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New here-compulsive liar to himself

by eightfourfour 3/15/2016

written by eightfourfour

Hello everyone, new to this. Never written in a forum, except for the SW forum on Reddit last week. Basically Im in deep shit due to my denial and stubbornness. I am way too disappointed in my self to forgive myself. I have hurt myself and in the process people that have cared for me.

I just feel I have reached my patience with myself, feel like I cant do it anymore. I cant commit suicide because that would actually mean giving my family the last fuck you. Least I can do is be here for when the shit unravels, and try to take it like […]

3/15/2016 22 comments

How easy

by adopted_disaster 3/4/2016

written by adopted_disaster

Imagine how easy it would be to just take a bottle of pills or something simple slice on your wrist or just jump. Why can’t it just happen.

3/4/2016 5 comments

Everything’s so easy when im drunk

by Beast 3/3/2016

written by Beast

When im drunk my conversations with people are way better and they all seem to love me. When im drunk music sounds better.. somehow I am a better poker player when im drunk.. I wish this was my natural state.. fuck..

3/3/2016 8 comments

Why am I still here?

by kismet 3/2/2016

written by kismet

If I really think about this question, it comes down to basically two things. The people in my life who would be affected and the fact that I’m scared of something going wrong with my attempt. Another odd thought came into my mind. I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE A BODY!! I don’t want somebody to have to come across me – lying there dead. I’ve always had a problem with blood (not that my method involves it) but, you know, just general messiness. I just want to disappear. I don’t even care if nobody remembers me. I just don’t want a fuss. In fact, it […]

3/2/2016 12 comments

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by itsme-cammy 3/2/2016

written by itsme-cammy

A friend of mine committed suicide a couple months ago. To be honest, I knew the signs. When I heard about it, I can’t say that I was all that surprised. We weren’t close, but it really affected those around me. My best friend couldn’t keep back from sobbing in the middle of class, and it just got me thinking if she would be acting the same if it were me? I’ve already attempted several times (though I never had a gun to make it super easy) and failed. If I had succeeded would all these people act the same?

I find it ironic that all […]

3/2/2016 3 comments

It’s not fair

by Ryder 2/28/2016

written by Ryder

We deserve the right to die with dignity. No adult should feel forced to live against his or her will. If a grownup really wants to die, there should be nothing denying him that right. I don’t want to risk surviving a fatal suicide attempt. I just want to die and be free from Earth. I’m tired of playing in the sandbox. I’m tired of the competition, mysteries, and hopelessness and I deserve a painless, easy death. We’re all going to die anyway and possibly lose everything, so why does killing oneself have to be so hard. I’ve thought long and hard about this and […]

2/28/2016 12 comments

Hanging not working, thinking about helium

by chalk 2/23/2016

written by chalk

Failed with short drop/hanging. I think I nearly succeed after several attempts.

I lost conscious for maybe a few minutes (cannot remember what exactly happened) until I started to feel very uncomfortable (choking perhaps). I also had a feeling that I was self-rotating at a high speed. Then I suddenly remembered I can loosen the knot. Someone knocked on my bedroom door which is locked and turned out it was my sister who woke up because of the noise I made. I was unable to think that I quickly hid the rope and told her I was fine. My face went pale when I looked at […]

2/23/2016 7 comments

to everyone

by Drowning 2/21/2016

written by Drowning

I just wanted to say I like this site everyone is friendly and supportive I no everyone has their own Demons to deal with and the battle isn’t easy with mental health depression anxiety suicidal thoughts etc if the world was to support each other like we do in here the world would be such a nicer place to live in hopefully things get better for all of us

thanks

2/21/2016 3 comments

the demon inside

by kristink 2/19/2016

written by kristink

i am reeling from the death of both parents in a two month span. trying to deal with a slew of health problems. having an alcoholic husband. suffering from life long treatment resistant depression. and there is that suicidal demon inside who never misses an opportunity to point out how easy it could be to go. it tells me at seemingly random times i could do various things to end this sad life. six months ago i set a deadline. that day was yesterday. how ironic that yesterday i got the first check from my parents banking accounts. i can’t do that to my brother. […]

2/19/2016 0 comment

Naproxen

by peachy 2/18/2016

written by peachy

Did you know naproxen causes
Nausea
Blurred vision
Vomiting
Movement problems
Dizziness
Coma
Incoherence
Slow labored breathing
Stomach pain
And ringing in your ears?
A lot of the times it’s given to people who’d look like they’d abuse zanex.
A handful of these or more and you tear stomach lineing and end up with ulsers even brain hemorrhage after waking up from coma.
But coma sounds so sweet. Sure I’ll wake up with a couple ulsers and my stomach lineing will get torn but at least I get to sleep for more than just a day. Maybe a couple days or a couple weeks who […]

2/18/2016 0 comment

I do not wish to die, I wish to do nothing. Forever.

by scarsareforever 2/17/2016

written by scarsareforever

Here I am again, a year later. I want to die, it’s the easy way out. I want to give up. Life is hard, death is not. I’m tired of doing and trying.

I am not depressed. I just do not want to do anything. It’s a cop-out. I am lazy.

I do not wish to die, I wish to do nothing. Forever.

The ultimate cop-out. The peak of laziness, to cease to exist. A coward, that is me. What I get I deserve, and I cease and I desist. I give in, I give up, I surrender. You have won, all that have doubted me. You have […]

2/17/2016 2 comments

Hah!, Gaaaaayyyyyyy!

by red_river 2/15/2016

written by red_river

I’m gay, this is the first time I’ve said it to others. I’m to scared of living with myself if I come out because of the people around me, but I feel like I’m dying on the inside. I have people I care about and people I love, but I don’t want to put them in this situation of having to deal with my gay ass. I have a gay friend I like but she’s the definition of a hoe, but she has her moments. Then I have a straight friend that just leaves me breathless every time she speaks. I want to just be […]

2/15/2016 2 comments

Free and anonymous online therapy

by cathy arsis 2/10/2016

written by cathy arsis

7 cups of tea is a new website I recently stumbled upon. It’s been somewhat therapeutic for me….Only critique I’ve got is there a bit to positive….there are a few too many shiny happy people on there but they’re pretty easy to dodge.

Albert camos

2/10/2016 1 comment

Why Do We Hesitate?

by Suicidal Angel 2/2/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Why is it that we hesitate about taking that final step?
I myself have the perfect, easy, pain free solution available right now,
but I cannot discuss what that is due to this forums rules.

Anyway my point is I still hesitate to take that final step and I’m not sure why.
I got really close once and had this feeling of peace and happiness until someone else stopped me so I know I’m not scared.

Am I waiting & wishing that life will improve?

No I’m not because I can’t think of anything that would make me happier than to not have to do this thing called […]

2/2/2016 20 comments

Charity

by 200085 1/26/2016

written by 200085

My grandmother just calld me and was talking to me about getting a bunch of stuff for me. Im sure for a lot of people its easy to just say ok and take it, but there has to be other people here who feel differently. Not just because of pride but also because its like dealing with a double eged sword. If you dont take it your pretty much offending the person whos trying to help you, but if you do take it then your a pathetic charity case who just acts this way to get what they want out of people. I know im […]

1/26/2016 1 comment

Shut up…

by nonexistingsoul 1/24/2016

written by nonexistingsoul

“So what if you get depressed? everyone gets depressed you know. Don’t be so over dramatic”. Well, F*ck you. Don’t take depression too lightly my dear. It is one of a fucking hell. You think this is easy? NO IT’S NOT *****. You think getting depressed is normal? you think it’s just like “oh I’m sad.” then later “Oh I’m happy” ? NO IT’S NOT. You don’t know anything. You think I’m stupid for being dramatic? You think this is dumb? Wow. Just wow. I want to kill you by just saying that. Depression is savage af. Depression is hell and you can’t escape from […]

1/24/2016 4 comments

It’s been a rough week, but i’m goin out tonight

by nicole123 1/22/2016

written by nicole123

Tonight is my friends 23rd so were going out to celebrate. I’m excited. Hopefully that will entitle us to some free drinks. lol.

This weeks been rough, but it’s Friday and i couldn’t be any happier. I got a job- which is a good thing, & finished all my work in my classes for the week. So i’ll have a nice smooth weekend.

Another shitty thing that i found out though this week was finding out the reason why this guy i was practically in love with stopped talking to me. He started “Seeing somebody else” . LOL. We were supposed to see a concert tonight that […]

1/22/2016 3 comments

Why Do I Feel Like Such a Douche Playing With a Knife?

by anthropophobia 1/20/2016

written by anthropophobia

Why?? Well it’s simply a douche-y thing to do. Don’t get me wrong carrying a pocket knife can be a very useful tool, let me clarify, I am specifically referring to a combat knife of some sort. Playing with a knife, sure it’s something to do with your hands, and you can get lost in it for a moment, but I find that people who collect, play, and display their knife sets to be a particular type of douche. I know, I know, it’s what makes a person happy that’s important, and seriously I am all for that, but I have a difficult time understanding […]

1/20/2016 12 comments

im broken and lost

by BMathis 1/19/2016

written by BMathis

Im 22 years .Ive been with a girl for 3 years i gave her my all. I fucked up talked to someone . I never cheated just talked. She left me a month ago. she left school and left me with all the and the 2 cats. Today i lost my job. So i cant pay rent. Im behind 2 months on cable and dte. I cant do it anymore Im not strong enough anymore. Im miserable. I tried to OD on tylenol. That didnt work. Im depressed. Ive never n so I my life. Ive slit my wrist, is my first time it it […]

1/19/2016 11 comments

Because self inflicted pain and suicide attempts are addictive

by Counting The Days Until I'm gone 1/18/2016

written by Counting The Days Until I'm gone

Sometimes I scare myself. At first I don’t realize what I’m doing. I tend to change reactions and emotions quickly. I’m bipolar. When I’m alone and calm , I can control myself, until I experience episodes of anger and sadness. These episodes result in me cutting myself or swallowing 30+ pills, or just guzzling down vodka.

I’m having more frequent thoughts of harming myself lately. Its like I’m an addict who is in remission but is being tempted. My friends have tried with me repeatedly to get me to stop self harming but I just can’t

People just don’t understand that suicidal thoughts and self harm are […]

1/18/2016 4 comments

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