empty. and today i just woke up and i couldnt stand life. ive just sat in my bed all day, crying and feeling really suicidal again. i was about to call my x and see if she wanted to […]
You’ve got to be kidding…..perfect time, perfect place, perfect plan……perfect noose…….
Then wtf went wrong??? I did everything right. Everything…..then why did the rope break??? Why? Why? WHY? I can’t do this. I can’t keep living like this. Cutting won’t numb this pain, Burning won’t numb this pain…..
I have failed at everything…..at life. Why? somebody please. Please help me
1. What is your job?
or what do you study?
2. Do you like it? or hate it? or fucking hate it, but have little to no choice?
3. And is you’re feeling suicidal also related with your job/working life?
perhaps feeling meaningless, and hate life?
4. Last but not least, why don’t you pursue your dreams, or your dream-job, or what makes you happy?
What makes you hesitate?
thanks.
Lately, Ive been feeling so alone and unloved. Like…my own best friends don’t love me like they say they do. Whenever someone tells me they love me, my brain thinks “no you don’t.” And I feel all my friends love their other friends more than they love me.
My point is, I need to die. No one gives a crap about me if I did. Therefore, someone kill me.
I think people often only look at the ‘good’ sides of the money system, but overlooking (or even neglecting) many ‘bad’ sides, in fact perhaps much more than the ‘good/positive’ of the money system! that is IMHO where lies the main problem of all the constant debates & misunderstandings.
The fall of U.S & Europe financial crisis (and soon perhaps the world’s economic collapse, in 2012) have somewhat really proved about this.
People need to seriously look at the Bigger Picture of things, to be very objective, of what Money (system) also caused to humanity.
Out of curiosity, have any of you here ever heard of: […]
I saw not too long ago a post with regards to a “recipe for happiness”, or something to that effect. I was really impressed with the amount of forethought and time that was put into it; you could tell that it was genuine and sincere. I have my own recipe:
1. Smile
2. Laugh
3. Enough opiates to kill a small pony
P.S. The opiates help with the smile and laugh part.
Also, I am leaning more and more to an OD suicide. I mean, I don’t really want to OD again, but, the first (and only) time I did, it was an accident. At least if I pre-plan it, […]
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. The past years i’ve wanted to commite suicide. I would sit around and think about how I could do it, or when i could. And i’d think about what would happen, and where’d i go. And i’d think about all the things i haven’t got to experience in my life yet. I’d always change my mind. Sometimes i go get a towel and wrap it around my neck and try to chock myself but i never can force myself do “it”.  I just don’t get why i have these thoughts. Also when im angry, i punch myself in the legs […]
I want to kill myself so badly I’ve tried before but my dad stopped me I wish he hadn’t. It would be so easy to do it the second time around, just slit my wrist right down the middle and bleed out completely numb and finally at peace. But I feel like, with my luck, as soon as I kill myself I’ll get accepted into the school I want James will finally fall in love with me but it will be too late because I’m dead and I’ll get called in for a interview for this job I want. But if I […]
I’m going to skip the big intro and get to the important stuff…I own a crime and trauma scene cleaning company so on a daily basis I deal with people going through the worst times in their lives. Every day in day out I see first hand what suicide does to families and friends, neighbours, colleagues and so on. No matter what you may be thinking there are people who care about you. Your actions will forever change the lives of every single person you know even some people you don’t. Suicide is a permanent solution to your temporary problem. You never know what the […]
when is it time for me to get something i want. not to sound conceited but i do tend to give and give…well i try and i rarely… id like to say never get any sort of respect in return…. whatever. push me away. in the end i wont be suffereing anymore.
I have been planning my own death for a few weeks now. Carefully deciding which method is best. I think I have the perfect solution now.
There have been several reasons to lead up to this decision. The main one I want to share with you and you may judge me but I hope this will at least change someone’s mind along the way. Instead of spending Christmas by myself I should have been celebrating the my child would be born on February 2nd, 2012. But this past June I chose to have an abortion because I was not happy at that moment in my relationship […]
I feel like everything is my fault. My ex cheated on me, and i felt like it was my fault, i told her that and she agreed it was my fault. Even things that have absolutely nothing to do with me, i blame myself. I hate it, and there is nothing i can do to make myself not think that. I hate hurting people, i hurt so many people all the time. I love helping people, and i feel like im someone people can go to to talk about things with, and id always be there for people. but i feel like i hurt more […]
I WILL LIVE THROUGH THIS? i want only honest people to answer. How do you live through everyday pains. Good advise please..
You awake in a room
The fires blazing hard
Biting you with the intensity of their heat
The world comes crashing down in flames
The room begins to crumble
Sealing you within it’s fate
Trapping you inside
Burning you alive
There’s no way out
You find that it’s the end
The flames sore higher
The heat increases
You sware you can feel
Skin on your face
Begining to melt away
Burning from the bone
It’s over, it’s over, it’s over…
It’s time to fade away
Silence your screams for help
Bathe yourself within flames
Feel your soul being ripped from your body
The pain will end,
When […]
I didn’t even get to see my own father for Christmas this year. And not because he was in jail this time but because he’d rather spend it with his girlfriend and probably with her kids. I’m so pissed off because of this. We aren’t close but I like seeing him even if we don’t say much or do much together. It’s always just nice to get to see him since I only get to a few times a year. I guess at least I get to, right? I’m just hurt and feel like he didn’t want to spend time with me. That’s why I’m […]
half heartedly i name the things
you suggested to me
somewhat in consideration but
in the back of my mind this just isnt right
the stars are too bright too clear
i dont want to see whats happening
yeah sure write what you want
the weekly apology
try to invest in me
have a morning glass of gasoline
have an afternoon light
when a break from bad luck is right
life leads you through a bad scene
focus only on whats happening
don’t forget details are the key
ever since i chose what i chose
i have antarctic bones
real love is a daydream
absent from reality
i cant seem to find it within me
not anyone except for you
can give it straight
bring it […]