I was wrong.

how can i love you,

why do i care,

how was i not aware,

you were going to leave me at my worst,

to turn my life into death,

leave me screaming in despair,

i trusted you to always be here,

through thick and thin,

you put my life in the wrong spin,

when you left i picked up my knife,

i thought i was an ex cutter,

but i guess i was wrong,

i must have been fooled all along,

i cut my wrists up then down,

till they bled and i thought i was going to drown,

in all this blood i should be dead,

but i stand here looking in dread,

i finally collapse and look ahead,

i see the reaper, he smiled as i bled,

i embed my soul into him,

as my body lay there in bloods grim,

i joined the reaper with  a smug grin,

i felt free,

no longer bound,

no longer found upon this earth,

what a silly place,

in a silly world,

so as you think of me tonight,

think if you’d stayed it would be alright,

i laugh at your tears that was your fault,

despite how you loved me,

you left me there,

so imagine my dead body,

as you sleep tonight,

ill be in your dreams,

to scare you,

and to bring you fright