i can’t believe it, i’ve lost the only thing i’ve ever enjoyed in life and he through it all away. i gave him everything and he pays me back by ripping my heart out. All my friends have “dropped” me. All i’ve got now is my sister and even then she doesn’t care. I’m just so over it all so this is me. Saying bye. i’m so sorry to who i have caused pain to but. in the end no one was ever really there, i get laughed at, at school and im so pardon my french but im so fucking over it. bye.
i have tryed commiting suicide 4 times but none worked my parents know but they dont care , they want me to die they say i bring too much problems for them , i have tryed to talk to my friends but they told me just commit suicide so you can rest in peace i am only 16 years old and im already sick of my life , i used to live in newzealand which i loved then we moved to dubai i have no friends and everything is different . the most painfull thing is the guy i loved and cared about and would […]
Ya well i broke up with her about 3 months ago didnt wana hurt her honestly but It because I am Bi and I like more guys I have boyfriend and well I am Gay.Came out the closest 2 months ago and ya since then people are still talking shit and it doesnt stop. I honestly dont know what i did wrong but I hurt my ex it’s weird I would still do anything for her anything anything still feelings there for her cus we went out for 2 years and they just wont go away..However, meet my boyfriend on Facebook and he my […]
People have called me selfish for feeling suicidal but really I am far from it. I have just thought about it and when I die I would like my donate my body to help other people who need the help. I have done pretty pathetic things in my time in order to lets say “make up” for things I fail at in life. I sleep with a dumbell or my little dog in order to make up for that loneliness I feel in my heart. My dog though is one of the things that keeps me alive. To see her little tail wagging when she […]
Every day I wake up without the woman I love next to me in bed. She left my bed because of some slight that she will not talk to me about. I work hard to supply our family with a good life but it never seems e-nuff for her. We have not made love in almost a year now. She can not work because she has hurt herself at work that was three years ago. So I take on all the overtime to make up the money she does not bring in any more. Then she hit’s me […]
I swear I’m a danger to other people. Everyone that means something to me, that I truly love with all my heart, gets hurt because of me. I don’t intentionally hurt anyone. I’m not that kind of person. But something bad always seems to happen to people that try to help me. It occurred numerous times in the past. And it just keeps coming.
This past week has been terrible. I wanna keep going; I just don’t know how anymore. I don’t want to invite anyone else into my life. I can’t take it anymore. I’m beyond saving at this point there is no use in […]