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Sigh venting

by Drowning 4/27/2016

written by Drowning

You know that feeling when your so close but yet so far I’m getting anxious about this fucking test tomorrow already failed twice and I’m getting to that point when I think fuck it and sabatage it and not completing the course if I fail again its so frustrating no wonder kids go around shooting up school and colleges

how can u win physically if your loosing mentally ?

Its not that hard to fall right back into the dark isit

I got so many question that I need answers to

why do we fight to live if we just live to die ?

why life so hard

why do we […]

4/27/2016 11 comments

Bad Day

by J Doe 4/17/2016

written by J Doe

Hello. Today was a bad day. I didn’t get yelled at or anything, just an angry look. That just made me realize how alone I am in this. I understand SP will be there for me, but outside of that, I have no one to talk to. I’m alone on this. I’m kind of a disappointment. And they are justified in being disappointed in me. I’m not the most outgoing person and I’m kid of lazy and pathetic. To them they’ve put so much money and time and effort into me only to have me come out as a sort of nothing. I see why […]

4/17/2016 3 comments

No Sleep

by JiminyCrispies 4/11/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I didn’t sleep Saturday night. I slept for 3 hours last night. I haven’t slept tonight – it’s 5AM. And I’m so energetic I couldn’t care less about the loss of sleep. I have done so much stuff tonight (this morning I stayed in my room because I couldn’t calm myself down – I was extremely happy and was thinking about all these great ideas to do, and I annoy people and get into arguments over it).

For the past couple hours I’ve been doing a sketch for a painting I’ve put off for almost 2 months – surprisingly I’ve been able to focus on it […]

4/11/2016 3 comments

Protected: I just realized

by whiskered-fish 3/22/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/22/2016 45 comments

Whats the Bigger Issue?

by GTSuicide_6 2/28/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I was wondering if there was anyone who can relate to this:

You’d think that after so much shit in this world, and the major issues that piss you off, that the little things don’t matter anymore.

But for me its the opposite:

I get pissed off and angrier or sadder if sudden tinier obstacles come along my way.

Which I don’t expect at all. I mean, larger issues bother me to no end, but you’d think that after a while we build a tolerance to these larger problems and we become oblivious to the tinier things But nope, the smaller issues become the most frustrating, at this point.

Tell me […]

2/28/2016 13 comments

Just another disillusioned soul

by pseudos 2/16/2016

written by pseudos

Life is far too cruel and absurd to be lived.

I don’t know what fucked me up first – whether it was life or me. If I knew it was my own fault I don’t know if I would feel worse. But either way, what’s done is done. I’m damaged goods now.

I know that I had great potential – once. I know that I could have achieved some amazing things – once. If only I could turn back the hands of time – try a do-over, but this time with zero mistakes. This time, taking advantage of that limitless potential. This time, with the knowledge of […]

2/16/2016 1 comment

Life is…

by bah 1/6/2016

written by bah

Life is depressing

Life is frustrating

Life is a lot of effort

Life is painful

Life is a lot of bills

…and never enough money

Life is one struggle after another after another

Life is full of bad people, greedy people, and people who will stab you in the back

Life is full of racists, bigots and sexists

Life is full of corruption

Life is unjust and unfair

Life is trying so hard and still getting nowhere

Life is cruel to those born in poverty, living in poverty, born with disabilities or those living with disabilities

Life is not a life when you have no energy to do anything

Life is not happy for god knows how many people

1/6/2016 9 comments

yoooooo

by lilypaddd 12/22/2015

written by lilypaddd

whenever i try to connect with someone i fail. i don’t know why i even try. then i get pissed off, either at the other person, or myself.

people bore me or intimidate me.

either way, i end up questioning myself because i don’t know why i find it so hard to relate to people.

i’m sick of people telling me i should change though.

a psychologist i saw lately told me i need to work on my communication skills, but it’s frustrating because i am who i am. i can try to change for the better, sure, but what if it’s genetic and i’m just legitimately stupid? i can’t do […]

12/22/2015 2 comments

by IWAS 11/11/2015

written by IWAS

what’s more frustrating than being frustrated is when you want to turn it into other things like poems, and you cannot because you are a shitty poet!

11/11/2015 4 comments

Something frustrating

by goingnumb 7/27/2015

written by goingnumb

My doctor told me he can’t help me by himself. Meaning he wants me to go to somebody else… The problem with that is I hate talking and I don’t trust people so easily plus I don’t have insurance so my doctor gives me a deal when I go for a check up. There’s barely any groups around me its just frustrating he won’t see me again until I go and see someone else and he gets their opinion. Problem is he also won’t refill my medicine one day without Paxil after on it forever tears me apart from the inside out.

7/27/2015 0 comment

It’s the beginning of the end and I don’t know where I lost control…

by amzibabi_666 7/8/2015

written by amzibabi_666

That’s a bit of a lie actually, I suppose i can pinpoint where, I just don’t know how…

First off, thank you to those who are reading this craptacular piece of…well crap.

I have read many of the posts on here, and have become completely immersed in other’s stories. Each of you are so important. It’s just a shame I am a spectacular hypocrite. There is no way I could say the same about myself.

I care for others, I seriously do. I care for others so much that I distance myself away. I don’t feel worthy anymore. It is incredibly frustrating and difficult to explain, even in […]

7/8/2015 3 comments

Do you ever want to kill yourself because you’re genuinely stupid?

by someday_sinking 1/10/2015

written by someday_sinking

A lot of the time I project a facade of intelligence, I’ve been told I write well, that I can be eloquent and articulate at times, but I’m actually genuinely stupid. Math and anything pertaining to basic logic is beyond my comprehension, like I’ve literally failed Algebra twice in a row and I still don’t get it, I don’t understand much about math beyond arithmetic at all. Complex subjects that require thoughtful analysis and ability to make sense of information are beyond me, I struggle to understand anything when it’s not spelled out to me, and even then I still don’t get it. I’ve been […]

1/10/2015 6 comments

pet peeve

by ritualmusic 9/24/2014

written by ritualmusic

Can I just say, I am so fucking tired of people telling me “if you’re depressed then change it”.

THANK YOU!

That is such a revelation! I’m better now! I had no idea that I was perpetuating my own misery for 26 years of life!

People think they’re helping when all they’re doing is making things worse. I don’t complain at the time because really, I’m thankful for anyone even wanting to help or have a minute amount of care for my well-being but inside I’m screaming.

I know I’m not alone. I know at least one of you out there can identify […]

9/24/2014 9 comments

The great expectation.

by No_where_to_run 9/2/2014

written by No_where_to_run

I’m never good enough, I never make the right decisions, according to everyone else. I managed to pull A’s and B’s out of my ass when my mother passed away. I went back to classes two weeks after my entire life was destroyed before my eyes and yet I passed a university semester with flying colors. So, I tell my parents, being my step mother and father that I want to take an aerial silks class to, you know..do something for myself for once. I am a straight A student, I personal train three days a week and I hold a really good job, and […]

9/2/2014 2 comments

Frustrated

by DrunkandDumb 9/1/2014

written by DrunkandDumb

I have been taking the antidepressant Effexor combined with Wellbutrin. They seem to be stabilizing my depression but I have been having sexual side effect’s. I am not currently in a sexual relationship but It’s very frustrating not to be able to masterbate. I’ve been thinking of stopping my med’s in order to feel that, “feeling” again!!! It’s been months. I have been on just about every anti depressant and none have been effective. Any thoughts?

9/1/2014 2 comments

This bed….

by iamsamijo 8/13/2014

written by iamsamijo

I am having the hardest time getting out of this bed today…. It’s super frustrating. I don’t understand how I’m just expected to wipe off these tears and go about life with the fake smile plastered on my face that I am forced to share. I can’t afford to miss work anymore. This struggle is beyond me, but I’ll take just one more step today, because somewhere deep down I know there’s more life left to go.

8/13/2014 3 comments

Relief Is Finally Here

by inaraserra 8/4/2014

written by inaraserra

I posted here in May that I had a plan but couldn’t find a way to make everything happen, and it was frustrating beyond words. Shortly after that my on again/off again partner came back into my life and while the constant feeling of not wanting to be here was still there, it was dialed down a bit. He told me a few weeks ago that he is moving to another state to reunite with his wife (he’s been separated for two years), so things got dialed right back up. I got lucky, though, and found a doable plan that has little chance of failing […]

8/4/2014 4 comments

I just don’t know

by Thisismyname 6/22/2014

written by Thisismyname

So words are kind of failing me right now, i’m not really sure what i’m intending to type in this post but i guess we will see where it goes.

I’m just struggling to keep caring, to keep on going and to give a shit about what i do with myself any more. I’m stuck in this fucking void of self hate and i only hate myself more for being stuck there because i have absolutely no right to feel this way. I just don’t know what i’m supposed to be doing anymore, i’m just such a fuck up and i get everything wrong. I’m […]

6/22/2014 1 comment

So Frustrated

by inaraserra 5/24/2014

written by inaraserra

A year ago I wanted to kill myself and I told myself I had to give it a year to see if that feeling remained. The time is up and it’s still what I want, I have a plan in place to make sure my cat is taken care of and that police/paramedics are who find the body. It’s a really good plan. But it is so frustrating to not be able to find any kind of solid information or resources on how to do get it done correctly. The things I found via Google seem so out of reach because they involve things I […]

5/24/2014 6 comments

AMAZING.

by tinaboobinaaa 3/17/2014

written by tinaboobinaaa

When you truly know and love somebody it can be frustrating watching them throw away all their potential, but this is NOT your problem, it is theirs. You can only express your opinion on the situation; you cannot force it down their throats. This is something they must personally accept and consciously work towards. You forcing your beliefs down their throats is only going to cause resentment and manifest an opposite effect.

3/17/2014 1 comment

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