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Nobody gives a feel about me

by minky5
written by minky5

I was at school. I just recently found out that a mean girl from last year said that I had head lice and I should just go kill myself. Of course, I just laughed my ass off since that mean girl wasn’t good looking herself and tried to do that because she thought of herself as ugly. For the first three weeks of hearing that I was fine… until something happened…

My sister, who is in the same school and grade as me, became friends with that mean girl’s sidekick. Every time I passed my sister’s new friend, they would both just roll their eyes. I […]

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What am I going to do…

by minky5
written by minky5

I do not even care anymore. I is not carin about grammar right now. I remember I was at school about a month ago wen my sis and her friend came up to me and said rude things about me and my boy friend. I was sad. I ran home and cryed. my boyfriend was sad too. he tried to comfort me but he don’t know how much I hurt on the inside. of course I aint got no guts for suicide but it still hurts. I am in pain. there Is not light when yu have depression. and don’t you get sick of people […]

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by beautifulthings
written by beautifulthings

 
The more I grow up the more I get older
Physically yes, but psychologically more
It’s like we have to be much more colder, to live life without being hurt
We build up walls so that we don’t get burned, that we fight
the urge of genuinely caring for each other.

Sweetheart, I’m only twenty years old and I started building this house of stone guarded by
Thorns to tear apart those
Who try to destroy the only heart
That I have
A lot of people don’t understand that
The joy that I have is not me trying
To be happy
If I were to […]

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Running out of time… And pretty damn thankful for that.

by unsocialfreak
written by unsocialfreak

Okay i’m being completely honest here, no sugar coating anything alright. I have just come across as a huge disappointment in my entire family and every time i try to regain any self confidence it just plummets back down. I’m tired of everything and i’m not scared of the future anymore because i’ve decided that i will not have a bright and wonderful future anymore because i’m done. I may not live past 20 and I guess somethings happen for a reason and my reason is that i’m useless and i no longer have any significance to anyone. Not my family or my so called […]

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Falling Apart

by Kalycea
written by Kalycea

I am so sorry for wasting your time with this, but I have to get it out. For the past seven years, I’ve had problems hiding things and lying to my parents. Now, my dad is so upset with me that he refuses to talk to me. I didn’t realize what I was doing at the time, and how much I was hurting them. I can’t help but think that if I commit suicide, it’ll make all there problems go away and they’ll finally be happy. They once assured me this was not the case but I can’t help think it anyway. They’ve talked to […]

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where do i go from here

by lake-of-fire
written by lake-of-fire

I am destined to destroy myself my darker thoughts may lessen from time to time but they never go away the need for physical pain and inebriation holds me down. For every good day there are thousands of bad ones. I’ve never done anything good for myself. I convince myself I don’t need to eat today get blackout drunk grab a razorblade or hunting knife and cut myself open and watch the blood pour. I can keep myself busy and not think destructively but when I sit and think for 5 minutes I think about shotguns and razors. No one cares to be around me […]

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I was wrong.

by Kallian
written by Kallian

how can i love you,

why do i care,

how was i not aware,

you were going to leave me at my worst,

to turn my life into death,

leave me screaming in despair,

i trusted you to always be here,

through thick and thin,

you put my life in the wrong spin,

when you left i picked up my knife,

i thought i was an ex cutter,

but i guess i was wrong,

i must have been fooled […]

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Why do people push love away before they can give love a chance?

by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath

Fear, Frustration, Anger and Heart Break changes that.

Have you ever been so excited and so alive with one person yet for no apparent reason they just leave and everything changes? One day you guys are doing so much and are so happy that you can’t leave that person behind, because you think that there isn’t anyone as loving like them or enjoy each other’s company? You’ve done almost everything together and feels like nobody can ever replace them? Then one day, you both wake up. They leave you behind for other people. They lie; make excuses. Then they or another person tells you that they never met […]

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Ramblings

by David
written by David

It’s been a tough few months for me lately.

Some days i hide it well, others, not so much.
Some days I am sat on my own in my bedroom and I feel so low I have no idea where to go or what to do.
I consider whether my next breath is worth taking dozens of times a day.
Some nights i go to sleep and admit to myself that not waking up; well it wouldn’t be so bad.
Sometimes i will try to talk family or friends but they are always seeming so happy that I don’t want to spoil their day so I […]

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get out

by maxthebat
written by maxthebat

Get out of my life.

Get. The. Fuck. Out.

you broke my heart. you left me. you decided i wasn’t good enough for you and left. fine, i knew i wouldn’t last. But i never thought you’d stab me in the back like that, we were best friends. BEST. FUCKING. FRIENDS.

fine. you can get out of my life but once you decide to leave, DON’T COME BACK. I’ve given you way to many chances, you undeserving ****. Stay or go, not both. Be my friend or pretend you don’t know me. At this point, i don’t care which one. Just don’t keep affecting my life. Don’t keep […]

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Same Shit, Every Fucking Day

by SameShitDifferentDay
written by SameShitDifferentDay

Every day I wake up and go through the same shit, nothing necessarily bad, nut nothing good, ever.

Every time I think something good is gonna happen and make stuff better, it doesn’t, and I just end up feeling worse.

I have a lot of friends, and I’m pretty popular, but every fucking day shit gets worse.

I used to be laidback and funny and outgoing and just a nice fucking person but everyday my patience runs shorter and I’m starting to become so paranoid and I get losses off so fucking easily anymore.

This has been ongoing for the past 6 months and it really hasn’t snapped into […]

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Life Story

by XSuicide ThoughtsX
written by XSuicide ThoughtsX

I grow up with my mom yelling at me my dad coming home drunk, high, he would come home angry, he would always attack me or my brother or even my mom. I guess all the anger and sadness i have in me is because of him he abandon my family. These past few years have been the roughest i haven’t seen him in 4 years. I wont see him for another 8 he got arrested. My mom and my me havent been getting along always blaming me for everthing it sad when your own mom even says she doesnt want to be alive because […]

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school

by krisssssssssy
written by krisssssssssy

I’ve been hurt so much. Why do people have to do this to me. Bronwyn weeks and amber simkins. I hate you for what you have done to me. I’m scared of going back to school incase I hurt them, I’m terrible with words and I have so much anger inside me that I’m scared if they come up to me and start bullying me I’m going to really hurt them. How can I stop myself from doing this? I will literally kill them.

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This is what I think of when I try to sleep.

by Kallian
written by Kallian

It isn’t my intention to hurt anyone, and I apologize in the case that I actually do. Let’s just face it, I’m not cut out for living. I can’t do things right, I’m useless to my parents, I’m only someone to make fun of, and I’m just hated by a lot of people.

My mom, Kathy, she constantly makes remarks proving just how useless I am. For example, we would walk into the Air Force Academy Clothing Sales store, she would see those stupid “My daughter goes to the Air Force Academy” bumper stickers, and she would make the comment: “I wish I could put that […]

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by MissingMarceline
written by MissingMarceline

I think what hurts the most is that I don’t feel anything anymore. I can’t cry, I can’t scream in anger. I just feel so numb.
I cut deeper and deeper each time but I still don’t feel anything, the sting of the blade is a blessing.
I drink too much, to try to forget, or remember I can’t even tell the difference anymore. There is no concept of time, just a blur of blood and wine.

Sometimes I wish they could see what was happening to me.
It’s like drowning, but I can see everyone else breathing fine.

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“Pain” three days grace

by brokendream
written by brokendream

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

You’re sick of feeling numb
You’re not the only one
I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn’t work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough

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Don’t Stop Living

by Traciann
written by Traciann

 August 1, 2013 Thursday 2:55 pm

I’m a lot stronger now than I have ever been. I have my anger somewhat controlled, I’m slowly getting it together. But as I look back at the hard times I was having. I was so scared and afraid of my future and didn’t know my purpose on earth anymore. I felt like I should be dead at the age 23 years old. I lived a life as well as I could. I was so broken down and beaten I was just tired of waking up every day fighting to be happy or just to be alive . I wanted […]

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Created to decide

by Alanna
written by Alanna

We are all created to make our own decisions whether to allow or not ourselves to experience loneliness, anger and despair.

I have always easily pondered on my pain (physical and emotional). I am human so I will always regress but I also know the truth- that I am important, you are important. Even though I do not know any of you who visit these boards, I love you and want you to know that your life, your existence is very important. I have struggled with losing family, people I knew in nursing homes and through documentaries of those in Hospice. You may not know or […]

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