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Valentine’s Day Suicide

by helenalanavillanueva 2/12/2015

written by helenalanavillanueva

I feel like jumping off a building. This would’ve been my last choice when it comes to offing myself but I can’t take it anymore.

I know it sounds silly but I am heartbroken for the nth time. It sucks when you’re 28 years old, kind of pretty, and single. It sucks when you see other women you know being wooed and cared for unlike yourself. It sucks to always feel like a loser. It sucks when you thought God had sent you the one but he’s just like everybody else, maybe even worse.

I don’t think I deserve to live. If I really am meant to […]

2/12/2015 8 comments

Maybe it doesn’t matter (in a good way)

by unluckystranger 9/24/2013

written by unluckystranger

Kinda pathetic having this realization from an anime of all things but it actually spoke to me better than most people can. Anyways its this show called Watamote and it just had its final episode. Its about social anxiety ,loneliness, generally just things that I could relate these past few years (frustration from trying to make friends, no love life, no sense of fulfillment) which is the reason I started watching it and basically it ended on the note that after all she did nothing has changed and shes still lonely but the thing is she just laughs it off and says “it doesnt matter […]

9/24/2013 3 comments

Tired of life

by Tracing 9/10/2013

written by Tracing

17. Never gone to a party. Never had a girlfriend. Always ostracised. Never had sex. When I was in high school, all my classmates looked down upon me. Nobody ever treated me well. Even since year 7 I was actively excluded from doing the same things everybody did because my friends didn’t like me and I didn’t conform. At first I thought non-conformity was cool. Only a few years later did I discover this was social suicide. The reason why I discovered “A few years later” was because everybody kept this information from me because they wanted to keep me at the bottom of the […]

9/10/2013 2 comments

hope for hope

by okdarrell 8/29/2013

written by okdarrell

every day i hope it will get better. i am an IV heroin user struggling with an addiction much stronger than i thought. i am in tons of trouble with the law. i just violated my probation. i hope that my next shot will be the last. or i hope that i can be strong enough to be the man i have to be and face the time i have over my head and stop running from my problems every day.

i lost the love of my life in march and ever since then my life has been all down hill. i’m a broken man, and […]

8/29/2013 0 comment

In The Closet…

by Miss Blythe 8/15/2013

written by Miss Blythe

Literally. I’m laying in my closet, on top of who-knows-what, sandwiched between two blankets above and below me, between my bed and a shelf. I wonder how long it’ll take for my mom to realize I’m here. She thinks I’m going out with my boyfriend tomorrow, but I cancelled on him, so who knows?

I’m here because it’s going to be hard to get up, whenever I choose to do so, so I don’t cut…. it’d take too much effort. I don’t want to live right now. I don’t feel anything…good… it’s like I spontaneously fell out of love in only a few minutes. He ordered […]

8/15/2013 2 comments

Lost…

by britattoo14 6/28/2013

written by britattoo14

I am lost in my false reality. Ever sense the love of my life left me I don’t know what to do with myself. He told me he needed time to get his life together and I said I would wait. But the longer I wait the harder it gets. I didn’t want people to know how hurt I was so I tell them we are engaged and will elope next year. If they ask where he is i say away on business. I thought letting myself live in this dream would make me feel better but it just makes me more depressed. I don’t […]

6/28/2013 2 comments

When, not If

by Paul07 6/5/2013

written by Paul07

I’ve read a few stories of sexual abuses, and I can relate. I guess that’s a round about way of putting it. After finding myself with no place to live at eighteen, I joined the Marines. After boot camp, I married my high school sweetheart, who then had an affair with my neighbor while I was at work. Shortly after discovering that, while working through a law suit, I had to then work through no pay due for three months… Begging charities to put food on the table for my wife who was sleeping around behind my back.

I meet a new woman, who’s the love […]

6/5/2013 1 comment

Life just seems like a blur.

by LebDieSekunde 5/19/2013

written by LebDieSekunde

i remember when life was fun, it was exciting and adventurous. i remember as a little girl, sitting in class dreaming of growing up and travelling the world. i remember dreaming of the places i would go, and the things i would do. i remember dreaming of my career, and the love of my life. but now, i sit here in year 11. life seems to have gone so quickly, i walk through the hallways at school as a Â nobody. invisible and unseen. bad thoughts running through my head, constantly. life seems to be a burden now, a task, something i must endure. yet no […]

5/19/2013 0 comment

I hate this.

by C1223 5/12/2013

written by C1223

I hate feeling like this every day.Â I hate never wanting to get out of bed.Â I hate knowing that things will never get better no matter how hard I try.Â I hate knowing that I was doomed from the start to end up like this. I hate how other girls Â whine and complain about how terrible their lives are, and yet they have boyfriends.Â Like, seriously, SHUT UP. At least SOMEONE cares.Â At least you have enough luck that guys are willing to be seen in public with you and you still have the hope of a happy ending.Â I have no hope.Â I have no […]

5/12/2013 1 comment

I can’t over her my ex gf

by johnplace 5/12/2013

written by johnplace

My name is John I still feel depress after 10 months my ex gf dump and say ” left me alone “……. I can’t be happy I don’t know why…..she don’t contact me anymore. since she dump me but still I have her friend in my facebook and Yahoo sometimes I saw her and i feel really bad about it but I can’t eraser her I don’t have the guts…. I miss her a lot but still I don’t wanna she back

I don’t wanna back with her anymore she is not worth it but still I miss her …..I know soundÂ dumbÂ I been with psychics some […]

5/12/2013 6 comments

seeing

by why i dont no 5/12/2013

written by why i dont no

I see people end it all around me

itsÂ suffocating knowing your next but in some way saying yer its cool I can do this I don’t care

shoot me now for all I know im a drunk hiy fool in a life he never deserved so tonight next week moths time ill be gone unless I fined some thing worth doing… this for……. if im honest I don’t know what to do now nor what im doing now for fuck sake iv lost it all all it takes is one biff and bye bye mother fuckers im off I don’t know why I bother doing aney thingin […]

5/12/2013 0 comment

Waiting

by youretheone 5/9/2013

written by youretheone

I sit here waiting for your text, but knowing it’ll never come.
I sit here waiting for my death, but knowing it’ll never be done.
I sit here waiting for the love of my life, but knowing he’ll never show.
I sit here waiting, cutting my wrists, but that’s something you’ll never know.

5/9/2013 1 comment

Point of Life?

by whatzthepoint 4/28/2013

written by whatzthepoint

Everything I do I end up quitting or giving up on. I have nothing to live for. I mean what is the point. I see a lot of people happy and I see great potential in them to have an amazing life. As much as I wish I could be like them I’m just not and I never will be anything. Other than my family a few close friends I don’t even think people wold care if I died. And I really want to die, but I’m not going to kill myself for two reasons. One, I don’t know how/too scared to do it/don’t want […]

4/28/2013 2 comments

Life is Hell

by bakridge 4/11/2013

written by bakridge

Im new on this. I feel more alone than ever. when i found this cite, i fell in love with it.
Life sucks!! I hate it so much and i wish to die. I get lied to about everything and feel alone lost and its Hell. I’ve tried mutiple times to die, but then the memories come back on why i shouldnt.. I hate it!!

4/11/2013 4 comments

My lost love

by lifes_end 3/28/2013

written by lifes_end

The day I met her, we both realized weÂ could help each other. No one elseÂ could look past the point we are both girls though. Everyone laughed at us andÂ called us names, but we smiled and helped each other through it. SheÂ cut, so do I, the difference.. she didn’t know when too much was too much, that’s probably why she’s gone. We held our heads high, put it started to get worse. I would be hit, and punched and kicked down, and so would she. I tried to help her I just, I wasn’t strong enough. HerÂ cuts started getting worse, she wouldn’t even wear short sleeves […]

3/28/2013 1 comment

Leaving behind the best

by 920E30 3/5/2013

written by 920E30

My greatest fear when thinking about taking my own life is the family I have with me and that care for me. I’m so lucky to have both my parents together still, and that would do anything for me. I also have a sister, brother in law, and two nieces whom all of I adore. I’m 24 years old and I feel like I’ve never experienced a normal life. I’m gay,and I also have other problems that make me self conscious of my appearance so I hate being in public or any places with many people, so I cant go to gay bars or any […]

3/5/2013 1 comment

Awake,alive and alone

by Lesswill 2/17/2013

written by Lesswill

I ve tried hard to forget the fact that i am alone,i keep myself busy during the day with activities like reading,sleeping and browsing the net..but all this shit dont change nothing.cus the moment i step past that big iron gate to get to class,i begin to realise just how ugly and lonely my life is..my elder brother’s wife once told every one that i am a parasite.so i ve stopped asking anybody for financial help.i slowly fell from miserable into something worst.i am in college right now.and seeing my course mates happy,living the good life,going out for dates,using nice cars and phones.always reminds me […]

2/17/2013 3 comments

He’s killing me

by DeadlyLove 2/10/2013

written by DeadlyLove

Hi – I’m a 22 year old girl, and I have had the luck to find someone who is the perfect match for me. If something like a “soulmate” exists, then I found mine, the love of my life. However, over 4 months ago I lost him to amnesia….he’s a soldier and he experienced a very bad psychic trauma, since that he forgot nearly everything about his past and his life. Of course, I was gone too. Over the months some of his memories came back, but nothing about me…I only saw him twice in this condition, and the last time was over 2 months […]

2/10/2013 2 comments

Take Me To Nowhere

by ladyana 1/10/2013

written by ladyana

At this very moment I would love to go missing and never turn up. I would just love to be away. Away from my life. Iâ€™ll admit that my life isnâ€™t so bad. Everything is very solid and secure and I am involved in college and church. Maybe I long for more? Maybe, just maybe I donâ€™t want anything for myself. Absolutely nothing. I would love for life to stop at this very moment. No more time, and no more space. I just want to enter the abyss.

1/10/2013 2 comments

Rap game

by The rapper 11/30/2012

written by The rapper

Hello, thank you for taking your time reading my story, just to list some information. ImÂ Norwegian, im 17 years, I am not kidding about my story. so lets begin…
from when i was 13 i started to think: do anyone actually care when im gone? I was thinking ALOT and i’m pretty sure myÂ thoughtsÂ where much more serious than other kids on my age back then. How is life after death? Who would cry when im gone? Who would even care? questions remain without answers.

Later on in my life, i got many false friends, actually no real friends.. BUT i’d just carry on, i was sad, […]

11/30/2012 7 comments

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